What does it mean to give up in life (?) Is it when we give up on others, that we are deemed at fault, should the arising of unfavorable outcomes to their behaviors which cause us to lose faith in them, when and if they arise, be held responsible for outcomes that do them a disfavor in life reputationally, how to overcome those reputational setbacks, without describing the past as having been let go in life, or treated as responsible for ones own condition. What is a proper way of viewing the health of someone in need, and if they need more meds to function is it appropriate to give them more meds, is that considered addiction (?) Once it gets labeled as addiction, then it gets treated as an addiction, and once a label of addiction is placed upon a general need, not a need to feel better as to overcompensate for feelings of being bad, then it is not addiction that is being treated (as seen when taken off all meds in a Rehab situation) but a bigger issue, as to abilities, enablement, and disablement of ones opportunities future for being apart of, you only live life once. With a job in DC at DC Law Students in Court, I was going to make it in life, a dream job, working and living in DC (“the east coast”) among those who are well and smart, prove myself as among them, no better than the rest, however that opportunity was not provided to me, because it required more medications than I was currently prescribed, that’s not a mismanagement of time, but simply nervousness about work performance on exams, relationship anxieties as attached or detached from, and reaching points of stabilities as attached to another in a long distance relationship, and be able to distance oneself from a current love, in place of more professional goals in life, to work in another city, as a working professional, prove oneself. If you don’t want to be an Attorney yes you can still go to Law School, and if you are required to take the bar, yes that’s the plan to finish a JD and sit for the bar exam, pass or fail, its not a big deal learning 50 subjects and then being tested on those subjects with your notes you keep (or lose via firefault), learn to let go of what you cannot control in life, your medical care, and learn to thrive nonethelsess broken hearted when things do not go your way, another life ruined, to further depict the life of someone else, who was led astray does a disservice to the original advocate of the person to who is trying to receive helps for taking care of their daughter, its when we over obsess about what ifs, and try to control stories, that sometimes, those least adept and professional get treated as though there is something wrong with them, based upon comparing them to who they know in life, if dating is important to you, then yes date at 34, don’t continue to wait, and be chaste, via punishments, because others do not think you are fit for dating or relationships, because of your instabilities faced upon losses.
Also known as “talent” in other countries, however in The United States “talent” “phenom” or not, we can all play soccer, yoga, write, read, and argue like champs, thanks to Princeton Review and Kaplan Test Prep, take all the practice exams, and take one twice get a 152 timed. You might recognize a question you’ve seen on another exam how you know youre ready, and get the same scores you got in Colorado, because California, was following the lead of the State who understands me more as “smart” with As, other than 6th Grade. Everyone peaks at different points in life, most of us peak in our younger years, and everyone who made fun of those who were younger when they were younger, already made fun of us, and now has kids, so just move forward, that’s leadership, leading for, not to stifle, that’s empowerment, to help aid provide assistance to those in need of help, they freed my friend online, our Fathers used to talk by phone CA to NY, he has a bowling alley in his home in the Hamptons, I bought an East Hampton T-Shirt from the souvenir shop, my sister got spied on through the swinging door changing room. Practice kids (?) No these are the kids … inspire or step off the stage, if you smoke listening to Eminem and no one stays, the kid across the hall notices things are not right and tantrums, the Mom looking at you, driving away, walking him to the car. Im not the $hit yet, although I was told I had a very adult furnished apartment, I could not afford the whole book case and TV set, but could afford the dining room table desk. By iBoom I would listen to music and write for Advanced Legal Writing got an A, being quiet, and answering all the Professors questions, improving upon my writing which was being shared as I went sounded like what I had included or was writing about, as Half Asian, I didn’t get the joke, she was a DA in New York, and got a C+ in Civil Procedure, why I drove everywhere, I wouldn’t know how to connect everything on paper. I was put in Rehab for buying Adderrall from the neighbor who lived behind my best friends with a bmw, with a pole in his house, for parties, and a tiki bar. [Only prescribed 2 for 10 hours, evening courses + 2 courses I had to drop the day of each final, but free styled one exam I think]. I drove to Yorba Linda 1x a week to study.
