Wasting Time by #lesliefischman
No amount of time wasted is time spent toward achieving some lesson. When you realize the difference between a time well worth the effort, versus time spent trying to achieve a goal, you’ll know your best. You can only get so far in life with dreams, and eventually you have to stay put and get your work done. That is how peace can be achieved from within, by knowing your best and accomplishing just that, not wasting time by other means of attachment and detachment, time wasted. -Realizing this after many years of dating decided to build a website, a place to call home, that wouldn’t leave me, and a place where I can go and be myself, without feeling pushed, prodded, or provoked to be something I am not. Success is about finding yourself, not necessarily about being well known by everyone. Being well liked is a matter of how much you like yourself, and when happy with your results in life able to help other. It is not required that your own wellness by used to make others feel better about themselves, one should always benefit from ones own hard work in life, not by the merits or hard work by others toward their goals and dreams in life. It is by how well we write that we are known as writers. While finishing my studies in law school, I have made time to write online and share my thoughts, they may not be the same thoughts as others about life, but that doesn’t mean that those thoughts are wrong or with the wrong focus in life, that’s called someone who thinks they are smarter than you reading what you have put together, and trying to correct you for something intelligent to make you look or feel less than.
New Science by 911 Operators by #lesliefischman
Whenever you have a problem that cannot be fixed, either talking to your Doctor or someone who loves you in the best remedy, not by sharing our problems with others, be subject to advice or poor judgment. Not everyone is empathetic and its true that some people just have problems and are negative toward you not out of jealousy or hate, but to kindly see how you respond, as through you, to get a response from you (assumption) or to see how you respond if in a good or bad way, and what your face looks like. That’s trying to determine what causes beauty, the insides, the outsides, or recognition of beauty, as imprinted on your face, to look like, and if you look similar to others, as imprinted or if you are yourself. In my best opinion, you look like how you feel not by assuming or thinking about or worrying about what others think of you, and trying to be someone you are not, or look like something you are not, be someone you are not, and then get judged poorly as though the same or as imitation of someone who is well, and casting you back out as someone who is not well, and to further empathize that belief, create inferences or respond to others in a way to further that belief or prove that poor judgment of someone. That is trying to prove someone is bad toward someone they know without them knowing it, as provoked, and by their face reaction state that their face was made to look the same by doing something bad to themselves, trying to figure out what animates or lights a person up, whether by vanity, empathy, or words, experiment with the faces of others, in front of others, without them knowing it. Its by limited interaction that impressions are made upon the faces of others, and by that limited interaction and focus on self, empathy is created not facial features or faces that indicate feeling on the inside as toward someone else, as requiring the necessity to imitate or try to improve the condition of someone by face or voice, that is not a technological advancement, beauty, it comes from the inside, not by animations or words to, not by love, but internally how someone feels about themselves, good or poor, and around others is how they respond positively or negatively, any reaction sought is considered a manipulation of someones good character and trying to open them up as something they are not, or on the outside make them look like something they are not. I lost 50 lbs running everyday, outside, with no gym membership, I repaired my own cells, not by negativity.
