I started eating again after fasting mostly for 3 weeks, numbing out.
Ice Beach (Jonas Steur Mix) by Arcane & Niklas Harding
Eighties (Original) by Yilmaz Altanhan
Wicked Tuna is a great show. One of my favorites.
I went nuts for two years. But I think Im tamed now. Disciplined again.
I know someone who works for Sun America, read an article in a SuperLawyers magazine he was featured in, tracing a page. I heard he likes hiding in hotels, I hid out for two weeks in a hotel in DC, and wrote from a Best Western in Boulder commuting to College from LA for my last semester, composing my Honors Thesis. -I applied for a job at Sun American Spring 2013, when I first left law school. Thats why I went nuts after the first day of work, too many flashbacks.
In my office right now Petrocelli! We need to have a talk. You made mentally ill February 2009. Now get the fuck out, and make a positive difference in this world.
He used to work in that building I left a stick with trash tied to it like a Jew and a mixtape for him in 2011/2012.
I love social movements. I write a lot, enjoy making a contribution. I dont need money. Ronald Reagan was in movies before he became President. Keith really liked the movie American Hustle.
Enchanted is one of my favorite movies.
Theres a big curtain inside The US Supreme Court. Very intimate setting cozy.
Look what I drew guys! Good job Leslie, never had anyone submit documents in Crayon.
Justice Roberts is so hot! That was the equivalent of a Justin Bieber concert for a fan, if I were 8 and you were Justin Bieber.
I went boy crazy later in life. Like age 27-28.
And I have my own Iron Mountain Facility on Olympic.
My Karate instructor's name is ___.
Okay go practice your Karate on Petrocelli. Yes! Wanna see my Notebook. (Like the scene at the home. Who are you!)
_____ needs security. Move to a building please.
Petrocelli does International Corporate Defense, last I checked he worked IN the Sun America building NOT SURE IF FOR.
I applied to 100 jobs this Fall, now working for the Ex-President of Sun America. What a small world.
The first day of work was like entering the Twighlight Zone.
I wonder why he left? Hmm :/
I was talking to an Associate and she/he seemed puzzled, asking me what is Bag Fund, Im not sure if I want to put that on my resume its not really clear what it is, was going to just put Of Council to Century West Financial. I just sat there and listened, hm, okay, interesting. In my head whatevers clever, does it matter? Im gonna go back to the party now.
And the Human Rights Watch building says Rolling Global now.
Everytime you see the word Petrocelli highlight it. (Citation to the Movie Clueless).
RIP Brent Shapiro
I got a DUI leaving Harvard Stone in Hollywood.
Elyn Saks got strapped to a bed too in a Psychiatric Ward and went to law school, just like me. Except I got shot with a needle in my neck, because I was hysterical in the hallway inside the Neuropsychiatric Intensive Care Unit slamming my head into the door to my room and into the walls in the hallway. That was my English Patient (movie) moment. Elyn Saks teachers law at USC now and wrote a book called The Center Cannot Hold.
Pass the tape. We need more tape!
Hey ___. Wanna play a game of Mancala. I used to play Yahtzee with my girl friends in Boulder, we liked to stay in, but our guy friends would drag us out to the bars and we'd played pool at The Foundry.
Im happy because my family's happy now, everyones texting me to make plans and my brother just had a baby.
Even my cousin Jackie wants to hangout with me, when I go to New York. She went to Harvard and swam in the Olympics.
She applied for a job in Century City but didnt get the job. Her boyfriend wants to move out to LA.
An Associate told me that my Boss throws parties in Palm Springs with Vegas Cocktail waitresses and has a lot of women. Which made me not take him seriously. Not my Boss, the other Associate. And then a dog barked at me at work, that wasnt obvious, probably because the Associate told me she used to date my Boss. Its like walking on egg shells. Too much information. Awkward. But after a couple weeks I talk to people in the office again personable not cold and intimidated. -So what Im trying to say is that if the Associate didnt tell me they dated I wouldnt have been scared walking past her office and her dog wouldnt have barked at me, so when the Office is dead quiet and Im walking around and the dog starts barking at me, I go great, thats really embarrassing. And next week on as the world turns ...Bart!