Theres nothing worse than trying to be just as beautiful as or the same as, really nothing worse than someone as imitation trying to be as pretty or as likeable as another, that’s not envy or jealousy, growing up it was more like perfecting self to the best of your ability, then being punished for looking good sent to therapy, as having disorders, that’s unfortunate, to cause weight gain to those who have suffered harms because of who they are, or look like, than say as letting down others, or as separated, more well off, as not having people in their lives, that’s not true, nor is true of those who bathe together love eachother in the same way as the person to who bathes them together loves them or knows of why to, it causes unattraction, not in eachother, but of each other, and not to behaviorally put them in opposition to one another, but to treat the same as and as treated the same as, immune to the issues or embodiment of the other, as next to, similar or like siblings, sisters, or natural rivalries occurring between those who have recall of times, closer than usual to those they love, eventually you stop needing or wanting love from those, who you are put together with, see them as not as big as you, as an exchange of confidences occurs, when love is given to one or the other, why people are treated the same, and in loving relationships, people seek to be treated equally as important as love given made them to feel, wish to be given the same type of love and support in return, that’s to be equalized, as giving energy to someone, and then being given back energy, is called love.
When people don’t ask you for help, but expect explanations from you, that must mean you are being relied upon (?) Yes, probably as mature and to be respected by others in the community, is this something common to all newcomers to a territory yes, and is it by what people hear they decide what is best for the communities health overall, yes, and if that’s to exclude others, than so be it. Behavioral health issues, are much about being attached to things you no longer want to be attached to, why people let things go, I keep everything, see the value in my work, and the things that I have, why I look like my privileges in life are plentiful, however well earned, those moments you live for in life are worth it, and its by being happy for others, and not being lead astray as gone, that you illustrate that you are not hurt, and not connected, and as disconnected, not lost. Those are simple lessons in life, you don’t learn as being blind, but as being among others, and while drinking, things are going well, then by all means carry on the conversation no one remembers but those listening, yes we are microphones, and yes our ears can hear you if you pitch to us, your voice, and yes I take all “ews” “pervert” and any additional commentary shouted at my Ford ie “difficult to drive” car, personally. >>> [Your fears happen in stages: (1) Thought About (2) Stated (3) Stepped Into (That is How Fear Happens and Comes to Fruition then whatever else you attract in life ... report if unwanted, we cant all be golden children, great movie, it was Boulder not you, cool developments in life ... but not because of your presence kalediscope, will talk to you when you get off the tram (behavioral health issue cycles of attachments) it snowed (To my waist in Boulder 2006 skiers down the street barely made my flight on Christmas Eve and in DC 2013, wrote in the snow "Go Buffs" which was erased, in a separate incident screamed to the top of my lungs told to keep it down in DC, the police drove by) (Later reactions as F over, and then really F over in life, is about who F up in life -Dont be another example, mini private stories made public to cast further doubt as to the beauty of your life, called in for "death penalty" cases handled by guys I dated today, and got bell replies in return #ignorefears - I continued my education, thats not a with or known about issues as to "who to be nice to and what the issues are" be however you need to be toward people you think less of who cares, call 911 if people are being mean to you, its what they do when youre gone anyways and put you further behind in life, until justified by taunts, dont drink, swallow the throat burn take diet pills, pound 3x energy Starbucks which doesnt work, and leave) ... no one cares, okay then, to the escalator, its closed, okay then date, no not as you are, then stand on a dot, start over, okay, I guess so (#stopsuicide) [Reaction: throat burn, at least its not my head, thank you those connecting to me now, hatometer is not up to my head, thank God #stophate)]. <<< That’s just as recognized not respected, similarly, when others are seen as stupid, they tend to blame those who they think have misrepresented others, and put you away before even having the opportunity to appreciate you as human (not equal), and if you get harmed as attached to others, and when and if around others, achieve success, then it is by disclosures of what is not going well, and awareness of those fogs, and showing an ability to perform in spite of those fogs. Learn to clock in and clock out (and if your boyfriend shows up unannounced) don’t delete his number as having replied to you upon going on a 2nd date (then his friendship will be used by names like the names of people you know to build a website with names like names you know) that’s to prove you looked up a number you lost and as directed typed in a location told they were. That’s not “stalking” … don’t look people up, and never visit unannounced unless they are your boyfriend, and if you have one companion, disclosing to, its okay to go back to who you are used to, the LAPD will still punish you if you get suicidal in between as disconnected, that’s how they recognize who is well or not well, upon cleanliness, and disconnections misled, that’s a hard act to follow … souls, mental stability, behavioral health, intelligence, things people say, what you remember recall, lesson: do not self-harm to appear worse off than you already are, to match anything Kodak, if you were not beautiful at those moments in time as large, then as thin you will no more less likely be appreciated or valued as having lost 50lbs, impressive. Those photos or achievements in life, are for boyfriends, lesson: not as seen a wrestling photo of my ex on his Facebook, be in competition with as cut out of a photo pose similarly in the buff. As soon as you lose consciousness, and misled by things you see, that means you are looking for direction in life, as to the issues, how to present the issues, have a firm understanding of whats gone wrong as thought about you, before responding, as though living proof, of wellness, or proof of gender, etc (all issues we find grose) dear HRW, the handing of my box stamped by The US Supreme Court and The California Supreme Court, special, was much like calling 911, and ending up at locations as connected thought connected to, have control of your hearts, and don’t allow papers flying at your car, and ending up at street names to get the best of you.
