Deleted all my apps. Taking a break from social media, to focus on work, until I feel well again, having difficulty moving forward, and being social, without being misunderstood. The less I try to entertain others negative judgments of me, the better off I’ll be. Share only when well.
No one will ever see you as a victim, when you have every opportunity made available to you, any confrontations past, get used to prove whether you are confrontational now, they will do anything to provoke you, or to threaten you, your esteems, to prove you are not a victim, and that you are experiencing mental illness as a result of your own faults in life, those are people you cannot prove wrong. You cannot reverse a negative judgment of you, once it gets shared, whether as a joke, or to be funny, or to provoke reaction, that is the purposes for illustrating what hurts you, and what brings out your worst characteristics, whether you now feel inferior to others, and how you respond when your not doing well, not doing your best, and have struggled in life, people will be nice so long as you are around, and once you move on, less controlling of you, its okay to be on your own, and to receive help until you are able to stay well on your own, you cannot resolve your problems on your own, if no advice can make you feel better, than its you that needs to change your behavior in life, and do your best to be perfect here forward, its unfortunate, that you cannot take chances in life, given time to figure out life, past punishments, the gift of choice and being experimental with your time, having time available to you, not being put in a rush, is given to those who take good care of themselves and others, considered a good person, those are people able to move forward in life. You cannot compare those who during the course of their studies complete assignments, to those who in reaction to the times, want to figure out whats going on, or why people are getting sick, that’s not a personal vendetta or because one is being defensive, or thinks is related to how others are feeling around them, once you are expected to be a working professional, you have to be yourself, even if you get hurt along the way, are expected to be independent of others, and whether they keep retaliating on you, to get you to empathize with others they’ve heard from you discuss why you got suicidal in the past, they will not cease to continue making you feel like those who have been watching you over the years, and will not let you move forward. The more you hurt, or self-harm, the more others let go, they really don’t stop until you are broken, its usually the case that they think you are resilient to negativity and expect you to endure the hardship of negative judgments toward you, as though you have not grown as a person, worked hard, or done your best to work on yourself, those are people not on your team in life, as soon as they can illustrate the purpose for teams in life, by your failures in life, the worse off your life becomes, it doesn’t matter whos in your life, they leave. Don’t make your problems the problem of others to correct, do your best to get help and don’t self-harm = loss.
Until you are well, or appear well, appear in front of others, otherwise work from home, and continue to make progress in life. Sometimes its by what youre doing in life, others feel affected by, as though they have a stake, or as though their lives are the only lives that matter at risk of being harmed, that’s not lying to public or concealing information that would otherwise jeopardize ones own freedoms in life, usually when we go backwards that’s to correct a problem, either that one has experienced in life as while interacting with others, or even a problem that others have with them, its not trying to read what others are thinking or were thinking past, its moving forward with clarity, or even with fear, no matter how disabled you become left to your own devices, fogged, or disillusioned, no matter how new you are to any profession, or group of people, you should not be afraid of what people think, once you instill negatives into your concept of reality, this affects how you interact with others, as trying to see (for fun) if they have intruded upon the same spaces as they have in life, the more the merrier, that’s an ill suited type of comradere, that protects those who violate spaces thinking that its okay to violate the privacy of others, and justify those harms by further declaring others as mentally ill, deserving, or not too a victim, don’t judge a person by their past, or previous associations in life, think people think they are famous before they become well known, judgmental toward others, hold yourself to high standards, its my life too. Everyone has to live through their mistakes in life, no failures in life are easy to overcome, if you know what triggers mental illness in others, to attack, take away, dismantle, misplace, and disorganize their viewpoints in life, by interjecting your fears through them, then what is gained by who gets lost, trying to figure others out in life, and lose track of their own lives, stay goal oriented.
Its not necessary for everyone to have faith in order for you to believe in yourself and move forward in life, all scared straight jokes aside, all offender jokes aside, all comparisons aside, all alikeness jokes aside, all infamy jokes aside, all size jokes aside, all gay jokes aside, all life philosophy jokes aside, all autism jokes aside, all abstract interpretation jokes aside, everyone takes things personally these days, and reads everything as if in defense of themselves and their beliefs, situate you until you conform to their ideologies of someone to be hated, or deserving of hate, and continue to question whether by what you know now, you thought then, and by what you think they thought then, they think now, and the extent to which you were able to achieve in spite of those negative judgments of you, and how many negative judgments were had of you, and how many people treated you as though you were stupid, and how much of that was deserved until you looked like how they think you look if you were designated in the wrong, people will only judge you by bad photos in life, and by bad moments in life, think you were like that your whole life, and equate everything leading up to those poor performances in life as a product of your poor decision making, it is true we are left with choices in life, and by process of elimination treated always compared to those who are doing well in life, and if next to appear to look better than, test to see how you appear among others worse off to see if you look or appear better, always crediting your wellness to whos around you, not crediting you for your own wellness as being a good decision maker, able to function and achieve in life on your own, everyone wants to make someone look desperate, everyone wants to see how people are in private, everyone wants to read into the lives of others, to see if how they appear on the outside is how they appear on the inside, credit wellness to others, treat people like followers or imitations of others who are doing well, and not credit one for their own personality in life and choices in life and exposures, once you treat someone as second hand not only do you devalue their sense of purpose in life, credited for their originality and hard work, people will always test those they do not trust, who they do not connect with often, have no bond with, to see how they respond when desperate, because they think they are better than and think it funny if everyone thinks less off them, and by rumor see how many rumors it takes until you become sick or mentally ill, and experience dysfunction in life, and credit you to the misfortunes of others, as though you were a poor decision maker, or bad influence onto others.
