Sex online with my Boss.
Still have my job.
Guys stop being paranoid.
Oh ya so sexy! Just like Eli Stone.
Dont call me Anna Nicole Smith.
Shes so easy I just put her in my Porsche and she came.
Dudes its not funny. Everyone in DC saw that happen. Oh no here she goes again.
Youll get used to living in public I was forced to, given my circumstances.
At this rate. The farthest Id go would be sleeping in a guest room. I dont want to Michael Jackson him. Better start dressing like a Woman not a School Girl.
Im at the Jurassic Park themed Gas Station on Santa Monica Blvd. This place is so funny. Most hyped up Gas Station in the City.
Could have just asked for him to turn the heat down put on the air conditioning, but if they like it that way I dont ask questions or ask for any changes to be made to suit my needs.
I dont speak Schizophrenic.
We dont need to speak Schizophrenic anymore in USA. We can write online now.
I make a better bitch in life than a keeper.
Defense to being Lesbian: In Boulder I had a mirror. Should have used a mirror all instances subsequent.
Bestway Pesto from the Gas Station, just like 7-11, so good!
100 dollars on Sunbag.
Dont shoot me, Boss please.
Okay okay, Ill actually try. Not talk shit.
I like challenges.
I dont like vulnerability. Why I woke you up.
He likes you not sure vulnerable. Now be sure and move on. -I have mental illness now. Not a healthy mate, sick.
Thats why I hid in a hotel room in DC for two weeks flew back and forth twice spent $2,000.00.
Mental illness = head hurts and into men 48 years old when Im 25 ill.
Carney is the PERFECT age gap for me.
Im mentally ill dating men around my age.
Id rather Mother a 60 year old than a 32 or 36 year old. -Ive dated too many inexperienced men and got sick. Theyre all stronger, Im weaker.
To them dating me was like dating an older Woman.
I get a new boyfriend no sexual favors needed. And he can date whoever he wants. And we're both happy.
93.5 "lyrical ganster"
When I hold my right arm. Thats confirmation. Now I cant hold my right arm so you wont know.
Rand puts his hands in his pockets.
Those were the orders.
When my hands werent in my pockets, what happened?
You got fucked over and someone gave you Cancer.
Hands in your pockets Molly.
Best way to get a job and keep a job.
103.5 Vogue by Madonna (12:35 am)
I can always call Marchello and go street when Im 35. He's from Italy.
Im only 29. Im training in The Bahamas right now, to learn how to live Independent again of others. I got scared.
Keith has a lot of nervous energy but lives comfortably. Never understood that. -If it makes Keith feel any better RonHacker had a lot of nervous energy when ge first met me too, and I calmed him down. He's not manic anymore chill.
My Mom and Dad take GREAT CARE OF ME.
100 DOLLARS ON SUNBAG!
Im shrinking. My calves compressed. My head shrunk. But Im just as smart. Sometimes my eyes get smaller.
HANDS IN YOUR POCKETS
With Aaron my feet lost muscularity toes look like they fell asleep, face washed our tired looking.
HANDS IN YOUR POCKETS
Healthy mates, eat well, exercise, attentive, text and call you, not promiscuous, not insecure, stable, career oriented, and comfortable sexually and want committment.
Healthy mates can GLOW ON THEIR OWN do not require you to make them glow. Healthy mates WARM YOU UP dont make you cold. Healthy mates smell SWEET NOT SOUR. Healthy mates get check ups dont try to be intimate with sores on their mouth and if they have HPV like I got I TELL MY MATE I GOT HPV so they can decide whether to mate or not. And once they tell you their prior mate had HPV, then its okay if you STOP MATING.
Healthy Exercise, walking for 20 mins or running is sufficient. Totally changed my face and Revitalift face cream. Looked BRAND NEW SHARP.
Im always attracted to THE HYPER ONES why? Because I have ADD ADHD GET TIRED EASILY BORED, so we BLEND WELL.
I was not attracted to Aaron, first boyfriend not attracted to. Im not picky they dont need to be good looking. Naturally there was a reason why my body didnt light up attracted. We dont blend well. My Boss I lit up my face turns red. But not during the interview. Thats without even looking at him just being around him. That was a really weird reaction. I dont think about him sexually. He just heats me up. Its really weird guys. Pay attention, its pretty cool never paid attention that much until I went Mollystein on everyone. Ive lived alone since 2004, NEVER HAD THIS PROBLEM NERVOUS ON MY OWN TREMORS. Thats cause Keith conditioned you to need sex to feel warm safe.
NO ONE IS PUNISHING ME I PUNISH MYSELF BECAUSE IM HARD ON MYSELF I DONT SLEEP PUSH MYSELF TO EXTREMES UNTIL I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA DIE OR COLLAPSE --TO RETRAIN MY BODY TO BE STRONG AGAIN NOT DEPRESSED WEAK CO DEPENDENT AND SCARED. Like basic training. Toughen up.
Keith left me after I stopped writing online for 1-2 months, slowed down. When I was writing a lot he would see me once a week.
Im a PUT ALL MY EGGS IN ONE BASKET decision maker and dater.
Why? Because he looked sad, I was hyper high strung anxiety. So when I stopped to pay attention I got a shock. And when he left the room. I warmed up. That was so weird to me. --Now I get warm when he leaves, cold when he's near, warm when I hear him, cold when I come in, warm when I leave, cold when I sleep, warm right now. Warm like MY WHOLE BODY IS WARM CHEEKS AND ARMS ESPECIALLY, and CHEST. Lower half of my body is cold.
I dont think thats sexual attraction now. But at the time I freaked out. Because I thought thats what it was. But it was just that he made me feel good included.
Im Barack's pretend Call Girl, cause I was bored, thought it would be fun to see how fast messages get to him. If we were to put me in a category of order of importance.
Covert Soldier Whore reporting to duty.
My Drill Sergeant is MrRonHacker.
The Paula Jones Bill Clinton Case was in my text book. --I have a Find my iPhone App. thought of Steve Jobs, such a cute idea. Or sing on the promenode and later a music manager approaches you at a bar. That was fun.
Or get into an LLM program studying Finance and getting a job in Finance and Real Estate Law, that was cool.