There is unethical treatment, and there is unreasonable treatments, of people, who even as situated similarly, get treated differently in life, then once separated further abuse those positions held by them as separated by those who hold powers as to the opinions of others, that’s being separate, and whether under understand those illnesses or not, is not of interest to those who are trying to get well or who are well, its usually by the mistakes of a person, that they suffer hardships, or believed deserved to suffer hardships, as being associated to people, and then people past being connected to one another as without a person in their life, that’s no way of helping someone move forward, treated as ill, until they become ill, or ill, and then treated as well, expecting more from a person than they are capable of producing or able to provide insights that are not considered “ill” to the minds of those who do not trust or who seek to provoke illness in them, there are ways of obtaining disclosures, and its not by hurting others, are disclosures made, that’s an improper way of assessing the mental health of a person, that upon “snapping” or if they look a certain way upon “snapping” to determine whether an offender has entered their bodies, or whether their faces have been affected by an offender. Someone who is as virgin affected by someone who is later an offender is not my responsibility to care past for those photo’d with me, put in my diary as associated to “offenders” then treated poorly, no matter what education I obtain put in a “fighting words” position, that is to (1) establish wellness (2) proceed with wellness (3) tested be insulted (4) as insulted establish illness (5) establish illness is caused by (a) insult (b) pre-existing illness … therefore no further “public embarrassments” need to be “established” to differentiate me from others as “offender” and seek to “expunge” my record, as treated poorly generally by the public, and not until not feeling well, nice to, that is a waste of my energies to politic, if I cannot work, and to work, if I cannot stay well, that’s not my fault, that Im in a fragile condition, and whos fault is that as having associated me to others, then hurting me to be like or similar to the condition of those fragile, and say my friends as hidden on my Facebook, was in response to terrorism, as because of terrorism responded by hiding my friends, as defriended, or reported in captions, an “offender” to the best interests of others, that’s not my responsibility to help those who have been harmed by others, I can only do my best to not let those harms interfere with the best outlooks, and experiences of others in life, energy wise, to whom to spend time with, to whom to confide in, to whom to share wellness with, to whom to trust, to whom to love, to whom to read, to whom to listen to, its by what makes you feel well, don’t change my tone to “fighting words” until my head burns, as responding to issues, not currently faced.
There is nothing wrong with going by what you hear or by what people say, that’s common to conversations, and miscommunications can occur upon thinking you know someone and as by knowing them think you know how to treat them, whether that’s a public put down in life, in retaliation to you, or whether taken personally something said on Twitter and taken down, justifying later attacks on you, until suicidal, is an unjustifiable use of force if an amends is made, and not directed toward you, but upon insult, as matching notes were found on my car by my neighbor twice, that’s to amplify hate toward me, by people knowing informations held in a closed container in my desk, and a logo folder which my Father had wanted me to make a logo for his company. Do not insult the privacies of people not made public, and try to confuse them as having shared in public, things kept in their private spaces, no later recordings of them as required to justify a later use of force upon them if they deem necessary of likewise feel problematic tone or insult heard as directed toward them. That’s making things about you that aren’t about you in life, everyones struggles in life are different, theres no need to cast more light upon an issue, that’s already been dealt with in private. If you don’t respect people individually as not attracted to them or sensing something wrong with them, than I am an example of someone who does not fit the matching set of traits deemed likeable by those who respect women, for different characteristics or traits in life and to further worsen matters, cause weight gain by putting me on 4 night meds and further breaking my heart, that already suffers form depression, and over-sleeping, and staying up at night, awake at night, asleep in the early mornings, is how I have lived the majority of my life since college except when taking 8am courses or working, up in the mornings, that’s not addiction, that’s enjoying my sleep. “Why do you sleep so much?” “Whats the matter with you?” Going back to bed after breakfast (a not so common characteristic or trait of me). “What are you lazy?” At times these words hurt my feelings, but at the time, they were just concerned with my health. As taking aderrall it made no sense why I was all of a sudden tired … is that being known (Is that how you know when?) Do your best to stay positive, its not your responsibility to interpret your past in terms of what has gone missing, and what illnesses you suffered from to establish a timeline of faults along the way, its usually per breakup things go missing or you get ignored, just do your best to move on too, Im sure everyone suffers from hardships as separated, not so devastating as virginal separations in life, those are sad experiences, I cried staring out my window on the 405. You just gotta move forward 17, 18, 20, 22, 27 (The Worst Breakup: Age 27 Fighting with an Attorney). Chaste now for 6 years. Be smart about who you choose to date, lets not discuss further intelligences, happiness what is happiness, less talking in between, trust, acknowledgement of one anothers strengths, similar beliefs: food, exercise, sobriety, a love for NY, what else is there to life. Please do not misinterpret my reactions past as to my belongings how kept, or what was saved by me, everything that could be retained.