Sometimes in the heat of emotion, people say or do things disfavorable to their own best interests, you cannot resolve a problem, by hurting oneself, or the feelings of others. That’s not the best route moving forward, learn to let go, and not take things personally, as directed toward you, how you self-identify, how others identify you, and for what reasons others identify you in the negative or as deviant from the norm. Some people are human, and some people are machines, whether living for positive purposes in life, their drives and motivations in life may be accelerated by different motivations and drives in life than those around them. For some making fun of people to their face, is considered funny, not all deserve to be made fun of to their face. Not everything is about you, so long as you assume that everything is about you, you become victim to your own thoughts and worries fearful of what people think of you, treated as a let down, a disappointment, or contributor to mental health issues, if you do not maintain steady ground, even tempered, balanced, and positive. Its those who are doing nothing to help you only themselves, who are disinterested with what happens to you in your life, so long as it does not affect them. Its not necessary to have people on board in life, or to gather attentions in life to causes or to have purpose in life, be recognized, you either help stop violence or don’t speak to it, you either help prevent harms from occurring, or don’t speak to it, and if you are punished because others are not in agreement with anything that you have to say, well that’s on them, not your responsibility to figure out what you have done or why you are not liked, that’s others passing negative judgment upon you, looking for guilt, and causing you illness, until a guilty reaction is received, mental health issues arise, or treat you as though you dont already feel bad yourself, just to see if you care. You only have one life to live, its not necessary to put yourself down in life, based upon the stories of others you’ve been exposed to, what illnesses they have overcome, it’s a shame that one who struggles in life, and has struggled in life, is treated as someone who deserves to struggle.
If you want to build a website, you can build a website. If you want to blog, you can blog. If you want to write a book you can write a book. There are so many ways to help make a positive difference, unrelated to harping on the problems themselves, you would think that more people would be supportive, of positive endeavors in life. There’s a lot of sabotage when it comes to building a website, it’s a huge responsibility, to keep up with your material, and review your work as you go, sure you can get feedback from editors, but you have to do the work yourself, no one can help you write. You are constantly having to go back and fix things, how does this sound to me, how will this sound to them, how does this sound now. Its more likely by the causes you support you will be hurt in life, resume tweaked, banner taken down, any shows of support for organizations you care about, to make you look bad. The easier it is for others to make you look bad, sometimes by the words you choose or how you say things, is to get things to the point of not respecting you, thinking less of you, not trusting you, and treating you as unimportant, or not smart, or about yourself. Everyone deserves an opportunity to work, and if you are able to create a job for yourself, those drives and passions in life, to write, and to help others when you are well and able to, not subject to disabilities in life, then allow the sharing of your experiences help to empower others, its not the job of people to punish people or to hurt people, that’s the justice systems job, and if you are so disinterested in with others that you prefer to make their lives more difficult than so be it, not all illness, and not all suicide attempts are by people who have done things wrong in life, don’t create similar circumstances and share stories from my past, to injure my ability to move forward, live your life. Before a project is complete, there are many stages of thinking during the problem solving process, you have to have a positive outlook in life to overcome mental health issues, disability, now negative judgments, alcoholism, addictions, and function as a member of society working. Not all are privileged with jobs in life, its important to be respectful of the jobs that people choose in life, don’t be judgmental toward people just because they are not wealthy, or doing well in life. Wealth is not an indicator of failures in life, or just cause for failures in life, that’s assuming privileges in life were abused, if a poor condition occurs, or maybe that’s just people who love you being hard on you, or being hard on oneself to achieve better in life.
The Weekend is here! What to do what to do, keep busy? Relax? Exercise? Watch a Movie? Shop? Or (D) All of the Above? All of the above. It seems like the more will fill our plates with responsibilities, the more we procrastinate getting things done, if youre a careful planner, you write things down as you go, and have an agenda, not all are that organized when it comes to accomplishing their goals in life. Have a system and stick to it.
The Following Reminders have been suggested by trueyoulifestyle.com:
Why is keeping a “to-do list” important? Its hard to keep track of everything your doing, the better you feel the more you want to get done, and sometimes theres more to get done than hours in a day, that’s okay, youre not alone, if your one of those people more power to you. If you are someone who tries to accomplish at least one thing important each day for a few hours, new to recovery, the workforce, or just returning from leave, pace yourself.
“Get up early?” Why is getting up early important? The longer you sleep in and put off your day, the harder it becomes to start your day, hours wasted lying in bed, watching tv. Solution: If youre gonna stay in bed all morning be productive, there are phones and tablets now with the internet, which is a plus and a minus when it comes to getting out of bed in the morning, you can actually work from bed, that’s the scary part. Reading always puts me in a good mood, feeling accomplished, it settles me mentally, just like running does, keeps my mind calm. If you are someone who doesn’t feel good unless you are doing something that makes you feel good, than make sure to free up time for activities you love, whether it be blogging, and do so during the hours when your full attention is not required of you, save your energy for work always.
“Get Ready Straight Away?” That doesn’t mean just shower, is it time for the whole shebang yet? Perfume and after shave scents, I think we’ve phased out of the expectation that professionals or wealthy individuals are supposed to smell the part. Everyones pretty much toned it down in that department, fresher scents are preferred, like just getting out of the shower, fresh.
“Don’t Start Something You Know Will Waste Your Time?” Life is not short, sometimes too long, and you’ll only feel bad about yourself, if youre doing something youre not supposed to be doing, ever get that feeling? As soon as someone tells you not to do something, and you do so, like drinking in sobriety or shopping on a tight budget, or cramming before an exam? The better you prioritize yourself, the less time you waste, the more energy youll have to excel in life.
