#stopsuicide - We heard about you guys, we are not happy that the kids are giving up, and its something everyone is presently working on, it has been addressed to the courts, I write to them often now more so than ever since they need the support have suffered a recent loss, Im sure they are still mourning, and doing my best to focus on people who need strength and are in caretaking roles, not left with anything to assemble themselves, they function best with information to review, and thats how things get better for everyone, its never too late, dont just drop off your problems with anyone and expect them to know what to say or how to respond to you, and if the problem is not within the people, then its also not something to discuss where the negative thinking is coming from, or what ideas are influencing the present direction of current conversations about life, in a way that anyone has grown displeased, or felt motivated to attack any systems of support to 17 million people, to see if anything bad happens, I got sick, my Dad got sick, Justice Ginsberg got sick, and President Trump got sick, reputations you can reverse, with like 365 days of writing until everyone is okay with you and can predict you like a watch, the elderly on the other hand cannot reverse feelings, or pump themselves up again, if they were supporting us all along, and dont have the energy, to do anything differently other than to just be happy for us, and watch us grow into mature adults, with positive things to say about life, and not allow any amount of bullying, torment, or news, change who we are as a people, and thats not letting yourself be overcome with something stupid, or something bad, or something scary, which are the feelings they want you to get stuck with, because people feel a sense off power, in having a clear head when yours is not, and thats not just bullying, thats an energy face body issue, so until I figure out photography, and life expectancy, I hope that everyone else continues to try hard, why because with jobs, more people get well, and when you work hard go out into the world like a leader, those you care about are made to feel safe too, your energy counts, your life matters, your feelings matter, and not that we dont all have time for eachother to do well, we dont have time to fight, life is not that short, but if you make it painful, everything starts to feel impossible, and then who will you turn to? Obviously not whoever doesn't need you in their life, so get to know yourself, when something feels off report it, you cannot negotiate with anyone who is mad at you, they may send a million texts attacking you, the less you respond the less you get hurt, and thats the issue with blogging everyone can read, and send an energy, and you have to write and be yourself absent minded their energy, or system of deductions calculating blame, with no legal training, why I report to #scotus, who are bright enough to be patient, but not young enough to be hands on with everyone coaching us through every phase of shock, I think many are resilient, I think apologies are necessary and I think moving forward is essential, they will only forgive so long as you improve, and when you get hurt everyone gets disappointed, and thats not a fun process of exchanging words and reading knowing that there is something wrong with your writer that they cant figure out, if there is ever anything wrong with me I probably just recently got screamed at, or easily intimidated, or made to not feel good about myself, and if someone is hard to connect to its because they've been hurt, and its something you learn the hard way, mental health is about a chemical imbalance in the brain, not just your thinking, and when something feels off your face changes and what you have to say, so be more understanding, how was it possible for an athlete who is highly coordinated naturally, to suffer from a chemical imbalance in the brain, be set at odds with anyone, if for every time you get weak another gets strong, maybe that means that its time you stop taking care of men and start taking care of yourself, be strong for everyone. And thats being left in waiting, that doesnt mean you wont be loved, it means because you are loved, you get love. -Have compassion, interviewed at the #usarmy today, may detox get off all medication and go to basic training for 9 weeks and be a military paralegal, since Im having difficulty alone. So thats not an easy transition, it may require I go to detox and rehab, be set on a schedule, or go to the hospital.. It takes me two weeks to stop smoking on the patch, and takes two months to be off all meds and be able to drive a car again, without being tired all day taking naps, thats everyone knowing you, and you dont know how they know you or what they know you for, which is not anyones fault, but just need a job, so Im not put down randomly by anyone who sees me and thinks that I am strong for the wrong reasons, or dont report to #scotus, write.
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