Negative Attention (06-20-19) #intheory

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Negative Attention …
06-20-19
 
What you hear, who you see, stay in the clear … that’s keeping your side of the street clean. My Thursday meeting, hot goes to the Ohio meeting, is no longer there, reports a lady on the street who found me parked in my car, exiting, about to attend. That’s not why there was a shooting in Ohio, if you want to make my Sister write about Hitler, I will explain to you that Im on Deans List, and its not because Im Jewish, its because he was weird, as weird as mustache cabs in LA, even with lights, quit making big jokes, I had a fluorescent martini glass in my apartment in Boulder, when I got the vaulted ceiling apartment, I put lights on the shelf above to light up the dome, and put the martini glass behind the couch, and left the air conditioner upon moving back to LA, and lost a box, go one filled with Christmas decorations Ive never owned. Everybody has a strategy for getting you sober, your landlord will break in, why I got a hotel lock on my door, added it, it jammed once I was in bed, Leo used to scratch my face and try to wake me up, he required certificates to fly back and forth to Los Angeles, left him once one Christmas Eve, drank at the bar, above the Jameroquoi escalators at Denver International Airport. I hear you guys, I see you guys, and no I did not have sex with my cousins friend who visited me in Boulder, well Denver, by 4 inch deep powdered freeway in brown lanes. You cannot take care of others, in all the chaos, if you yourself are not well, and its not worth processing the negatiive sentiments of others, and rumors, about you or others, if you don’t stay well, its easy to let them win, you can only ignore those strategies hurting your wellness, when youre not doing well in life, that’s why its important to stay sober, you are generally taunted and hear voices, if you drink or do drugs, you never make it to a football game you have season tickets for, after one kickback with a box of liquor, and drinking a mini Patron to yourself, not smart. Your friends will love you anyways, just turned 21, good, you should be on Deans List if you are reading this right now. Its those who cannot stay focused that struggle the most, the better able you are at switching gears in life, the more success you will achieve, that’s being able to put one thing down and pick another thing up, if you are having trouble multi-tasking in life, its probably because something past is holding you down or backwards in life, or others are not being understanding of you, learn to just let things go, the more power you give to those incidences past when you were not well, the worse off you will feel or become, look like the bad friend, or the drug addict, or the insensitive one, that tends to be the pattern to demarcating who is of value, and who is a loss, and no one supports lost causes, they generally fend for themselves to stay glued to ideas that bring them good luck in life. Know yourself.