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Wallowing in Futility by #lesliefischman
When one chapter ends another begins, and so it follows that those who beckon receive whats called upon as identifying with their interests or better suited to the best interests of others. Nothing worthwhile ever came at some expense to some good in life, required in order to achieve anything for oneself, and no minor setbacks or delays should then follow to throw off course the impetus and determinations of those who seek good in the world, for humanity’s sake. Whenever a political opinion is raged, one bears the consequence of that fire being lit, and from that basis has the burden to show good cause for continuing to be positive in public. Whenever there is a dogfight remember to decline, and whenever you face hardships along the way, belief system wise, remember never to compete. There will be those in acceptance of you in life, and those who do not actually not respect you, but respect themselves more enough, to not respect someone who they deem is not good enough for the causes to which one contributes short handedly. Therefore you cannot judge someone who is in support of causes as to blame for causes for concern, whenever one is part of a solution to boot, that by inference means not inclined to fight, set up fights, or engage in any fighting or argument whatsoever, nothing positive can become of a wasted point of energy, from which all else fails, dragging down the confines of the soul, disillusioning the direction of the mind, and making a heavy heart out of someone already exposed to pains, revisited in life. If I wanted to follow the pains of others, I would empathize with their pain, and likewise if I wanted others to do better than me in life, I would never expose them to my pains, keep sheltered those who are well, from what is causing pain, what you cannot see cannot hurt you, and so follows tech moved to Santa Monica, more behind the scenes work is always required for confidence up front, and vice versa, those who are most prepared in life, are those who light up around others, not dim in their shadows, or questioned about themselves during conversation, any strong hold of words, is for implications of misconduct as methodology to confuse, relate to confusion, or cause an unwanted inference or agreement through words in a conversation, that’s unnecessary, allow people to speak well, in their natural condition, not be wrongfully affected by your own perspectives in life, how you see others, where you see yourself, and change other people to meet your needs in life, that’s called positioning someone in undue circumstances and unreasonable hardships in life, as faced, see how they respond, those with strength as not bothered those who are weak, with fewer guards in life, with a higher likelihood for tampering and mishandling, are ones uptight, do not judge those because they do not respond or react to you as insensitive, silent treatment is customary of anyone who is needy, deemed in need of love, to the recipient empowered by that need, that’s called co-dependence, some of the strongest relationships foster not by bonds, but by common respect.
Everyone’s Smart by #lesliefischman
You can’t just read something and automatically think you are smarter than someone simply because you can read. Everything written is with forethought, and based upon that set, of good decision making, other thoughts are had. Just because you do not agree with someone, past present, or future, does not give you the right to hurt someone or something that is well, in order to achieve a higher opinion in life, cause controversy, where no controversy is due. That’s not being appreciative of the simplifications of others, being judged as not good enough, or not pertinent enough to be heard as respectable opinion. You can do everything in your power to stop things from occurring in your own life, but you cannot stop things from occurring in the lives of others, for others, that’s based upon their best decision making skills, live their life, not to be interfered with by the lives of others, that’s called leaving people alone. Whenever someone enters your life, always do your best to be nice, respect is not about putting someone above you its simply accepting someone the way they are, not trying to change them, or wishing they were something else, someone else, or something they are not. Its not by who we are associated to that makes us who we are, but its by our hard work, and work ethic that respect is given. I have been writing online live since 2013, and that is what I am known for my writing, a Witkin Award winner in Law School. That is not an achievement or skill set that can be questioned and turned into something else, it’s a gift in life, and by our gifts in life is how we are able to help others, to hurts someone gift in life, or abilities in life, is called an unreasonable interference with someone’s ability to make a difference, display their gifts in life, or be the best version of their self, that’s usually by someone who is in competition with you who does not think that the world is big enough for you to fit into their lives or the lives of others, seeks to destroy your image or what likeness about you, is acceptable, by taking away the one thing, one skill, that brings you happiness in life, your ability to express yourself, through writing, or by whatever gifts in life you have. Whenever someone is not liked, or causes harm to you, and then follows and or reads you that’s an unwanted connection, or unreasonable interference with your good condition, intended to cause you illness by bad mouthing you, or interacting with you when you want no interaction with anyone try to get you to take personal themselves, so as to interject themselves and their experience with you, through your own writing, diagnose yourself, I’m not a Doctor, I’m not an Attorney, I’m a writer, I therefore have no responsibility to heal or represent others, only myself. If you understand that much about me, everything else should make sense to you. I have been independent my whole life, its through unwanted interactions that illness occurs, learn to leave people alone, not be judgmental, and not benefit from someone else’s hardwork just to make yourself appear better than or stronger than by comparison, everyone is able to make a website of their own. This is how I choose to express myself, not for the benefit of those to whom I either do or do not confide in, should not therefore be empowered by helping me, but should instead focus on themselves, not read for effect they have, that’s called unwanted help, when someone in the confidences of a paid for interaction, then uses that interaction as ammunition for additional displays, so as to publicize a unification of interests, or paint a picture of unification of interests as by them, for credit as to the wellness achieved by others, or stealing credit as well by comparison to not well, that is not how to achieve well in life, or be deemed well or worthy of the trust of persons, use people as advertisement of interests, or likewise be used as advertisement of interests, learn to let people grow on their own, not by the guidance of others, achieve, or make good decisions for themselves in life, do not insult the good character or others, allow people to be themselves, whether in acceptance or not of them.
