August 2017 “my lives” by #lesliefischman
After leaving a meeting and dating, I walked everyday for a month for 1-2 hours, to Peets Coffee and back on Wilshire Blvd. It dawned on me, that I need to lose weight in order to date, and that by my size I was not the first pick at the meeting. When I changed Sponsors, I was made to stay home, not stay up at night in my car parked on Ocean Ave. That’s not safe. I’m sorry for the misunderstanding regarding my mental health issues, why no one would date me, not qualified. Now Im on heavy night meds, that’s from theft, when you get robbed when well, that’s how one gets made ill, that’s why I have a website now, to share everything. -Back in the day, people felt empowered by being on the inside, today that is not considered empowerment, but secreting, and secreting hurts. Allow people to come up on their own, not by exposure to well, try to come up off of people in life, that’s not how to do well in life. Who am I speaking to? My Ex-Boyfriend #aaronbrown, hence the joke no one wants to be #danbrown. You just have to keep a level head about you, and not get caught up in the hoopla that is image. When you become successful and find your way, it will make considerably more sense to you why people drink to wellness. Just stay positive! We do not understand why people get sick, but that doesn’t mean you need to take your illness out on others who are not doing well, that’s the lesson to be learned including yourself. You by your upbringing, are who you are, not by what other people say you are, you just have to think in light of the circumstances, how best to be, with or without people in your lives, and with or without the support of everyone, everyone has their own lives and not required to look up to or love you in return for their lives, are their lives, not your life affecting their lives, as impacted by you.