“Keep Your Space Tidy” Its not just for looks, the better put together you look, the better you perform, we are not all being watched at the same time, that’s impossible, but in case someone is watching, their judgment of you should matter, even if you are not judging yourself comfortable in your space the way it is, presentation does matter, the less disorganized you look, the better treated you will be in life, disorganization is a sign of mental health issues, inability to keep up with chores. Stay organized. It shouldn’t matter what meds you are on, keep up with your chores, remember where things are, and if anything gets lost, don’t panic, sometimes its hard to keep up with your personal inventory, never have fear of losses in life. Ive been told if money can replace it, its not a problem, so be it, learn to let things go.
Its easy to listen to criticisms in your head, sometimes the same criticisms of you replaying over and over again, whether that’s a current delusion of something past you recall being said to you, or seeing the past in a negative light, its up to you to stay positive. There will always be room for misunderstanding as you recall your past, and when people go through your things to be critical of you, its because they think you need to be put in your place or corrected, always stay in tune with your surroundings, don’t draw attentions to yourself, because your having an emotional day, going through a difficult time, or just don’t feel like talking to anyone. Its when youre in a negative place, that others will be hostile towards you, that’s to test your limits in life, once someone sees you looking down in the dumps or negative, that’s how you will be treated as though you are gone or have lost faith, don’t have positive purpose in life, or have lost your positive vision in life. Not all people are the same, you have to be able to get yourself out of a bad place in life, if you want to better your life, the more you self harm, drink, or relapse on drugs or alcohol, the more ammunition you give to others to shame you, blame you, or hurt you with their words, subject yourself to revictimization, ridicule, or taunts. Remember your best years. Its not moments in life that break us, it’s the power you give to those moments in time, or to the things that people say, to you directed toward you or not. In the past, when not knowing others were watching me, its understandable that others would play with my audience to see if I reacted to others in tune with others sense of humor, as you get older, you wonder why, it becomes clear that even at your best no one takes you seriously, you wonder how much dirt about you is being circulated and why. Its common for people to want you to think that you are bigger than yourself, or think you are someone you are not, allow those disagreements in perspective to occur, they will always wonder if you knew what people were calling you behind your back whether you would agree if in their shoes, and that’s how you lose your sense of self and purpose in life, hearing arguments directed toward you and away from those who have been experimental with your identity, or people around you. They will always feel like the bigger person if they can identify to others what the issue is about you, to feel smarter than you, or to make you look small, or at fault for your own misfortunes or failures in life. Its really not about you at that point, the more selfish you become protecting your own interests or wondering about whys, the more offense you take to commentary present and past, that’s not the solution, and only feeds into the purpose of others to put you down in life.
The whole purpose of learning is to be able to read, understand, and be able to speak well. That’s the primary purpose of education. So to blog on Twitter and tell jokes was a far cry from the purposes for my legal education, which was to write. Whenever you start a project before its finished, youre likely to be met with dissatisfaction, thinking things could be better, or your condition presently is not well suited to represent a project of that caliber. Whenever you do things with care that care is shown. Others may try to dismantle your privileges and successes in life, undermine you or your abilities to affect your confidence in life, but you have to keep going. Whether or not you can relate to others, whether or not you think things are about you, maintain steady ground, in what is your health, allow others to be judgmental towards you, especially after viewing how you are in private, as expressing oneself, compared to how you share in public, versus how you share in school. They will be looking for the same confidences in life, and be looking to read through you to determine where you are at presently, to figure out what is wrong with you. Writing online is not easy, you have to remember a lot, remember conversations, remember your past interactions, remember your life, remember what you’ve written in your phone, remember what you’ve written in your computer, remember what you’ve written for a book, remember what you’ve written for quotes, and remember what you’ve written on your blogs. Its important to keep separate tabs of the work you create and what you consider to be your finished and final product. Its not in your best interests to share before you have finished working on something, whether it’s a book, or a website, or blog, even a newsfeed, its important to be as complete as possible. You will always be judged by how dense the information you provide is, whether you are detailed and clear, make sense.
The less you share about your past the better, and less likely your past will be recreated presently, that’s usually to do you a disservice in life. As soon as you share your philosophies in life, people think you have always thought that way, and that’s how you achieved success, not taking into account, that you’ve adapted overtime to how you’ve been treated by others. People will assume that if you sound well now, that you look well, or if you look well, that youre doing well in life, that’s not always the case, sometimes, we struggle to keep up with appearances in life, that’s a normal process of aging. You can’t reverse your years, through exercise or proper diet, if you don’t take good care of yourself, eventually the years you did not excel in life or achieve to the minimum standards of acceptance by others, catches up you. Everything comes earned in life, nothing given to you, you have to work for acceptances in life, and you have to work hard to achieve your goals in life, don’t let what other people think, affect the decisions you make for yourself, and for those around you. Just because youre not doing well in life, doesn’t mean that there is something wrong with you, everyone struggles with their health, its not a unique experience to have a bad day. We all make bad decisions from time to time, when left to our own devices, your computer is your right to privacy, your phone is your right to privacy, your accounts are your right to privacy, no one has the right or privilege to go through your things to make decisions about you without your permission in life. There never comes a time, when its important to disclose personal information about yourself to others upon being asked, if its none of their business, its usually the case that your past will be used to hurt you, and affect your present and future ability to achieve in life. No apologies necessary, especially if going backwards only makes things worse, there is no sense in further empowering those who think less of you, by bringing yourself or others down in life, not achieve, you can do your best, and still not achieve the same level of wellness in life ever again, and that’s just something you’ll have to accept, about being mistreated in life, or punished by others because they were not accepting of your condition, at the time, they knew you.