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Negative Reactions and Responses by #lesliefischman
Before I projectile vomit, negative reactions are usually resulting from some harm to your sense of self and/or person, made to look like something you are not, or your identity or association being misused to single you out as something befitting to their expectation of you to label you an offender, and such consequences to the offended is self-harm i.e a negative reaction, just allow people to be themselves. You cannot exploit the private spaces of people, you cannot exploit things past that people have stated publicly, to purposefully exploit their wellness, achieved, now. Sending people backwards in life, is a treatment used to offend or cause offensive behaviors, to make them appear immature, and in so doing, aggravate and otherwise peaceful position, to associate blame by confidences, or by reactions. When someone is upset, its usually a manifestation of themselves, something wrong with their outlook or expectations of others, we are not always right about everything, we can be perfectionists, but sometimes, people are in the wrong with their misidentification of others as bad and because they think they look or appear bad, its because they are bad, you have to let things go, you cannot hurt people who are not doing well in life, and sick physically, expect the same from them emotionally and mentally, with the same rigor past they have applied to their school work or academic endeavors, aging is a process, and overtime so does our patience wear, tampering and all, not sufficient or quick enough to monitor any changes made, expected to be able to tell if a change is made without permission to see how people respond, when something is done to you, without you knowing, if you can tell by the reactions of others, if you become sick or well, that’s not how to treat someone who is well or represents themselves well.
Don’t Politicize My Position in Life by #lesliefischman
You can’t politicize the position of someone in life as deserving or not of respect that’s inhumane. You can’t benefit from someone else’s hardwork and insult credit to them. That’s a wrongful interference with a person’s ability to succeed in life. A case is not a political move, it’s a case. And leave it at that. For reasons, disconcerting, its not appropriate to rehash a case that is closed, already dealt with. That’s not how to move forward in life, taking something new and relating it to the past. That’s not how to deal with discomfort around a person, if your uncomfortable that means you are not qualified to help me. Because of my education and accolade, I don’t ask for help often, so when I do ask for help that is not in fun, but because I have a big heart let people into my life. Its wrong to interfere with a person’s sense of person, and ability to think for themselves, try to get inside their head, to argue your point of view. That is dismembering a person. I am a website, the sole owner and creator, and writer for mymollydoll.com. Taking that into consideration, I am very open with others, noted for my honesty in AA, and always helpful to others, not about myself, being selfless is a trait, not a given, and not by my circumstances in life, exposures, interactions, past, or experiences in life, but because of how I was raised to be empathetic to care for others, including myself. When someone tries to hurt your identity, or tries to make you look like something you're not, that not only hurts the person to whom is being harmed, but also to people who are watching, and seeing the effects that people are trying to have on my life as lived. Learn to let things go, not be experimental with people, and especially, if someone lets you into their lives, not disturb their sense of peace, that’s not an appropriate means for garnering respect, to create circumstances to make things about you, or in defense, make things about you as through the person who is being harmed, speak for and on behalf of the person to whom the harm is being caused. To my person. Learn how to relate to people, not situate oneself to tell a story about them, that’s not appropriate, everyone is entitled to be themselves, made fun of or not, respect themselves, and by that confidence achieve in life. Its not about backgrounds, but about direct connections, an invite and attendance to a birthday party in Las Vegas 2008, that put everything together for me, and stayed in law school for 10 years, trying to finish, not in good health, struggling with mental illness. Knowing that its important not to judge a book by its cover, and cause someone illness, because one is not believed.
