Why I am upset today. I am upset today because I wrote a very important time piece about I forget what emotions and abstract thoughts were triggered when discussing school shootings and the effects they have had on my academic development and why I decided to Campaign Online and help. And why when things do not turn out pleasant, it is easy to quit or just stop trying so hard, which if anything bad happens, one must always take responsibility for. Being a PUBLIC SPEAKER AND WRITER is a very challenging profession. No I will not stop writing. But yes I will stop fighting.