Put Back: 10-18-20
Its not that big ideas are the problem, its doing too many things at once, which occurs upon making too many commitments, whether by job or by volunteer work recommended to you, not to say you are going to attend a meeting 2018, then not attend a meeting and work instead, I had a job, and while trying to meet an additional commitment attend a Brady Campaign meeting, did not attend the meeting, given my mental health issues, went to work instead (I'm sorry). And upon not attending a meeting, a public display on my website was taken down, there were unforeseen consequences as a website without likes, much to my dismay, have lost energy and have not been feeling well, now doing my best 2019 to continue working, but again by making too many commitments having two jobs, and then a third job declined an interview, did not do well moving forward at work, and upon making an additional commitment to attend the Freedom of Expression March in West Hollywood, wore Superdry, not as in SuperBad the movie, or Jonah Hill who attended my meeting, not to draw attentions to where he is in life, successful, stepping down to meet the people, we are doing great thank you for visiting! Eventually once you get going doing one thing well, you can add things to your repertoire that add additional help to bettering yourself, while performing at the one thing you are doing well, such as: (1) running (2) reading (3) dissertation (4) micro-feeds on social networks (5) website, and low and behold, a few Glambassador.com years later, you become a “My Need to Live” Everyday Role Model , a published article writer on a professional website, look forward to posting and sharing back to all. It’s the mini jobs you work in life, that add up to real jobs, and it’s the mini commitments you make, that add to your overall decision making when it comes to job placements and ability to function. When you have overcome so much in life, work wise, its important to keep going, it is by the wrongs you keep, that keep you from moving forward, and it is by wrongs in life, that inhibit your mood, stability, and ability to function among as accepted, given your confidence level. Always do your best to speak well, and do your best to be well liked, its not by how many people that like you who learn to accept you the way you are, but how accepting you are of yourself, enables others to love you the same if not more, just do your best to be honest, the rest takes care of itself, if you don’t need to be corrected than say so, if you need help correcting others will be there for you too, theres no need to worry where worries are not necessary, its important to enjoy the moments when things are at peace, not anticipate weak moments in time, and function now.
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Theres a turning of the tides, when others are haunted by decisions past, as losing to the arguments made by others, that to test for guilt, as to who masturbated to who, and who is attracted to who, and who is empowered by whom. That is not jealously, that is others trying to appear better than, as others are subservient to the interests of people they do not know, seek to feel empowered by, flying to DC to do myself, was because I was not being done, not about losing or to win arguments in life, but about trying to figure out why I was being rejected as not well, by those who spoke poorly of people I was close to, that is to separate me from people I trusted or to see if jealous if photo’d with to cast me out to be someone who is grose, and then upon rumors, empower others who as heard about, are treated as grose, to see who looks well, or what causes a better’d appearances in life. Sometimes people don’t stop until others feel alike that’s unfortunate, and sometimes people are punished once they have lost weight, as though they are trying to be like, or because they were not well looking in the past as known or recognized to others, because not hooked up with, its not upon rejections that weight gain is caused but upon losses in esteem, if a weight gain study is being done on me, that’s the cause.