What is the Good Life? By #lesliefischman
Anything good doesn’t last for long, if misused. Understanding that, with privilege comes responsibility. To behave well, to receive privileges in life, one being respect, or able to be heard without judgment. Its how people treat you, you respond, whether in rage toward you or not, its best to not respond, not argue, not insult, not engage with those who are offensive toward you, whether purposefully offensive and later trying to say they were trying to help me, and later feel bad about it, or how they treated me, is not my responsibility to correct poor behavior, or the thoughts of others about me, around me, when they see me, and their controversial opinion of me, is not my responsibility to dissect. You have to learn to just leave people alone. You can connect on certain levels with people, and on other levels there may be a disconnect. You just have to be patient with people, even those who are subtly accusatory toward you, trying to pry or get words or actions from you, to respond in a way befitting to their viewpoint of you. That’s not how to treat people, to bring out their worst, knowing their weaknesses in life, to see how they respond, to people, or others, or in groups, their demeanor. Im 188 lbs now less confident. If that answers any questions, once you get broken in its hard to look or feel beautiful leaving.
My Thoughts on Poetry by #lesliefischman
Poetry is not just for the bored, lazy, and dull, but for the fragmented and disillusioned, helps bring together ones feelings, in well spoken prose, thoughtfully articulated feelings in a form of art. This is what poetry to me is for, to express the inexpressible, feelings, or what is not sound, to be put back together again. You cannot put people back together, you cannot even fix yourself. When you are able to fix yourself, then you can help others, fix themselves. The goal is always to be put together. When you feel well you can share, when you do not feel well its hard to share, thats the undertone, bases for putting thoughts together, to make better, not make worse the way someone is feeling, that’s never helpful. Understand insult, respect opinions of others, but don’t internalize the feelings of others toward you, as vicious and cruel, unmet, unsound, and unfit to care for someone who is not well. This is why we have Doctors, to put people back together again, and to understand what is going wrong with someone. -I was trained to just be there for others, be present, not to fix people, that has never been my job.
Religious Principles of Forgiveness by #lesliefischman
Religion is for the well, for everyone else there is forgiveness. You cannot achieve in life when you are not feeling well, always think what could I be doing better to better myself everyday. Those are the principles I live by. That’s not Judaism that’s just my Father telling me to better myself everyday. And so I listened. I may not have finished Law School, but that doesn’t mean I cannot finish a Masters Program. Sometimes life requires you to keep going, keep trying, or change, and sometimes you have to know when to stop, by experience we figure out these best principles for decision making, usually by the goods we receive in life, we remember, and by good deeds we achieve in life, for the better. When you are not sure of yourself, what you want in life, its easy to get led astray by what feels good to you. What feels good to you may not necessarily be the solution to your problems, sometimes you have to listen, not just to the past but to the present, as you are now, be in acceptance. Sometimes it requires forgiveness of self, and sometimes life requires forgiveness of others in order to move forward. Letting go is a process, it doesn’t mean rehashing the past to move forward, sometimes quiet acknowledgment of what has gone wrong, and what can be made better, is what situates us best to the present times.
Differing Levels of Success by #lesliefischman
There are differing levels of success, once exposed to the educated there are considerable favorable consequences from interaction with anyone who is of an educated mindset, that is ideas. From where do ideas come from, association, or from exposure. Usually through exposure, we realize certain things in life, and from those bases make decisions for ourselves that either help us achieve success in life, or by connection achieve success in life. It is not true that all successful people are alike. Its just that in hard times, it follows, that people generally lean toward those who are strong, in order to achieve wellness or to become well off themselves, and by those exposures, hopefully help others achieve the same. That’s wellness and success. When one is not doing well its easy to think of everything that is going wrong, and it is that negativity they are looking for, in order to include or discount your opinions all together as worthy or sufficient for intrigue or a listen. Everybody has separate lives, and from those lives decisions are made, at what point is something so special that when looked at, a quick or hastey decision in made, in the right, how is it possible to create something positive, from which positive decisions can be made. I have a very high success rate, 2 boyfriends and two proposals, planning to wed me, two 3-4 year relationships. Knowing that, I know Im a keeper, that is how I knew that building a website online would equally be a success, everytime I go out to the bars someone hits on me and strikes a conversation with me, that’s how I know I am selected. Someone who is selected can help others be of selection, by exposure to their life experiences help others to make better decisions for themselves not to be like.
