When you get sick, that’s your body telling you to stop what youre doing, and either think of something else, or choose a new profession, is how things look or appear, you cannot “win” so to speak “in reference to Charlie Sheen” if you are overreacting, or not representing yourself well in public and difficult to connect to in private, learn to believe in the concept of “less is more” that is when the odds are against you in life, everything becomes a gamble, whether not others can agree to anything, about anything, that’s not my speciality, addressing a problem, that I have no experience in micromanaging, I only know my odds for reaching those moments of peace, occur, when I am doing everything right, sleeping at night, on a schedule, never in my life have I ever felt compelled to push myself to extremes in life, and maybe its so a permanent condition doesn’t take hold, of those who have been well around me, and have done their best to welcome me back into their lives and trust me, upon being ready to work again, after finishing my law degree, I had to beg to finish, be paid for, that was over a period of many years, either not well to start, then took courses when well, then told to work, then wanted to finish my studies, and then had to work, and then finished my Law Degree, that’s being patient, and listening to others in terms of why its important to work and to continue applying for jobs, that is because the longer you wait, the more difficult it becomes to apply and get a job, that’s being connected in the wrong ways in life, once you fail in life, and that’s not a condition, that is workable in the workforce, or for dating for that matter, there will be glimmers of faith, hi, hellos, and sure lets hang out, and as you lose faith, watch your dreams dimmish, be careful who you are pleasing in life, and always ask yourself why you are where you are, and do your best to make due with how you feel, and where you are health wise, by your choices in life. Whenever I have voices I usually call the police, I used to be good at catching it before things got out of hand self-harming, because I have had one experience swallowing a bottle of kolonopin, not to glamourize that’s $hit, and definitlely not in a poignant way, to make anyone feel good about hearing that, or think up $hit like that in their minds, on a $hitty day in life. Listen, when people F up, that’s to everyones benefit to examine why, keep that confidence to yourself, thou shall not recite put into words or make permanent what feels good to everyone, expecially if everyone is on different $hit these days (meds) the pharmaceutical industry replies that’s to keep you guys f-king separate, so you don’t collide, its to let the good shine, and those we do not trust, at a slower altitude in life, that is noticeably stupid looking without thoughts. I have thoughts, I just don’t speak my mind, and I used to be animated, when I had friends. Do those entertainment skills matter, not if you cant cheer us up, then get the F away from us. I understand, I don’t think that others intend to cause the level of harm they do, that’s because everyone else is doing so well, that this one F up stands out too much, she must not be a person of faith, or of solid work ethic, she seems like she makes moves to make things look like, I couldn’t f-king orchestrate a political opinion toward me in life in the positive if I tried. Just know when you do lose faith, thats why your life turns to $hit, your hard to talk to, and everyone notices you, that’s not an exit strategy giving up in life, that’s being mistaken as a problem or thought of as someone drawn to problems who studies problems, likewise treated.