Stop bullying heres why, whenever anyone tries to take matters into their own control, and harms you, you are a victim to their opinions of you. I messaged the President of France, and spoke to the Boulder PD today, and finger-printed with the LAPD on 07/08/19. Don’t make things about my poster, or a poster on Wilshire, who attacked me as reporting their poster online, or make things about political viewpoints, and then further dissect those viewpoints based upon your esoteric easily pin pointable impression upon me, as being of lesser intelligence because you can say what the problem is or denote me as the problem. I just spoke to the CHP today, to ask whether punishment causes long term mental health issues, that is something they recommended I speak to my Doctor about. I don’t think it is fair to criminalize people who others benefit from having known, and then treat them as though they bear characteristics not readily seeable or foreseeable in the future, as making things about people, before they have become public figures, this I have discussed in the past privately. It is for no one to dismember a family, as being like, or for bearing resemblances to members of other classes of people, to say that they are low class, dysmorphia the faces of the well, that is a current issue not readily identifiable to me, as having been well working, and offered a paid position, now not able to work, you have dreams in life, whether to work, or to work from home, everyone is entitled to work, and its not for notoriety as decisions past, to have helped promote advocacy for those in need, but as affected now, to judge me as having been affected then by any posters taken down by me, as having been associated to any violence that ensued in another state, as related to me, hurt and punished, rocks put in front of a meeting to further elaborate their position toward me, then don’t be nice to someone, who you have qualms toward, and don’t text someone attacking their good character when they are in paid positions, have moved forward, to cause debilitating conditions, is going by which books or education, my education and essays, and those are my arguments, I wrote, from my understandings, not yours, and not to portray a future condition deserving of myself, that’s a misuse of information. You cannot always go by who is prettier, or who appears less well spoken than the other, as having a more concernable depression which needs to be addressed, as related to your understanding of my writing, as “embarrassing” and to further prove embarrassment, embarrass me in public, and to further the points of attack on me, hurt me or reject me. Those are the purposes for hurting and rejecting someone to see if it causes (a) suicide or (b) violence toward self in (c) public, those are my experiences, I am very sensitive as a victim of homicide. (My viewpoint): Stop turning family against family, and dont hurt me, or create a position separate for family to take side to and leave me out of equations in life, as attached to problems your problems with me, to explain.
Put Back: 10-18-20
“At 33, I’m tired. Im tired of people thinking I am something Im not, and its disrespectful to say the least, to be made tired, until I feel gone, or look like some kind of Batman installation at an AA meeting, that’s not the purposes for attending. If you did not like my flyers, and don’t feel the courthouse is responsible for posting depositions online well that’s not my fault, to look like some kind of open case, messenger, or otherwise twitter recollections stated out loud online. Upon the telling of any story, pregnant or not, that is not the solution to cast blame, Dorito Shampoo, or hit your head upon being asked to leave from a vigil site (then don’t drink), for someone who has passed away. For some people, locations are their favorite, and from misdirection from those who you thought were to be trusted are simply people trying to make you look stupid, thinking they are some kind of family or mafia, don’t make me disappear in life, because you think you have better outlook or candor, that’s not the solution to resolving any problems, and to add a new condition, don’t blame me for rocks, and a church disappearing, if that’s what they saw as happening, then cut the chords from your earphones, and blame me for fires, who is to blame for your outlook then as negative who is leading who and by what suits, those are personal endeavors stimied by personal endeavors, and for those reasons belongings and possessions taken away, who is responsible then for those losses in possession, and then claim that I am responsible for your losses in possession, Ive been robbed I have lost possessions, if you want to think about what is intelligence then start by thinking about what you have in life, not have not. I am not to blame for the rehashing of events, sticker put on my car, and Holocausts brought up, next stage is Cancer, I was diagnosed with Carcinoma Cancer. That is why I do not hook up, because upon the next exposure not covered by Gardisil, Stage 1. I reported a thrusting pelvic and Batman t-shirted respondent at the meeting, not deserved.”