Its important to care and contribute to organizations and or causes that provide support and assistance to those in need. How you choose to support others is your choice, whether through organizations or on your own provide a service to others, either as an influencer, a voice of reason, or positive outlet, that’s your choice. No one can drag you into believing in anything you yourself do not feel is important or a pressing issue, some of us are ahead of our time, not always in a good way, some too pessimistic to think that change can occur, and the means by which we seek change favorable to the best interests of all. How anyone arrives to well after trauma, is different for everyone, its your life, you choose how to cope best with your own life circumstances, the better able you are at coping with events occurring in your life, the better suited you’ll be to assist others when coping. Some by experience know how to help others, some even trained professionally to assist others during times of need. You have to be doing well in life, to be of service to others, its hard to help others, when you have not reached a point of stability in your life, so long as you are doing everything you are supposed to be doing, we hope that things will pan out for you in life, and if you can help others achieve the same confidences in life, well then all the more better, until then we are usually required to work on ourselves, encouraged to do so, so that we may be of service to others, that goes for people in recovery, motivated to help themselves so that they can help others, those are the primary cornerstones of being able to provide assistance to others in recovery from addiction and alcoholism. Sometimes you have to go through extreme lengths to get well, even when you think youre at your best, you can still fall apart, although your experiences in life may empower others to do well achieve better in life, or believe in themselves that much more, don’t allow your failures in life to minimize your successes in life, just as much as the health of those around you matters, so does your own health, if you are not well it becomes impossible for others to feel well about you, trust you, relate to you, or help you, don’t be stubborn, recognize when you are not present, and do a better job of conforming to standards of normalcy around you, living up to negative expectations of you only does you a disservice in life, to ever try to compensate for any quality your deficient in by highlighting another skill in life you have yet peaked in professionally. Once you are deemed not well, everything about you gets called in question, how you live your life, what meds you take, your sleep cycle, where you work, who your friends with, who you date, whats in your phone, whats in your computer, how far along you are in your dissertation, how long it took you to finish your masters, you get judged ultimately by the length of time you are able to stay well, and any evidence that suggests inability or illness, gets used to justify discriminating you now, or holding reservations about you. Choose wellness, and surround yourself with people who believe in you. The longer you stay well, the more opportunities become available to you in life, why people stay sober. #endaddiction … Addiction is not just about drug use, any mind altering substance used to compensate for an unwanted emotion, or discomfort, is considered a cause for debilitation of ones condition, co-dependency does no better job of healing the mind of physical attachments, you go through many withdrawals in life while in recovery, recovery from trauma is not the same as recovery from addiction, and if you are experiencing pain because you are in withdrawal from things that made you feel good, then you will be judged as being dependent on others or substances to make you feel good, and treated as a user, punished. Be independent. You are not required to lean on others in times of need, there are professionals to assist you, in the confidentiality of their work spaces, if no one respects you, it becomes impossible to provide the same confidences to others, treated as paranoid, unimportant.
There is no home away from home, the best places to post are on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Pinterest, and Tumblr … that’s how most people generate a following, and put themselves on display for likes and feedback. I don’t think building a new social network is the solution, but improving upon what is posted online, often times comes first before anything new takes place. We just started posting why move now. As it turns out, you can’t share everything on social media, not even to friends on Facebook, sometimes when sharing too much, or writing too much, they begin to worry about you. What is a normal share or post? And who decides whats appropriate to share and whats not? So what brought you to Weebly? When sharing to friends became too much, I decided to share on other social media websites, and when sharing on Twitter became too much, I started writing on squares to Instagram. I just started using Facebook, new to Pages, my first promoted post got 300+ likes. I just found a great website called blogpros.com that promotes your posts for you, just got 5 likes on a Weebly post, the misfortune of not working on a Wordpress Website, you miss out on shares, likes, followers and comments. I wanted to move my website to Wordpress, but think Im willing to take on the challenge of figuring out how to build a following without being in a network of blogs, most blogs are written within blogging networks, you can hashtag to and end up in feeds that promote your posts for free, on Weebly you do not have the privilege of being in a network among other bloggers to share. I had to build my website from scratch, originally a schoolwork and portfolio website, is now a blog, applied for all the banners on Shareasale, an Affiliate Network. As you learn how to blog, accept that you don’t know everything, there is much to learn, you would think that you could learn how to blog by reading posts about blogging, but you mostly have to learn on your own via trial and error. Theres no quick way to earn a following, you have to do the work, be smart about the time you spend online, you only get so many first introductions, you’d be shocked at how many improvements have been made overtime, be one of them, the material available to be put online is not limitless, there are standards, you have to blend in and at the same time stand out, it’s a difficult field to excel in. Its okay to be experimental when you’re new, but if you have been online for awhile, you are expected to improve upon your skill set, it’s a very competitive field unfortunately, as soon as you learn something, someone learns from you, and tries to do a better job than you, that’s basic marketing, same goes for writing, helping others perform well too. If you are to be an example to others, then expect to be competed with, the world is a big place, and those who respect one another, usually don’t step on one anothers toes, interfere with one anothers progress. Don’t overdo things, worry less what people think, and do your best to improve upon your skill set, don’t just post to post, post with purpose.
