You may not get along with everyone, and you might not click with everyone, everyone is running on different information these days, and in the street sense of the word, going by what they hear also, which can be in reality, or through other means, meaning focused on. Not everyone can handle the pressure of who they later become known through, and that’s the pressure of public speaking, who is attached to you or listening from your advisement, and the communications back through feeling may not always be so easy to discern, it’s a pressure like no other, speaking in public, and having a balanced opinion in life. If anyone could be you, who would you be, to set a good example for, and how would you be to ensure the safety needs of those attached to you who know you, take their feelings into consideration, as you speak online, for a solid two years I was a top blogger, but when reality hits in an offensive way, that’s to test your spirit whether you get brought down by the beliefs, sayings, or expressions of others, or whether you accept all with pride, no matter what is said, be glad that others are speaking too and themselves around you, that’s what life is all about, understanding and having compassion for others, no matter where their humor lies, or motivations in life, we cant fulfill the dreams of all people who come into our life, the benefit will eventually run out the harder you are on yourself or others, that’s not perfection that’s rejection, or job loss. To overcome a set of conditions, that you in your heart believe is the right thing to do, is why you decide to support a professionally made campaign that has been around longer than you have ever thought twice or brought into consideration their interests in combatting violence. I think coming from a “high profile” case, you automatically are geared in a way to help a situation, and at a young age, you don’t necessarily, worry too much about the negatives, and do a good job performing to whatever standards were expected of you in helping to take care of those suffering, under unwanted spotlights in life, the goal is always for everyone to be well adjusted, to feel safe, to not be in need, to be independent, to move forward, to outgrow insecurity, and that’s not letting them win, whoever those voices are, and whatever news helicopters are flying over head, over your home, it may have not been a traumatic childhood for you, but for me, it was a constant need that needed to be fulfilled, being a good friend, being professional, being well behaved, being funny, being supportive, introducing friends to one another, able to cater to the needs of others, Ive never been a selfish person, Ive never been into myself, Ive never cared about looks, Ive always done well in school and sports, its only later in life, that benefit becomes an issue, how much is on your plate and why, why are you helping everyone online, and why were you ever not trying your best and doing well in life, or suffering, was there any support lost at the time you fell ill, and what were the causes for you falling ill. I think when Star Magazine announced that OJ was dead in jail, I realized that my time had run out and cried in my cubicle in law school. If you have known a person since you were 4 years old and grew up at their house and on every family vacation, then yes that would make you special, that would make you important, and that would make you affected, and not feel apart of, or to yourself, not to social, focused, and trying to do well in life, not to suffer, not to not be a good friend, or not to not represent the issues and risks inherent to tweeting online, which I recently disclosed to my boss of 7 days, and then I was let go, not needed. It’s a confusing task of acceptance of you, and if you are not in it for the reasons, then you become a fire joke to a bunch of wealthy businessmen and women, who manage money and people for a living, and think that everythings a political communication to be made to demonstrate that they have a heart and to make you look like you don’t have a heart. So that’s your image being used, to make themselves look good, and as a result if you do not demonstrate traits or a story line, or by line, that represents what youre life has been like, where you are now, and if no one feels sorry for you then that’s letting a lawsuit win, or a breakup win, or a condition or diagnosis win, and that’s not helpful to me or the recent 13 suicides of students, who need school, just like I needed school (law school) to survive all the hate, politics, misinformation, rumors, assumptions, and aggressive legal strategies used to make fun of people out of court. I wrote a very thoughtful book after the first fire, and wrote several drafts of books after each fire, and that’s not my fault if there are wild fires, or make fun of me based upon entertainment decisions made, with regards to what other writers I have been in contact with. When a book gets tampered with that’s to label you an offender, a bad decision maker, make fun of your sex life, or dating history, Im not a fraud, Im a Brady Member, Im not obsessed the organization was recommended to me, and my friendship ended because I supported Brady not because of my Twitter which was disclosed to my boss of 7 days, and he let me go.
Originally Posted: 02-08-21