Something is off today, really off.
Im gonna go hide under a rock now, my Boss.
This must be my coming to Jesus moment in life.
Ive been treated like a Delinquent my whole life.
He was so nice to me. Please dont be, waste of energy. People dont like me, neither should you, I just need work, shove me a cubicle somewhere, what Im used to, and Im one happy camper. -Im good at helping people, dont know how to help myself.
Keith's in rehab for 3 months not sure where he'll be after. That was really hurtful he stopped seeing me September for no reason while undergoing surgery said he'd see me after, never did.
He dated someone new, broke chemistry, why it never worked out since, bond broken. I got assaulted, I never had sex with anyone. Thats different. Revenge fucking is TOTALLY INAPPROPRIATE GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES HE SENT ME OUT ON A COCAINE RUN I WAS FOCUSED IN SCHOOL DOING WELL RUNNING EVERYDAY.
And I told him that. And he got mad at me. Its not my fault, I had no ride, no cabs, phone died, DUI, stranded on the Strip. Im not a fucking disappointment and Im not stupid, I get fucked over in life, those are the cards I get dealt, Im sorry..... fucked up shit happens to me in my life.