Be resistant to mental health issues, that includes managing your thoughts, and managing the thoughts you think others have toward you, whether that occurs in the form of thinking, or delusions, listen to yourself. Follow your heart. You cannot always be guided by others, not everyone has the same solution in life, as not everyone has the same mental health issues, we are all different, however don’t think youre so unique that you are alone in your struggle to overcome whats ailing you. Don’t feed into negativity, always represent yourself best in public and in private spaces, its okay to be yourself, but be careful when opening up to others, in intimate spaces. Sometimes its easier to share online, than it is to share in real life. How you interact with others online is just as important as how you interact with others in real life, always be professional. Appearances matter, its not just how you look, but how you behave, and how you speak well of self and others that matters most. You can't expect to get positive reviews from others, if you are not doing well in life, they will be more concerned with their image than helping to fix yours. Thats not what getting jobs is about, image, its about your livelihood, its not all about building a resume, its about staying healthy so that you can work, thats the end goal, being self sufficient, independent financially. Its difficult to be read in public by people you know personally, its okay if they dont see you in the same way, think highly of you, thats because they know you in real life, you wont impress everyone, but always leave a good impression upon others. If others think that you are inappropriate (online) … this occurs when discussing what goes in private spaces (online), they will be offended, then turn on you and claim that you’ve been inappropriate or are the one who should be judged in the wrong, don't share everything online. Fighting is not the solution. Whenever you or someone you know is being harmed by others, talking about the problem out loud rarely does a good service to those being harmed, its when people who are harmed become known to others, that sides are taken, and when sides are taken, the one disclosing what harm has been done, is the one who gets left alone, and the one disclosing treated as a bad person for sharing, why just as its important to only talk about your problems with trusted individuals, its important not to discuss the problems of others out loud, as that subjects you to attack in life, as the wrongdoer, even if youre trying to help others, that’s not how to prevent or stop harm from occurring, by drawing attentions to whats gone wrong, or whats going wrong. Whenever you have a problem, people will always read everything as though it relates to that problem or to a problem they think exists, until you prove otherwise, or until they are proven right, some people don’t know when to stop, that’s not addiction, that’s simply people not ceasing to prove themselves right by causing you harms in life until they feel better, or right. Share online, but dont share about others, in the abstract or specifically mention others in your life, thats the main lesson.
Today is my first day at a new job, working for the Government. You would think that there would be more entry levels jobs than there are, its easy to get comfortable and want to stay in a job, but that’s not always the case, sometimes you have to take on a few jobs before you find a place where you can stay long term. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself, whenever you start a new job, make sure to always be doing what youre supposed to be doing, you cant cut corners in life, you have to keep applying yourself if you want to get jobs, and especially if you want to stay in a job, never get too comfortable, always be professional, and never give up. Working is all about maintaining positive momentum, each mistakes adds up, and the more difficult it becomes to work: Don’t take long breaks, let your Boss know in advance any changes to your schedule, don’t talk about your past, speak highly of yourself, don’t talk about meds, don’t talk about sobriety, don’t use your phone at work … if you want to have a professional life, you cannot talk about your personal life at work, if you want to keep the worlds separate. Just because things are not going right for you personally, romantically, or socially, does not mean you are unfit to work, don’t limit your options in life by whats not going well for you in life. If you want to feel successful, stick to what youre good at. Never give up on your dreams.
The more you go backwards in life, through your own life, the more problematic you become to others, judged as someone who hasn’t lived enough life to feel comfortable with themselves and be present, not going in life. Don’t expect others to be understanding of your mental health issues, you will always be judged by the way you look. And based upon your personal histories in life, deemed at fault, if you don’t look the part, others will become unhappy with you, until you become unhappy with yourself, mental health comes first, if you are happy with who you are, then no ones poor judgment of you should affect the way you feel about yourself, never give up in life, #stopbullying. Not all people are the same, I don’t believe its appropriate for those who are unqualified to psychoanalyze you, to be judgmental toward you based upon what is heard about you, based upon your sharing of experiences and how you were made to feel, everyone goes through changes in life, its not fair to be injured while trying to get better in life, the more you realize positives about yourself the better youll feel, the more others raise negatives about you, the good about yourself you’ll feel, that’s usually how others put you down in life, thought deserved to feel better about themselves. Theres no arguing with what people think, you change the way people think about you, that’s none of your business. Always do your best to be presentable and get along with everyone and be nice, sometimes no one is at fault, during your most trying times in life, that’s your decision whether to give up in life or not, remember your good years. Whatever you put there, becomes of issue, as related to your past experiences thought applicable, if humor keeps you feeling good in life, then continue to find ways to see presently in a way that interfere with your progress or the progress of others, if others think everything you do now is about fixing yourself or your past, then no one cares if youre doing well now, its only those you love whos pride in you should matter, its not necessary to be loved by all, everyone has their own lives, that’s not fulfillment having influence over what people think about you, or a solution to having people speak positively of you.