Batwings and Relapses by #lesliefischman
I wore a bright orange sweater to a bar and relapsed on 2 beers, recently. I think I’ve hit my breaking point when it comes to advocacy, not bear the burden of the guilty. People read very closely once you become a writer, and based upon those writings, pick up a cue, so its important to be careful with your words not lead anyone astray, especially as to your causes for concern and what matters to you, not set up any dogfights, that would defeat the purposes of providing advocacy online to people in need of humor, keeping it light these days, and working on finishing law school. I have a 40 page research paper due in October and have to finish another course on Financial Crimes. I have not been able to get a job in the legal field paid yet, its very competitive in Century City, I need a degree for that. Overcoming mental health issues related to failures in life, has been a very time consuming process. Always be careful to who you blame for your cares in life, that’s not how to fight a good fight by fighting with others, and by provoking others to not like you, politically or for whatever reasons cause others to distrust you. I have always done my best to be apart of and blend in. Now is a different set of circumstances. You just have to move forward. I sent copies of my book to SCOTUS, my Father, and Attorney Avenatti to sort out the differences in opinion as toward me, good enough to be a writer online or not, or deserving of my following, I have worked hard to maintain since 2013. What is reasonable is setting daily goals for yourself that are manageable, what is unreasonable is setting goals for yourself, that are too difficult for you to accomplish. Being a peacekeeper is about not taking sides and being there for everyone, whether or not Im on a side, and whether or not Im doing well, stay positive.
Finishing law school right now, I'll be back in full swing in October, when I apply for jobs.
How to be Considerate "Do Not Disturb the Fallen" by #lesliefischman aka #mymollydoll (Please Note: Painful Assessment of Right Now, Always Do Your Best to Love Yourself).
How to Be Considerate by #lesliefischman
Learn how to be gentle with your words, for every time and occasion, a certain anecdote is needed, not in competition with well, or with the later, to be whole is to be kind, irrespective of the boundaries placed by others upon you, to redirect energies as toward you, life is short in that way. For what is gone, casket kicking and all, be respectful, not cause harm to those who have suffered for the wrongs in judgment made by others, I will not be one of them, I tell myself #stopsuicide. Life is a matter of wellness, what you appreciate and what you value in turns makes up your life, and determines how well you fair doing in life, in response to others, around others, and affects how you perceive yourself. Don’t be insulting to the deceased, this is an area of law Im not familiar with. I just know based upon my own experiences when I am considered not doing well and when a fault is needed or blame is needed I get thrown in the psych ward for 14 days at a time, and put to sleep. Im tired of being thrown in the hospital and put to sleep, for 14 days, that’s not how I want to live my life. Ive come too far, studied too long, to be treated as someone kicking from their casket, blaming others for their illnesses in life, not yet have made it to any top in life, considered doing well enough to receive respect from anyone, that’s what money is for, money is considered deemed worthy of respect, and everyone else, well comes secondary, to a fault, this is a non-sensical way of determining the value of human worth, and needs to be changed. Where are we now? That is what is most important. Where are we going? That is what is most important for now. And where are we headed in life? Well or to sickness. That is by the faulty judgment of others as toward our best decision making, judgmental as toward us as not well or deserving of achieving well in life, based upon their experiences with us, not deemed savy enough to achieve a level of respect in this world considered worth living for. Live for yourself not others, that’s how to do well. When someone insults your character its to be better than you, when someone hurts your esteem that’s to achieve better than you, and when someone is in competition with you, who you do not fight with, that’s because poor judgment of you is passed, and when one cannot move on that’s because of regret.
