So I met someone in December 2015 who I later developed a Crush on reading his Blog online and after making friends with him on Facebook. I thought he was cute but didn’t think anything of it, until I got jealous. Realized I think I like this person. Hurt I dated someone else instead. He seemed like he was too good for me, hard to get thru to, didn’t reply to me, after I started dating someone and mentioned it in my Newsfeed. He later defriended me out of the blue. That really hurt my feelings. But instead of looking at it in the negative I viewed it in the positive. Here is someone who sat thru all my Blog Posts some winding up on his page via hashtag which I was not aware hashtags do that on Facebook, and never defriended me then. How come now. -I tried dating someone for a few months off and on, was saving myself Celibate since September 2014, and in a fit of jealously go why not. That didn’t really help the situation. Made it worse, he was already not talking to me for reasons I don’t know why out of the blue in February. After his Blog Post came out. I made a Pixteller for him. Was trying to promote his Blog Post thought I was helping. -I knew I liked him because when with someone else, I thought of him, couldn’t get him out of my head. That’s how I knew 1 that that person I was with was not the right person for me and 2 that Taylor was worth getting to know first, before diving back into an old relationship from 2013 that didn’t work out. -Finally after a month and a half of Hashtagging him after he defriended me I tried to talk to him once again but by Instagram, discovered their Messaging Service. I go great. He blocked me. I never messaged him or hit on him before he defriended me and blocked me so I don’t know didn’t understand why he wasn’t talking to me for no reason. Was it because I friended him and then dated someone else. Probably. But that would be tooting my own horn, so have spent a lot of time thinking about it and decided to message him anyways begin explaining talking things out. Give him a chance to get to know me. And we have really been hitting it off. He responds right away by deletion. That’s a good start. We’re having fun. Im being silly. Story telling. We’ll see where this goes. If not anywhere that’s okay, at least he gave me the opportunity to talk to him and he listens. We have a friendship now. That I am grateful for.
I just retitled my new Twitter Blog. Put my name. It was Thinking Out Loud with a heart. I think that at times like these conforming helps rather than trying to be different. Say something thoughtful. #BrusselsAttacks. We do everything we can to stop these attacks from occurring. We put up Flyers, we protest online, we march, we participate online via hashtag, and we donate. But sometimes, there is no explanation. I was at a job Interview on the day of the attacks. Far way from the Nail Bombs. That’s a very painful way to die. Everyone is still mourning. But as a Campaigner online it is my duty to respond and reach out. I have won many awards and accolades in school and sports Campaigning is simply something in my heart I feel is necessary to help combat Violence in School and in Communities World Wide. Im just one voice. Not a big deal. But everything helps, and every bit of support no matter how small helps to contribute towards a solution to this problem, Terrorism. Ive never been a victim of Terrorism so I would not know what it feels like to have such a loss of control of my surroundings, but I can imagine that it has caused a lot of fear among everyone. Be there for one another during times like these, don’t turn on one another. Assume that we are all doing our best, and do so yourself too to contribute to the solution not the problem, and so will I. Sincerely, Leslie Fischman.
Im tired. I fell in love with someone who does not love me again. I dont feel well. I have not slept in a few days. I am suicidal, but Im going running to reverse that feeling. I dont have motivation for success I dont care to write or speak or sing anymore (I met Keith at a Bar after singing with my headphones on on the 3rd Street Promenade). Everyone was really mean to me. Taylor broke my heart all I requested for was Friendship. And that Friendship on Facebook was ended when I started dating Jay West. So because Taylor is more important to me had a very meaningful interaction with him at Rhubarb Studios, at a Q&A Invite Online, asked about myself and to pitch my ideas to him, Hashtag Campaign, Quotes, Database, Analytics, Website Stats, and Resume were shared. Very personal. -Is why I stopped seeing Jay West, because he loves me but is okay on his own doesn't need me. I am not strong enough for him.
1. Flew to DC
2. Visitor of the US Supreme Court in Session bought a Ticket
3. Stayed in DC for 2 Weeks, Flew Back to Attend the Inauguration
4. Marched outside of the Inauguration in my FBI DC Hat
5. Saw Aaron upon my return screamed at, told him Im filling out petitions to get back into Law School right now, could not see him. He demanded I drove to Yorba Linda screamed at until punching my head. Left last I saw him. Went to the Psych Ward end of January or February I dont Remember.
6. Met Jay West at the Bar. We did not sleep together but talked at the Bar only. Drove to Palo Alto in February 2013, then to Las Vegas in 2013, February.
7. Scanning and PDFing all my Paper Documents to my Computers and AOL Box Emails CU Email
8. Called to the Bar to hang out by Jay West attended, had no money he paid.
9. Mailed a 20lb Box of Documents to DC US Supreme Court, sent back stamped, then sent to CA Supreme Court sent back stamped. Then hand delivered the Box to The Federal Building they rejected the Box, told to mail only. Then Boston occurred AFTER I submitted all documents and dropped a box in front of the Federal Building.
10. Re: Street Art, I took down the Racist photo of Barack Obama as the Joker on my Wilshire in front of a National Cemetery. Photos only in my phone NEVER posted online was not Blogging in detail at the time.
MYMOLLYDOLL is a Vanicy.com TOP 100 Blogger on Twitter and Law Student, studying to receive her LLM Masters in Law in Risk Management and Compliance. She is also a Registered Professional Journalist on Muckrack.com and Distributes a Newsletter on Paper.li, The MYMOLLYDOLL Daily. Leslie Fischman created MYMOLLYDOLL in 2013, as a Blogger Online for Twitter who decided to Campaign for Brady Campaign under the Hashtag #bradymusiccampaign. Her website mymollydoll.com features some of her Best Work and Academic Writing Samples. MYMOLLYDOLL seeks to make a Positive Difference in the World by providing Professional Writing Samples Online that feature her thoughts and reflections while composing material separately in an Academic Setting, being of Service to the Community Online and to Brady Campaign, in lieu of recent turmoil, provide her Services Online as a Certified Crisis Hotline Counselor.
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