There are expectation in life. There are not combinations in life that can bring about psychic change for you in the future, or predict future outcomes for yourself and or others, that is just called, luck and good decision-making skills, being well read, and aware of your environment. Understanding whats going on, before something happens to you before you get hurt, well has happened to me enough times, that I can share, usually a period of discomfort, or feeling like you are being forced to be somewhere you do not want to be in life, and would rather be someone else, by choice, and not by choice, by the choices of someone else, where you are, that’s called a loss of control, not by your choices, not in your control, and then there is followed by an increased probability of getting hurt, that’s because (1) youre not where you usually are, not in your element (2) more likely to get hurt when you are not in familiar territory, or in an area where you feel comfortable, trusted.
I just got off the phone with my ex Aaron Brown, and after being heckled at the mall, not something I should repeat, after walking out of a Michelle Williams, Movie. Texted her not to take it personally, too many variables in motion, and was texting Barack Obama throughout before and during and afterward how I felt in response to seeing her, how I was affected by his death. The think his face was a poster I took down, that I never put online. So that’s impossible to have occurred in that way. So that’s the delusional assumption connection that was made, to connect me personally, to a series of events, a poster I took down, it was grostesque defamatory.
-I told Aaron “I’m sorry we faught. Wish I was never born, make the most of life, see positive always, what you have, not what people think.” (coughing in the background the haters walking down the steps who heckled me shouted a racist slur at me because of the way I look and how I speak, because they think I’m gay or needy of men, no I’m independent, I get harassed I NEVER harass others don’t test me, its called life or death, that’s a different set of circumstances = hospitalized NOYB). I work with ravdenltd now, overseas, which is helpful. Its not a big deal.
Aaron replied to me, that he was “glad [I was] born and glad [he] met [me]. [And would] always remember [me] … [but] wish[es] [he] could see [me] … [but] [is] too old, too fat now.” –These things you have to overlook, be encouraging toward others. Notice that if I don’t feel good, then he’s not gonna feel good, vice versa. Simple.
You guys attack me like Im Fox News, or understand public opinion, or how to gear opinions about myself or others, and Im simply not an experimental or experimental in that way, and not for experiment, if anything I try to add reassurances, that the job is getting done, and that I am doing everything humanly possible to help the Government make the best decisions they can for us moving forward, that’s my position. I’m not rebellious, I don’t need trust, I worked for them at Age 22.