Senator Mitch McConnel
Senator Tom Corbin
Senator Tom Carper
Senator Barbara Boxer
Senator Rand Paul
Senator Marco Rubio
Senator Rand Paul showed up in a Tux once on CSPAN when they were doing the roll call. That was so funny.
Rubio & Rand need help financing their campaign for President. They just got a new office. They do their homework, two of the MOST WELL PREPARED speakers on CSPAN by far, heads of commissions and boards, hearing officers, they help with HR interview and hire high ranking officials for positions within the Government. And two of the sharpest, most confident, thorough, detailed, hardworking, and involved of all the people I watched on CSPAN in 2013. Then I went back to reality, stopped watching CSPAN, and tried to live a normal simple life. But lost all self-esteem, felt like I had nothing else going for me in life but my significant other, forgot how I used to be because I was made to feel bad about myself became something else a weak insecure person scared of people suicidal and believed that I was permanently mentally retarded. The only thing that retards me is when I become dependent on others. The only time I am able to achieve consistently is when Im independent of others not dependent on anyone to feel secure like anythings possible. I look strong but Im very sensitive and people pick on me like Im cocky and thats not my personality, otherwise those comments would make me stronger but thats not how I work, when angry I committ suicide hurt myself, it doesnt make me try harder, it makes me stop trying become a weaker person less driven not motivating at all. My Ex had a me against the world personality, put me down, always pretending he was sad but really he was excelling in school super sharp. Thats not a healthy relationship, help make me strong, your this your that, if I wasnt strong and confident I would have never dated you, I wouldnt be open to dating, would have just ignored you. I was fine on my own. I wasnt good enough for you. Why do you think I left, because you werent sure about me, I got a job in DC anyways otherwise wouldnt have kept applying, he broke up with me constantly, jump through hoops for what. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SO FUCKING IMPORTANT AND HAVE EVERYTHING IN LIFE SO FIGURED OUT THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO CRITICIZE ME AND TELL ME IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT LIVING THE BEST LIFE I CAN AND HAVE SO MUCH TO BE PROUD OF. WAKE UP! --I WAS A PARALEGAL YOU HAD ZERO WORK EXPERIENCE AND YOU PUT ME DOWN CALL ME A MORON. FOR SOMEONE WHO VOLUNTEERED AT THE SPECIAL OLYMPICS AND A BEHAVIORAL HEALTH TECHNICIAN AT A HOSPITAL FOR SCHIZOPHRENIC PATIENTS CHANGING YOUR CDS IN YOUR CAR EVERY TWO SECONDS AND KICKING YOU IN THE SHINS, YOU SHOULD KNOW TO STOP WHEN I SAY STOP AND I TOLD YOU ON DATE ONE I WAS HOSPITALIZED I HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES IM NOT READY TO DATE AND WHEN I NEED TO BE ALONE SAY MY HEAD HURTS YOU DEMAND RESPONSE TO A MILLION TEXT MESSAGES AND I RESPOND, LIGHTEN UP --YOU TOOK TIME OFF TO STUDY FOR FINALS FOR TWO MONTHS OKAY I RESPECT THAT YOU TAKE TIME OFF TO STUDY AND TAKE THE BAR OKAY FINE I RESPECT THAT YOU CANT TALK YOUR STUDYING I RESPECT THAT YOU CANT SEE ME YOU HAVE TOO MUCH SCHOOL WORK NO TIME I RESPECT THAT, WHY THE FUCK CANT I BE ALONE FOR TWO WEEKS TRAVELING TO DC AND NOT BE ON YOUR NUTS 24/7 SEVEN DAYS A WEEK AS YOUR CHEERLEADER, I NEED TO RE EVALUATE MYSELF I GOT ACADEMICALLY DISMISSED FOR A 1.9 GPA GOT Ds DATING YOU FAILING MISSED WORK OPPORTUNITY SENT TO REHAB BC I GOT SUICIDAL AFTER YOU DUMPED ME MAY 2011 THE DAY BEFORE MY EVIDENCE II FINAL. NEVER QUESTIONED YOU ASSUMED YOU WERE ALWAYS HONEST ALLOWED YOU TO SLEEP ON MY COUCH IN MY APARTMENT ------[FOR THE REASONS YOU STATED DID NOT EVEN THINK FOR ANY OTHER PURPOSE OR THINK THAT ALLOWING YOU TO DO SO WOULD ENABLE YOU TO CAUSE FUTURE HARM TO ME OR ENABLE YOU TO TAMPER WITH DESTROY OR SEARCH ANY OF MY PRIVATE SPACES DURING THAT TIME WITHOUT PERMISSION WITHOUT AUTHORITY TO DO SO WITHOUT REASON TO DO SO AND WITHOUT RESPECT FOR MY PRIVATE SPACES INCLUDING THE RIGHT TO PRIVACY OF MY MIND IN PRIVATE SPACES AS BEING NO DIFFERENT NOW FROM MY MIND IN PUBLIC SPACES TO