No matter whos in your life now, or whos with us now, appreciate and value how far you’ve come, and if life is feeling long, well then youre right on track. The days should feel short, if youre keeping busy, and falling asleep with ease, well that’s a job well done, and means you have something to look forward to tomorrow, whether it’s a personal project or work that keeps you moving forward in life, don’t stop at whatever is working for you. Its okay from time to time to go backwards and be afraid of moving forwards in life, the tendency is to think that more is required of you to disclose, than is necessary to any relationship, work or otherwise. Do you know who you are, yes? Okay do they know who you are, yes? Okay then that’s all youre required to disclose, leave the past in the past, and your medical history, keep private. Sometimes work and relationships don’t happen for you in life, if your plate is too full, or if youre not feeling well, and disclose too much about how youre feeling, and if youre not feeling well, then its okay to take a medical leave of absence. No one really wants to hear that youre struggling in life, why people usually leave you alone, if so, just do your best to reintegrate yourself into society, and be a functioning member again, this takes time. If youre not feeling well, adaa.org states that:
“Depression can impact every area of your life, including but not limited to how you sleep and eat, your education and career, your relationships, health, and concentration. Individuals suffering from depression often also have comorbid disorders, such as alcohol and drug abuse or other addictions. Depression doesn’t just occur for an individual in vacuum; it can affect your friends, family, co-workers, and everyone around you.” 
You have to keep going in life, allow people to have lives of their own, and you should have a life of your own. No one can live life for you, that’s for you to decide, how to live your life, and whatever you decide to do, be sure not to self-harm in the process of recovering from whatever is ailing you, set yourself further behind in life. We all go through hardships, and face difficulties, fitting in, and feeling successful, and being apart of, especially when we are not feeling at our best, tend to shy away from engaging in activities, that used to bring us joy. Why is it that when we are doing well, everything happens, and when things aren’t going right everything stops. Ive always wondered that. As your life begins to improve, take small steps when backtracking, and make sure to do so with a therapist, not your boyfriends or significant others, or friends, chances are they have their own viewpoints and vision of how they see the world, that when collided with your troubles, makes them think about what has bothered them in the past, that’s a group therapy thing, not for everyday conversation, just do your best!