I get stage fright, but working on staying in character, need to try hard, be in your face annoying confident in life, thats why Im soft spoken, to avoid the heat. Going through life as a door mat letting people walk all over you, is the most diplomatic approach to all relationships. No bridges burned, people are better off having met me, I dont damage people, I get damaged. -And then I sprayed myself with Lysol on my head and in my ears in my car, because I was damaged, and didnt want to be alive anymore, I go Im done, I give up.
No one wants to be with a reject. Get the fuck away from me. Out of my way Petrocelli, Im going to the Zoo, otherwise Im gonna die getting picked on and punching my head into walls sick from being bullied by everyone. Im gonna run for an hour everyday for two months and apply to a hundred jobs and then write in crayon IM MENTALLY ILL THATS WHY IM NOT WORKING OTHERWISE I WOULD BE WORKING LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
End scene. Now be normal at work. Good job Leslie, great stuff. No one would ever know these things about you if you never said anything, just think the worst or assume the negative.
Run Forrest Run. Yeah Jenny (Keith) left me. Casting call! Keith made the team after 7 months of going out almost every night, no matches. Im picky. (Citation to Movie Forrest Gump).
We're filming The Cutting Edge (was a movie) in Century City, everyone put on your ice skates. And watch out for crow bars. I work for the Ex-President of Sun America and a Tanya (Secretary). What a coincidence. The Attorneys and Secretaries are Ex-Judges. Yes, Im intimidated.
My Mom always told me I was special. She goes "all my kids are special." Thats cause you're special Mom.
Growing up my brother would say to me, "What are you retarded!" "What the fuck is wrong with you!"
Tom Warner was my neighbor one house away, while me and my brother would fight throwing Ikea rolly chairs at the walls throwing tantrums. I would lock myself in the bathroom. Warner used to date Katie Couric and died from Cancer. Katie interviewed my Mom at the house when I was little, met her under the bright lights, blinding me could barely see her face. And Star Magazine used to call my line (the fax machine line -the only number not taken) and ask to speak to a family member, and say sorry I cant talk to you, gotta go and hang up. I grew up living at my Dads house with my brother and my sister lived with my Mom.
It was my idea to have a Lemonade Stand at Sydney's house, there used to be a crowd of people outside her house all day. We made hundreds of dollars, I made the Lemonade and she stood up front with my Sister, and they made the Cover of People Magazine. That was fun.
So thats my you cant handle the truth story. Fighting with Petrocelli online. I want the truth! You cant handle the truth! And we locked ourselves in hotel rooms. The End. (Quotes from the Movie A Few Good Men).
Okay we can jump on the Trampoline now, but after Mancala. (Citation to the Movie Big).
I do magic shows on weekends. I patrol on weekdays at night and write for the funny pages online in my free time.
Another great movie is Men of Honor. Thats how I felt in law school.
Pass the crayons! We need more crayons.
No more crayons, pass the fire some wax and some dye and Ill make my own crayons.
One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber
Pass the chocolate and Pirates Booty Justice Roberts. Arm fold. Classic, just like my Dad folded his arms at Petrocelli.
Treasure by Bruno Mars (in walks Justice Thomas with a boombox over his shoulder).
Get Lucky (feat Pharrell) by Daft Punk
Describes my match.com experience going out to the same bars everyday for 7 months. Made a lot of friends, only dated 3 men. Why? Because my Ex made me feel bad about myself and worthless and suicidal because I left him and was strong and happy running for an hour up wilshire from brentwood to century city and back trying to lift my spirits after leaving law school. Then I started drinking, got depressed, suicidal, dysfunctional, had a nervous breakdown, went into psychosis. And have not been able to recover since, Im still sick.