The purposes for attending law school are generally for good reasons one performs, not to the defenses of others, and whether those present strong arguments as understood by others, its not until one shares, that their viewpoints in life are understood or how they articulate themselves copied, that is to the benefit of the reader to see an example of well written argument, or analysis copy, as read, education and experiences in life be affected, demarcated as a poor decision maker if can be made like or similar to those victims to whom Ive assisted in the past, its via empathy we are affected, not feeling like or being like to be understood, its tiring work, to be bullied is wrong treated as though one is tired not for good reason, thats good work that is done in law school, past the point of punishment, additional work needs to be accomplished to prove that one is good and on their own merits good, not assist of help others, make decisions, or achieve wellness, thats not selfishness, thats being put in a defensive position, and then having to prove oneself is smart, and then making things about whomever feels offended by arguments, to say that one is who they think they are a criminal or an offender, and then judge someone based upon their intelligences in life, as well or not, thats not deserved, a fight, and thats not deserved as cited to previous experiences thinking that fights are or about things as they are not, had confidences in oneself and others as connected.
Dont hurt someone who is gifted as a writer, and hurt someone who gets good grades in school, as not being smart enough or being blind to the issues seen by others causing them illness, we are all well aware of the news, and issues people face on a daily basis just trying to live life, for humanity's sake, do your best not to get caught up in the little issues, or how things look, thats not the solution to your problems, date, have friends, finish school, and never lose your temper about anyone or anything, be appreciative of everything that you do have in life, and if you turn on your family as retaliation treated as someone who has lost contact with others, as not being on the same side as others, then you dont understand what trust and love are, to not be with someone, and to know that they are doing well or better without you, thats love, to continue to live your life with or without people in your life, that caring about others, you dont need to have people in your life to feel loved, and you need a career in replacement of those losses, if youre not able to live that type of life, surrounded by people you love, or surrounded by things that you love, life is not all about starting fights or fighting about things or people, its usually a waste of energy to fight, and by the end everyone feeling a better sense of themselves having heard you spoken, as though they were justified as being hard on you, once you start to develop a thicker skin toward life and yourself as you are.
You can live a private life, and have a good life, or you can put your issues on the table and get picked apart by others, never in a esoteric way have I ever been offensive to anyone, and never by disclosures admitted as though I was at fault for any misinterpretations those people faced as having been associated to me, I let things go, and if people only want to be in my life for a moment, so let them, never seeking more for others, its usually others who come into my life, then leave, thats okay.
At 33, I’m tired. Im tired of people thinking I am something Im not, and its disrespectful to say the least, to be made tired, until I feel gone, or look like some kind of Batman installation at an AA meeting, that’s not the purposes for attending. If you did not like my flyers, and don’t feel the courthouse is responsible for posting depositions online well that’s not my fault, to look like some kind of open case, messenger, or otherwise twitter recollections stated out loud online. Upon the telling of any story, pregnant or not, that is not the solution to cast blame, or hit your head upon being served your check outside while leaving a vigil site (then don’t drink), for someone who has passed away. I went on two roadtrips January 2013, after leaving SCOTUS to Palo Alto and Las Vegas. -For some people, arousing disinterest in others, or testing for illness, generates arousal, these miscommunications only add illness not cure, upon "admissions" of addictions or mental health issues, note: the misdirection of those who you thought were to be trusted are simply people trying to make you look stupid (is what you think is happening to your reputation, they could be helping you), thinking they are some kind of family or mafia (what comradery feels like right now), don’t make people disappear in life or by (sending them to hospitals if not suicidal, because they are not home, assume they are up to no good, or abusing their meds, if taking as directed, they deserve to go home, if not in argument with anyone present) (don't re-villainize the past, creating victims or rehashing the mental health issues of others ... #dontdodrugs), just because you think you have better outlook or candor, that’s not the solution to resolving any problems, and to add a new condition, don’t blame me for rocks, and a church disappearing, if that’s what they saw as happening, [please don’t] blame me [that’s conspiracy] [Called UCLA Police to report dating] ~ask Vegas (2013) (I drove there I am an advocate, and no I do not bother others, others used to bother me, and no I dont drink, and yes I am going through something very personal its called mental health issues related to ... (#righttoprivacy) (no drinking of me is approved by me, especially during difficult times while sharing] and no I don’t feel well today (too many punishments and rejections to cause self-harm ie suicide (which is a generally inexcusable condition, however offenders past have proven it justified by taking their own lives, my suicide attempt was February 2009 unrelated to other people, no one knew me then as to be affected by everyone at all trying to communicate to me, as though on a separate team in life, as is now, on my own, trying to maintain jobs, and not be affected by voices), please stop heckling me (07-21-19)) [Don’t cause voices and self-harm], by calling me names, who is to blame for your outlook then as negative toward me (#stophate) (#stopsuicide = Don't Rehash Past Illnesses of Others Not Present, or Present to their Face) who is leading who and by what suits, those are personal endeavors stimied by personal endeavors, and for those reasons belongings and possessions taken away, who is responsible then for those losses in possession, and then claim that I am responsible for your losses in possession, Ive been robbed I have lost possessions, if you want to think about what is intelligence then start by thinking about what you have in life, not have not. I am not to blame for the rehashing of events, sticker put on my car, and Holocausts brought up, next stage is Cancer, I was diagnosed with Carcinoma Cancer. That is why I do not hook up, because upon the next exposure not covered by Gardisil, Stage 1. Just because I was once embarrassed in public treated as a reject think its okay to gather or create a side against me not existing and treat me poorly in public as stupid, or as controlled by others. Thats a misuse of someone who is good, and made to look stupid, as though theyre in a down position, thats not favorable to the best interests of anyone, to hurt someone good, doing their best. Think about the past, but dont project it forward.