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August 2017 “my lives” by #lesliefischman
After leaving a meeting and dating, I walked everyday for a month for 1-2 hours, to Peets Coffee and back on Wilshire Blvd. It dawned on me, that I need to lose weight in order to date, and that by my size I was not the first pick at the meeting. When I changed Sponsors, I was made to stay home, not stay up at night in my car parked on Ocean Ave. That’s not safe. I’m sorry for the misunderstanding regarding my mental health issues, why no one would date me, not qualified. Now Im on heavy night meds, that’s from theft, when you get robbed when well, that’s how one gets made ill, that’s why I have a website now, to share everything. -Back in the day, people felt empowered by being on the inside, today that is not considered empowerment, but secreting, and secreting hurts. Allow people to come up on their own, not by exposure to well, try to come up off of people in life, that’s not how to do well in life. Who am I speaking to? My Ex-Boyfriend #aaronbrown, hence the joke no one wants to be #danbrown. You just have to keep a level head about you, and not get caught up in the hoopla that is image. When you become successful and find your way, it will make considerably more sense to you why people drink to wellness. Just stay positive! We do not understand why people get sick, but that doesn’t mean you need to take your illness out on others who are not doing well, that’s the lesson to be learned including yourself. You by your upbringing, are who you are, not by what other people say you are, you just have to think in light of the circumstances, how best to be, with or without people in your lives, and with or without the support of everyone, everyone has their own lives and not required to look up to or love you in return for their lives, are their lives, not your life affecting their lives, as impacted by you.
Skeptical Crush by #lesliefischman
To not make a skeptical out of my new crush. He’s a sweetheart. You have to be focused on your goals in life, in order to make anyone happy. That’s the lesson. When we fall short of our ideals in life, then things tend to fall apart. Everybody needs somebody, that’s the argument, whether better off independent or co-dependent, someone needs to walk you through that door in life to independence, if not you, then a suitor who likes you can help you achieve that goal in life: respect. Always be sweet and kind to those who admire you, without whom you would not find happiness in life. Know your gifts in life, don’t spoil what is not going well for you in life, in order to do better in life, always be good to yourself first in order to make happen anything right for you in life. If this is anything but a scared straight campaign now then so be it, peace is always a positive objective toward something better in life. Life is not about showing or proving you are right about life, but through acceptance we find value in others. Know that difference and always, but never be ashamed, or who you are, be kind.
The trees on the cliff
Off the mountain tops
We recall the times
When humble and sullen shooken few
From those memories we bear
And the kindness that breaks
For all is well apart and kidding you too
#michaelavenatti by #lesliefischman
When I met him, I was initially trying to make a good impression then it dawned on me that he might not completely understand what kind of work Ive been doing behind the scenes, reporting. So given that misunderstanding, was informative, did not take advantage of him, while he is not at a good point in his life, by my reading of him online. Based upon that understanding, made a call to his ex-Boss to inform him of my current status, and mental state. As I continued to negotiate for a job, he blocked me twice, and left one account open. By this understanding, I know that he knows, that I released a book and with that book tried to build a better more general understanding and compassion toward those with disabilities such as myself, that I hope he understands. I think he is doing his best to be compassionate toward others, but at the same time take action, and change the focus. That I am appreciative of, he is doing his best. -I don’t think he fully understands what everyone is going through, but I know he cares. And with that care has taken it upon himself to pay close and careful attention to me as I am now, with supervision by his former employer Mr. Dan Petrocelli, whom I met through a SuperLawyers magazine.
I was thinking about updating my website through my macshop, but I'm not sure whether I'm ready to change my displays yet.
The Importance of Keeping Families Together by #lesliefischman
Whenever there is a separation there is heartache, and from that heartache pain. Whenever we experience pain there are mixed emotions to resolve that pain, whether we drink and self-harm, we are only doing ourselves a disservice, when we succumb to the weaknesses of others, not focused on our own strengths in life. Always remember but not to the extent that you re-create circumstances to bring about negative consequences moving forward for yourself, thats called learning from your mistakes in life, that matters. When we are too hard on others, especially ourselves, no good can become of that harm, it only transfers to the weak. Knowing this living at home, its become ever more important for me to learn how to focus on my strengths in writing, and by education get strong again, so that I can be a positive reference for others to lean toward during times of need, and get married. Its not easy to find love, I bought 3 pins, you have to enrich your own life before you can enrich the lives of others, thats why some are better suited for caretaking positions than most. If you’re strong enough to have a family you should be able to keep your family, that is my belief. -Don’t worry about what has occurred, worry most about where you are now and where you are headed in life to gain proper footing moving forward, experience matters, as to wellness these days, thats the discomforting part of wellness, that you can’t be there for everyone, eventually, you stop giving to everyone, and start helping yourself in life.
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