Message to Keith 01/02/15:
Maybe we should just be friends. I wanted to get married and have a baby one day (but can barely take care of myself). Therefore, in order to do so I need to earn a paycheck and repair my reputation and self esteem after DUI and be in good standing, finish my LLM, and work part time. Until then I think Im too insecure to handle the rejection or any competition. You should be with someone strong & confident. I wished I could be with someone as patient and attentive as you that understands alcoholism & addiction and can keep sober is hard to find. Youre a diamond in the rough, hope to hear from you again. Thank you for helping me when I was lost and mentally ill in and out of the psych ward. Im doing much better now, still not able to work full time, but going to continue working part time instead until I get strong again. Hope so.