Start time 20 mins. 12:24 am
Finish time: 2:01:29:99 at 3:45AM
Explanation Addendum for why fly to DC. Im trying to help, not cause trouble. If my opinions matter than I should share opinions sparingly, so that my words are not used against me, the point is to not get in trouble and if Im in trouble and doing my best and no one can help me get help and explain myself and what caused me to react or feel like I had to go through every detail of my life like a convict to then be treated indifferently. My boyfriend did not respect me, thought I was pretty but call me a moron, or criticize me for who Ive dated, treating me like I had a big head or a lot of confidence needed to be brought down to earth, picked on. That hurt my feelings. My grades went down. I didnt try as hard. I dont get good test scores Im not a UCLA student or at Chapman Law School on Scholarship. Made me feel stupid. If Im too stupid for you, than date someone else was my rationale for leaving after I fell out of love. I never choked in Law School on my own. He'd dump me before or during or day before a final(s), psyche me out when Im focused in writing mode writing a practice essay (even after responding politely) question me, or make me feel bad accuse me of not caring for him or ignoring him, just today Im writing an essay super focused, why today do you need to text cant you wait an hour or two when Im finished, I dont get it.
Im sick now because I got hurt after I left him fighting. Then dated to men who could not committ. And now Im sicker from anxiety alone or worry or rejection. Okay fine. Karma for leaving. Can I be well now. Im tired. Im not trying to blame anyone but I need to explain, I worked really hard its not drugs or alcohol. Why? Because I drank and took too many pills and now look at me. Slow not achieving. This is what a drug addict alcoholic looks like sounds like in recovery. Disorganized, humor off, etc.
I have a pill problem. Too much pain, did not know how to deal with rejection and being put in uncomfortable situations from bad choices and the consequences that followed. Im a monogamist. I dont cheat.
(102.7) Jealous by Nick Jonas (4:15am)
Radio Team was established in 2009 when I lived in West Hollywood, they kept playing the same Beyonce song and Britney.
Go Radio Team!
And listened to a Techno Mix my Psychic's Daughter made for me and a CD by Taylor Swift in 2008 on my way to work.
And a car drove through Brentwood Country Club's fence.
Heroes (97.1) by Alesso -
New Song! Time of Our Lives by Pitbu feat. Ne-Yo
And listened to Hello Goodmorning by TI
On my way to work at Childrens Law Center.
My Brother's best friend works for a radio station. I think.
(92.3) Poison by Bell Biv Devoe - The DJ at The Foundry in Boulder CO would always play this song when I was there with my girl friends playing pool with our guy friends. Walk in like oh yeah got in to the bar I feel so cool.
Alive by Empire of the Sun (iphone)
Still working on my hat collection Barack.