SAY THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN NO REASON TO SEARCH THROUGH MY BELONGINGS AND DOING SO ONLY CAUSED ME HARM AND BENEFITED NO ONE BUT THE INDIVIDUAL IF CULPABLE TO ENABLE THEMSELVES TO CAUSE HARM AND OR MANIPULATE AND OTHERWISE USE INFORMATION TO BENEFIT THEMSELVES AND CAUSE HARM TO ANOTHER WITHOUT JUSTIFICATION - I AM NOT AN EXPERIMENT DONT TREAT ME LIKE IM AN EXPERIMENT DONT EXPERIMENT WITH ME OR ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY TO FEEL EMPOWERED BY AN ABILITY TO CONTROL A PERSON WHO TRUSTED YOU AS SOMEONE NOT CAPABLE OF CAUSING THE KIND OF HARM SUFFERED BECAUSE I NEEDED TO BE ALONE AND NEVER FOR THE PURPOSES ARGUED AND NEVER FOR THE PURPOSES SUPPORTED BY A COERCED UNWANTED ADVANCE WHICH WAS MADE KNOWN TO YOU IN COMPLIANCE WITH YOUR DEMAND AND PROMISE OF NOT GETTING MAD AND CONTINUED FRIENDSHIP, UPON WHICH HONESTY WAS GIVEN AND TO WHICH HARM WAS SUFFERED FROM COMPLYING WITH HONESTY AND ATTACKED AND ACCUSED OF BEING IN THE WRONG, THATS LIKE SAYING HERE GIVE ME YOUR GUN I JUST WANT TO SEE IF ITS REAL IM NOT GONNA SHOOT YOU I JUST WANT TO SEE YOUR GUN TO SEE IF IF ITS THE SAME AS MY GUN (ASSUMPTION IN MY HEAD) AND IF THE GUN IS THE SAME AS MY GUN IM GONNA SHOOT YOU WITH IT AND THEN SAY WELL YOU POINTED A GUN AT ME THAT WHY I SHOT YOU WITH IT, WHEN YOU ASKED FOR THE GUN AND THEN SHOT ME WITH THE GUN, AND IF I DIDNT TELL YOU I HAD A GUN (I.E. COMPROMISING STORY) IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU WOULDNT HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE GUN THAT YOU SHOT ME WITH AND MADE ME MORE SICK, WHEN I ALREADY FELT LIKE I GOT HUSTLED AND MADE TO LOOK BAD] -----AND I ALLOWED YOU TO SLEEP ON MY COUCH WITH THE TV ON ALL NIGHT (TO SOUNDSCAPES ON MUSIC CHOICE BECAUSE YOU NEEDED TO LISTEN TO WATERFALLS AND NATURE TO FALL ASLEEP IN THE MIDDLE OF MARINA DEL REY WE ARE IN NATURE THE SEALS BARK ALL NIGHT, AND MY ELECTRICITY BILL SKYROCKETED. YOU DONT ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS BUT EXPECT TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME YOUR NEVER HONEST BUT REQUIRE ME TO BE HONEST IM ALWAYS HONEST WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU TRUST ME I TEXT YOU 24/7 SEVEN DAYS A WEEK LOST TOUCH WITH ALL FRIENDS TALK TO NO ONE BUT YOU DONT EVEN MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ANYONE AND YOU BOSS ME AROUND BECAUSE YOU THINK IM BLINDE AND YOUR SMARTER BECAUSE YOU TEST WELL AND READ BIG BOOKS AND FOLLOW POLITICS AND READ POLITICAL BLOGS ONLINE. I helped make you a stronger person, thats all I required in return to maintain a relationship, if I become weaker, that means that sonethings off, if Im not growing and you are, and I change everything to accomodate your needs and you still complain arent happy, I dont think this is gonna work out youre too needy I want to be with a smart attorney who has her shit together. I was the smart attorney who had her shit together when you met me, why break me down, if I didnt drive a BMW represent you well come from a good family, popular, great social skills, comfortable with myself, you wouldnt be so well adjusted confident now and not the shy insecure person you were when you met me, your so much tougher now than you were when I met you. When I was strong I never put you down. Its wrong to use your strength to hurt others, either help make others stronger or just go your own way nothing nice to say dont say it at all.
Thats whats currently bothering me.
Re: My boyfriend in Law School for 2 years 4 months.
Caught (Club Mix) by Markus Schulz
All my ex boyfriends are successful, I dont damage people, I help make them stronger and when theyre feeling good and dont need me or find someone new, I fall out of love move on and let go. It hurts sobad I did coke, or drink, have to make myself strong on my own again. RECALIBRATE.
Im the in the meantime girlfriend or my first girlfriend girlfriend. Practice on me fuck up Ill correct you and your wife will thank me one day. (Is how Aaron made me feel). I date guys people are friends with but dont date. I grew up with a lot of guy friends always one of the guys. And usually the guys that all the girls want dont date me, theyre friendly like what up feesh, but not in that way.