Everyones really hard on me, if I go out and drink and come home I get screamed at until I start punching myself in the head about to throw my bike helmet and get tackled and put in a headlock. So I dont drink. Why I keep to myself and dont date and dont hang out with friends. I wrote a lot and write a lot because there was tampering and data lost while in Law School and afterward when I started my Masters in Law, one computer was wiped out and the other hard drive stolen. While PDF'ing all my paper files, and storing all my work and writings on files online in password protected accounts, while recovering from mental illness fighting with my Ex because I left him, and got hit on when depressed told this person Im going through a break up I dont feel like talking to anyone right now (taken advantage of = asked to hang out play a board game in his room and watch a movie) at a bar in February 2013 (asked to hang out play a Professional Responsibility board game and we didnt have sex but he wanted to but I did not want to so we did not have sex, he followed me to my car from the bar because he didnt want me to drink and drive, I trusted him because he was a law student at UCLA), then went to the psych ward in February 2013, upon returning was interrogated by my Ex until I started punching myself in the head, and he called me a slut and said I cheated on him, when we were separated. When he wanted to see me in July after having discussed moving forward he criticized me again, frustrated being ridiculed slammed my head into a tree, because he wouldnt stop arguing after I said stop several times my head hurts. Then when I started dating someone new, and made amends with him he asked to visit me and said it was okay then tried to hook up with me and refused to have sex, then says Id never go back to you yeah right I can do so much better your disgusting, then I had to tell the person I was dating I saw my ex but we didnt have sex Im sorry, then he eventually started dating someone and so did my Ex from law school. Im always honest. Ive never hurt anyone intentionally or hurt anyone to get back at anyone I usually just keep moving forward and dont look back. -For the most part others enjoy making me feel and look stupid, hence the tampering and computer losses 2010-2013. Why I dont talk to anyone and keep to myself.