Don’t feel bad if youre being judged upon who your influences in life are, and whether youre a product of your exposures in life, trying to be well liked or be more like others to become popular in life, that’s what is assumed of anyone who isolates, and lacking social skills, sometimes people isolate not because they have to but because they want to, that’s not due to apathy or thinking they are better then, you actually miss out on a lot of things in life, when your priorities in life are work in school, its better to maintain friendships, than to try to start a new life, why trade in your life, if you cant be yourself, you’ll never fit the mold of others expectations trying to be someone else in life, look or appear like others. That’s not how one develops interpersonally nor professionally by imitation. Its always important to be unique to be valued, its not important for others to notice your strengths in life, if the measure of your self worth is based upon qualities about yourself your proud of them one should not be judged as not possessing characteristics or traits they deem likeable if not noticeable upon their viewing of you, expect apathy from those looking for other things in life to make them feel good, anything you share regarding your successes in life, will be deemed as a potential future threat to their needs as they think your motives in life are to be of influence to others, and by trying to be an influencer in life, that people they know or will meet will have been influenced by you, that’s them thinking you are more powerful than you are, or possess power by names associated to, which they is cause for your likeness in life, not deserved. You are never responsible when others feel like $hit, there are no winning teams in life, everyone is responsible for their own health, required to do their best to stay healthy, its no ones business your medical history, assess your health looking for pre-existing conditions and future trip about accepting you into their lives, reject you without you knowing why or hearing from you directly, some people go off of what people say, and some people go off words verbatim, its unfortunate that you as the patient, are not listened to, reading your medical history others will assume something else, not that you were trying to get help or not feeling well, and assume all for the same reasons, life gets bigger as you get older, and develop professionally, you cant correct the past, if how you interpreted things in the past caused you illness then its important to continue doing whatever it is you are doing now, that’s keeping you afloat in life, it then becomes a waste of energy to share instances in which you became delusional and thought things were happening that were not happening -if youre not someone who can move forward in life, you will be deemed as someone with baggage also known as someone who has problems that need to be dealt with, not already processed. If when you are happy others are not happy for you, don’t assume the negative, and if you become unhappy, reassess your own life, before thinking its a product of what is said about you or become a product of what others think, don’t allow your fears to come to fruition in life, by focusing on others, some people get read, and some people who write are wrongfully accused of reading others, or being influenced by others to achieve in life, see forward, or feel good, that’s a blessing whenever someone comes into your life and accepts you warm towards you, that does not happen often, if you look like an unhappy person, don’t expect anyone to cheer you up, you will always be judged and questioned as to whether you are genuinely self motivated in life, or on the highs of who you are surrounded by made to feel good, as though your confidences in life have not been earned, its not by your experiences in life that make you strong, better, or unique, able, or with more access to knowledge to better understand the world and have power, thoughts of your own to share, don’t be minimized by lack of enthusiasm, and if youre doing well in life, ignore those who do not take you seriously in life, its more important to do your best in life, even if it means going out of your way to help others, than to sit and watch life occur. *Its by your work experiences in life, that you achieve the confidence required to act in the moment, and apply what you have learned to a real world setting when among others, that’s doesn’t mean that one is comfortable with themselves, or because they are able to perform under pressures in life, are comfortable around others (because the people themselves were studied). The more you focus on others the harder it is to perform and recall based off what you know and have learned in life function, you then become a product of the worries of others or by their insults affected, once they feel like you, and you don’t feel well, is sometimes by the time they stop harping on concepts looking for reactions from you, judging you as being in the wrong or drawn toward helping others because your strengths in life were empowered by the sufferings of others, or by exposure to traumatic events in life, disqualified as coming from a genuine place your cares in life, even if you automatically empathize with others, does not mean its your job to care, sometimes showing you care about issues, makes people think that you only care about issues that make you look good by caring for others, take on what they think are challenging jobs, as though you have an agenda of looking good, or using your experiences in life to benefit you, if your privacies in life have been violated and you cannot prove your losses in life, then don’t complain, and move on, its everything you complain about or argue, that others take from you, as you begin to not feel well in life, others will claim that they were understanding of you, and that your need to feel understood or clarify self was a product of your own mistakes in life, or initiatives, as you figure things out in life and if you develop a system of understanding and processing events and the past in a way that is helpful to you, don’t expect others to be there for you when you do not have yourself figured out, moving forward in life, what you have to say or think is only of value so long as you stay well in life, otherwise devalued as just words.
Live life with purpose, its not necessary to state your motivations in life, those who are important become important because they take good care of themselves and work independent of others, that’s not forced alienation to have dreams in life, and work hard, that’s not being selfish to require alone time to figure your life out, understand your phases in life, and learn how to multi-task, in your younger years its okay to feel overwhelmed, youre probably just being too hard on yourself, everyone who thinks theyre important is hard on themselves, but not all become successful by being important to others or by job titles in life. Look back on your life with pride, if you can convince yourself your capable of achieving a great many things, then continue to follow your own foot prints in life, remember the days when you felt strong and capable and do your best to replicate those feelings within yourself, its not by what you have in life that determines how you look or feel, its all about improving upon yourself, and putting the work in required to feel prepared, the more prepared you are in life to perform, the less you will remember the past in the negative, be a product of your own dreams in life, don’t feed into the fears of others, by trying to control instability. Don’t be dramatic, the harder you try to protect others from harm the more harm you suffer as a result of putting your needs aside to correct the behaviors or thoughts of others about life, if its not being said assume its not being thought, and if youre the one sharing insight, then assume people will not see how your see the world, until you share stories from your life about your cares or motivations in life, having a bigger purpose in life, does not always lead to a better life, nor is being motivated otherwise to earn a steady income, jobs are given to those who are