Date Posted: 07/17/2016
Recent Instagram Message to #TaylorAdamsAM: "I've stayed up for 4 days before suicidal and been super angry [around] you [while expressing resentments] you weren't scared then. It's okay. I'm sorry I scared you concerned you. And getting help now seeing a Therapist Dr. Cohen. You can talk to her when I see her in case of emergency. My Mom ...doesn't really buffer the positives [except supports my Instagram.com/mmdfashionbase] about me when it comes to me being online anyways so sure she'd take your side. Too much. That's what they all say. Yeah but I'm building a Company. That's how I was taught Marketing.
I was taught to be aggressive as a Business Woman. That's how we were taught at Smart Circle. -We were taught to be energetic rehash rehash rehash product in hand intro self over and over again give them options, etc. I then applied to my Blogs. Maybe unusual writing, but that was a job I made for myself to keep busy [productive]. -I didn't even have a product when I started [but School Outlines] why I made an App with a Twitter Widget, and published my Twitter Newsfeed with Amazon.com.
I started out disorganized because I was trying to get organized on the brink of aha that's how you are manic puzzling stuff together brain mapping. I keep everything in my head. Then you have to perform hope it comes out pretty and you made the right choices focuses [and] where.
I'm calm now because I have a routine. Then I did not have a routine brainstorming. Order of importance how to market self with what kinds of items why what's important and how to integrate jobs as I go and with what a re-blogable space like we discussed. I can hashtag all my Brands on Wordpress and re-blog once a week Ads. That's so cool to me but I can't see that if I don't know how to work something. -Or hook up my Tweet Jukebox to my Newsfeed and put Ads out automatically once a week like I did my Shopify Ads.
This is how I learned Marketing and Applied it to my Blogging Online. Thanks for being my Co-Pilot and holding my hand the whole time. I've never launched a Campaign before from scratch on my own. Let alone Online. Love you thank you for helping me write this Blog Post."