Running Santa Monica Race Horse Track. Dont shoot the horse! Protest. The Thoroughbread Horse is me. Dont shoot me. OJ took me to a Horse Race once and we got to stand in the Winners Circle. -hour run tonight or until my head hurts need to stop. My Ex said he handled death penalty cases and so did John. Said they look at pictures of dead bodies all day at the DAs office. Im a Secondary Victim of Homicide, Nicole was like a Mother to me. Stop gasing me. Who's doing that. Stop knocking on my door. I made peace with the Mafia, we're chill Im alive. If I dont run. He cant have sex. If I run, they feel safe. Fuck you. 40-60mg adderrall today stressed out. Need to freeze. Melt. Or 1 line of Cocaine. My brain. When stressed headache, 1 line calms me down cools melts. The stress is coming from People stressed out with me. Im trying to make everyone happy. Whats the rush?