strong, if you are able work, apply yourself, if you have disability get strong and take on jobs you are physically fit for. Don’t push yourself past well in life, and if you get sick its okay to stay home, sometimes it is necessary to work through illness in life until you start to improve, and sometimes rest is needed in order to get well again. Be put together, the main lesson is not to assemble ideas or beliefs about life with others, keep your interpretations to yourself, just as your sources of inspiration keep you feeling apart of, its not necessary to state the obvious, or point out what needs work, even if you do everything right, that’s not how to prevent bad things from occurring. And so long as you speak to whats bothering you, don’t expect those problems to go away, just like mentioning music and gun violence. If youre not a likable figure, or viewed as someone who thinks theyre important because of where they grew up or by who their associated to, then that’s why no one thinks youre a good fit, thats a natural reaction to not wanting to combine negative viewpoints or philosophies in life past that have resulted in illness, if youre being made fun of by everyone, its probably because you finally said something that puts you on the worst team in life, the whole point of dodging subjects was not to be avoidant, you cant move forward in life rehashing the past, particularly moments in time when people were wronged or suffered trauma, your solution may not be the same for everyone. You cannot overcome a suicide attempt or self-harm, by explaining yourself, youre always wrong when you hurt yourself, and whether or not you have anyone special in your life, assume that others will feel hurt if you give up in life, and lose composure, never entertain the negative thoughts of others, always speak highly of yourself. #dontdodrugs #endaddiction #staysober
Its assumed what goes up must come down, we generally leave hyper people alone, and if not entertained, ignore, that’s normal. If no one thinks youre funny, that’s not because there is something wrong with you, maybe your timing is off, being funny is not about being well liked always, or getting everyone on the same page, and funny to those who see like us, or share the same negative judgments of others, to some that’s funny, what stays between them, and goes overhead to others, it seems that unless everything is joke about something or someone, there is no mutual understanding, theres a serious misunderstanding about who jokes are about, and if made to look like, or sounds like, must be about, don’t empower hate. Allow people to be themselves, ignoring hate also means not responding to what you don’t understand and falling into traps in life, reading into what others are saying, if its not about you its not about you, don’t become too attached to the things that people say, they’re likely just trying to prove points or cause waves, as though your disposition in life is coordinated to a series of fixed points in the past, your personal history, which they have read, and think everything else in your life is because of your past, or because of your experiences with others. If you haven’t formerly shared in detail your life with others, then your not expected to put together your past to be read by others, and if your past as assembled was read by others and memorized, then they misunderstood your purpose for sharing, not everyone is allowed to move forward in life, upon sharing what they think has gone wrong in their lives, and upon sharing what they think has gone wrong in their lives, are deemed to bear guilt, the more unstable you are the worse off you become, and the more difficult it becomes to engage with others socially, if you don’t need to be around others to succeed in life then no one is forcing you to be social or present yourself to others, when youre not feeling well or have lost composure, its okay to stay home. If someone does not respect you to begin with and makes fun of you puts your down, they will not at a later point in time grow to love you, some relationships are based upon need, some are built on trust, and other relationships are just for show, you are a product of what matters to you, not a product of who you are surrounded by, and if who matters to you puts you down in life, don’t play victim and call that abuse or start running #stopbullying campaigns that’s not the solution, people who do not know you and do not think you are good enough, will always think less of you, no matter how nice they are, they should not have affected you to begin with, and you should not be resentful of their delayed acceptances of you later in life, stay bonded to what keeps you moving forward in life, or leaves you feeling fulfilled or good about yourself, sometimes people put you down to see how strong you are mentally, to measure you self-esteem bank, why? Because they don’t trust you, and its hard to make any relationship last with someone who is bitter or broken, not achieving in life, let them come to you, that’s not your cue to go out of your way to prove yourself to them, attach, to be a catch, you either are a catch to begin with and know it, or you get rejected. If they leave you waiting in life, theyre simply not sure, or would be happier if you were better and end up with better as a result. Just get married, if you start zoning out, and hes hugging you into you, that’s why you were driving to Yorba Linda once a week in traffic and studied at another Law School. What are your goals in life, continue to love those who are hard on you, even when you do not feel good about yourself or struggling in life, never give up on things that are going well for you in life, to build positive momentum sometimes it’s as simple as maintaining what you have and improving upon what needs work, that’s how to achieve in life, not by focusing on your weaknesses or self-harming, punish yourself, that’s giving up in life, being avoidant, learn how to focus be unfocused, and focus again, stay busy, the better you are at adjusting to life the less you will blame others once you get sick, always see the positive, you cant go backwards and live the same life and expect to live a good life, whether you live a public or private life, its not about having high expectations of others, its about being put down in life before you reach your potential in life, because they don’t think you deserve it, look stupid, not smart, in the wrong, alcoholic, or an addict, sometimes when trying to stay balanced with disability we lose composure mostly in private always ask for help when help is needed, that’s doing your best to stay healthy, sometimes even if we make good decisions in life dont end up feeling better. No one wants to be the Rehab kid, no one wants to be alone, no one wants to be single, no one wants to be rejected, no one wants to feel stupid, no one wants to get in trouble, no one wants to be fat, no one wants to live at home, that’s normal, if life were easy then everyone would have jobs after college, don’t be scared of living life, don’t fear the future, and especially don’t beat yourself up if youre hearing voices, always talk to your Doctor, 50% of your problems result from playing Doctor on yourself, if you don’t know whats wrong with you, it become impossible to talk to yourself through a problem and reach a solution, that’s why its important to be patient with yourself, if youre freezing in life or feel scared that’s a normal result of oversharing or not being where you need you to be in life, to get moving again, you literally have to move, join a gym, find a support group, if youre gonna procrastinate the key to succeeding anyways, is to be doing something else, you can nap through your early 20s but not your 30s when things get overwhelming, eventually you have to function even when youre tired or cant focus, pace yourself in life, and don’t leave everything to the last minute and expect to perform well, what matters is the quality of your life health wise, accomplish that much above all else, don’t be led astray in life, sacrifice your priorities in life to please another, if they don’t recognize theyre hurting you by ignoring you, don’t blame them if you get sick.