This is an example of a caused condition, to reply in the negative, a forced reply. I am at ease, I dont have any personal issues with anyone, and do not need help or assistance from anyone. My goal is to work, and write from home, work on books, and keep myself busy, while maintaining sobriety (2003). Its difficult to have positive relationships with people, who you get along with in person, but on the outside, everything looks negative as directed toward you, thats an unwanted pressure.
I Finger-Printed with LAPD: 07-08-19 in the Application Process ...
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(1) Tumblr (a younger audience) thought justified to castrate me as (created bi).
(2) Reject me as an intellectual because of doing cocaine one summer 2006.
(3) Treat me as alcoholic because I drank when 21, was on Deans List.
(4) Call me a pervert, because I did not date for 7 years, single.
(5) Disallow me from talking to others, because those who know me do not think well of me, as expressing oneself online, tortured and called names, until I hit my head, injured.
(6) Hurt my system of communication to others, reporting, as an unwanted connection.
(7) Treated as an unwanted connection, hurt until the lives of others are bettered.
(8) Hurt until a side is created to make all better than one, one sick, if not all.
(9) To injure the character of those responsible for helping others, fail to inform.
(10) When informing like so, only causes illness, as to know the personal issues of others.
(11) The basis for self betterment is not via sex or masturbation, thats not how to glow.
(12) To hurt ones ability to love, receive love, or give love, because one is considered bad luck.
(13) To hurt someone as reject once one can define the other as having Lesbian traits.
(14) When one does not get married to the benefit of the health of the other, one is not to blame.
(15) When one does not get married that does not mean one is in poor health, or conditions poor.
(16) Once conditions are poor, and one is proven to be in poor condition, then prove not well past.
(17) Even if one is not well in the past, does not mean they are of harm to others.
(18) Slamming my head into the wall was to break even with those torturing me, taking from me.
(19) Once one attempts suicide thats a permanent disability that you cannot go back from.
(20) All losses of consortium are due to flirting, jealousies, and infidelities -don't self-harm.
(21) Dont treat people as connected who are not connected, and dont help those who harm you.
(22) Anyone who benefits from having harmed you, does not deserve to be punished as ill.
(23) Anyone who is ill because they do not like you, feel well listening to you, means not a match.
(24) Matches are not few and far between, behaviorally, if you work hard, you find matches in life.
(25) Matches have nothing to do with beauty, its all about being presentable, well sounding.
(26) Whether those who are not refined are not by their education or candor brighter knowing less.
(27) It does not matter how much information you know, what matters is how you deal with life.
(28) Anyone who is deemed to not be respectable in public at an older age, is put down as not well.
(29) Anyone who bears any resemblance to past figures is treated as old and likewise ill.
(30) Anytime who assist the FBI, you are punished as looking through your things thought ill.
(31) I am not responsible for the illnesses of others, as directed to groups or members of society.
(32) I am not a product of what I hear, I am a product of what I know, through education.
(33) I do not work as directed by others, I work via my own insights based on my education.
(34) I am not affected by what others think or say, I am likeable, make friends without friends.
(35) Its only by whos standing next to me studies, disempowerment occurs as compared.
(36) Its only by seeing who is prettier upon comparisons, that one is deemed stronger than the other.
(37) Its upon ill arguments, such as room assignments, one is made ill by incest arguments.
(38) When one is a victim on incest, ie told stories though, then one becomes an advocate to.
(39) One cannot be a victim of incest who is not close to a person to whom incest is claimed.
(40) Dont trash people because you think they are the source of your disempowerments in life.