Realization of Relevant Story Shared:
I mentioned on Facebook that the "Swastika Kids" folded OJs Laundry in Prison.
After I went missing for three hours with a busted chin, bruised knee, bruised arms, stomach down, tired, body sore, I went to the psychward (May 2014).
Wheres It At by Beck
Who framed the Swastika Kids?
Thats what I get for calling myself Super Johnny Online.
Kids? Because at CU BOULDER there was an incident in 2006 where a group of young people put up flyers in the library. During which time, I decided to identify one group of Swastika people as kids as an all in one identifier for Swastika people in general as titled the Swastika Kids based on the group exposed to first in college who while studying in the library were reported to have put up racist flyers all over the stacks at Norlin Library, I studied in a cubicle doodled all over in it (i.e. Tagged Up). And later called the Swastika people in Prison with OJ who are friends of his, the Swastika Kids.
Kids is a movie about Drugs and STDs I think, if I remember correctly.
And my boyfriend left me.
A small price to pay, in the grand scheme of things. I have mentioned if anyone has an issue to take it out on me, to discourage causing harm to others or not well equipped or unable to handle responding or sharing stories to which hopefully all can relate honestly and with detail and what goes on in my head as I deal with a problem and any emotion that comes up or words used to describe that emotion. (COCAINE 2006 affected tone of writing HUGE INSERT of guilty tone for snorting Cocaine THATS IT). My words never reflect my actions in the immediate unless already in action, my actions are not a product of my words but already in action and not in reflection of any actions on my part and words reflect what action and non-action I decide to take in life such as letting go of a relationship or saying I cant do this anymore its too hard if you love someone else just let me know to which he replied actually im dating someone new (May 2014). Im non confrontational not aggressive I get pushed to my limits until I snap that usually stops the harm from occurring or bullying or confrontation, is to implode to the satisfaction of the aggressor.
Break time in memory of Martin 8:25PM.
Now run for the Swastika Kids choice identifier. Im sorry that was immature snotty and smart alecky like she thinks she knows everything we're small she's big like she thinks shes the Boss walking through campus like a scene from the movie Clueless. Not cute in jest choice words if applicable were not taken lightly and highly offensive as discounting another groups beliefs. Im alive Im half Jewish half Catholic Filipina Israeli Russian Spanish. And Im happy Im alive. Thank you President Barack Obama.
Martin, in the habit of leaving out last names for purposes of securing anonyminity unless identification useful to help one protect themselves or assert boundaries or set higher standards, look out for me be understanding not worry at all :)