Until it’s built will anything or anyone be criticized - when you live publicly you get criticized and corrected as you go in life, always maintain composure especially when speaking in front of others, never play victim you’ll likely be retaliated on by the defenses of others, thinking things are about them until it you sound like them or feel like them to get you to say what makes sense to them if they don’t trust your education or direction in life. Know yourself, when you’re focused and able to communicate clearly present yourself, whether you can speak and look the part at the same time shouldn’t matter do your best, as your presence affects the well being of others be presentable as soon as you let your guard down expect to be criticized lose confidence in life that’s when you’re most vulnerable exposed, others will always assume that if exposed and sounds suicidal means every incident in which you self harmed were suicidal or for the same reasons, people don’t knowingly make the same mistakes in life, that’s why people are corrected if they don’t recognize what they’ve done wrong, you cannot reprimand someone for exposing themselves in private to themselves or by someone requesting to see them exposed judge people for the photos they keep of themselves, some records are kept in observation of ones personal growth or mental health, not made with expectation of being watched, most documents are kept to feel good, the work you do in life should make you proud of yourself, not all stages in life are meant for public display you learn as you go, to always present the best version of yourself. Do not entrust those who do not care for you to help you if you don’t feel well or able, no one will ever take your side in life if you expose yourself by image or words in private, always be misunderstood to be at fault or to have provided photos requested for if in writing thought provided for and deleted from the record assumed you got blocked and any harm suffered gets categorized as self-harm not a consequence of interaction but because of your poor judgment or stupidity. Sometimes you’re a product of what you’re drawn to in life and sometimes you’re a product of your exposures in life, the worst is when judged as being a product of your influences in life, not given credit for your good years in life, that’s how you lose your independence in life, not all who are lost are lost because they are a product of their past, it’s if you can’t stay well your entire life gets reassessed even if you’ve moved forward in life, never appear as someone who has problems letting go even worse if they can point out negatives about you in the past and make you look like you have not changed or bettered yourself over the years, there is no solution to forgiveness, once others are convinced you were wrong they will never forgive you only criticize you, live life without regrets, and if you care show your cares with class, be vocal write there are many ways to express yourself in life, other than hurting yourself or communicating to others how you’re feeling, no one can help you but yourself, once one door closes don’t say things to reinforce those situations in life, people talk, it’s until your better can prove your wellness are you given chances in life to work among others, you have to be driven and motivated in life to recover from failures or rejections in life, don’t give up, it’s not necessary to provide excuses for others poor judgment of you become defensive when you begin to feel better make progress in life, if others are hard on you when you’re not feeling well or in your phone writing, that’s because they’re trying to get your attention, if you’re not ready to give your undivided attention to others in life don’t expect to stay long anywhere they’ll likely lose attentions for you likewise - sometimes we are pushed until unstable or can provide information in a way that supports a viewpoint of you, your business is your business if you’re not feeling well and your reputation has been harmed don’t expect others to be gentle or compassionate towards you. #loveislove = sometimes it’s best to be alone until you figure out what’s causing you mental illness until you get your focus back - life’s not about being cared for it’s about caring for yourself and being able to take care of others if you can’t take care of yourself don’t expect to be taken care of in life or able to care for others, don’t believe everything you hear especially if it’s not true live up to poor expectations of you, know yourself. #stopselfharm it all adds up, believe in yourself, better yourself, ignore voices.
If its not your fault, its not your fault. Don’t flip out and prove otherwise, make yourself look like you deserved harm, or appear presently as though you have inner resentments toward others, triggered by your own thoughts, don’t be controlled by the thoughts of others. Once people think youre mentally ill, they will think you have always been this way. Recall the good times, if you share examples of when you have failed in life, then people will believe they can control you, and trigger the same outputs in life, until you learn not to be affected by the negative judgments of others. The more unstable you become, the more you empower others to disassociate from you, those disassociations are only further reinforced, the worse off you become, or by the less you achieve in life, people will always play victim, so long as you stuggle with mental health issues, do not make your problems the problem of others, be sure to share in private spaces, not in public spaces, your experiences past, as they will likely take sides, and test your limits in life, to see how you respond in the positive or in the negative, to figure out what your motivations in life are. Once you say something, or believe in something, share your philosophies in life, or what you have learned, don’t be surprised when others go out of their way to prove you wrong, and you wind up the one who looks bad, that’s to protect their best interests, by assuming something is wrong with you, until you are able to move forward resilient to what people think, or what has happened past. The minute you play victim to the past, the less people with empathize with you, know your limits in life, if people think you are stupid, and do whatever it takes to make you look stupid, its because they think you deserve it. Just move on in life, its not necessary to share all the instances of when you were not strong, still finding yourself, trying to be independent, and got hurt, you live and you learn, the more you complain and play victim, the less sorry others feel for you, and the harder it becomes to move forward, especially if youre already struggling with mental health issues. If every time you open up, and nice to others you get hurt, then be conservative socially, its okay to think about life, and what you could be doing better, sometimes strength is mistaken for other things in life, listen to others, but always be yourself, what happens to you in life is mostly a product of choice and experience, always be yourself. If on medications, its likely you will not be as sharp as others, and somewhat delayed socially, knowing that, don’t waste time trying to keep up with what everyone is thinking, the more you focus on yourself, and get done in life, the less it will matter, whether others thought you deserved to be made fun of based upon how you look, behave, or how you speak, or base their judgments upon statements you’ve made past they did not fully agree with or think wise or intelligent of you to say, some people are not easily impressed, especially with people they think they are smarter than. If youre not that smart, youre not that smart, so be it, always do your best with the skills you have in life.