And led a seminar, was one of two speakers assigned to that topic, and only one to speak, it was a small group. And presented my research study. That was in Chicago 2006, and bought the blue trench coat style dress by Theory from Neimans in Chicago, I wore yesterday. And my belt is missing. Why would someone steal my belt. Things like that they keep hurting me. -I keep all my clothes organized everything together. Why hurt me. STOP! The belt was kept on the hanger to the dress which last checked before moving was together when I got to my new apt missing nowhere, spent months looking for belt nowhere to be found. I hid a knife Marta broke and kept in the kitchen, why because it was suspicious and needed to be marked for evidence AS A FULL PROOF SCIENTIFIC DEFENSE YOU FUCKING MORON. WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE STEAL A FAMILY USED KITCHEN KNIFE SITTING THERE FOR YEARS FROM A HOLE PUNCHER BOX IN MY CLOSET AND A DISPOSABLE PARTY CAMERA FROM A MY NEW YEARS PARTY. GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING RETARD. AND THATS WHY I POURED LAUNDRY DETERGENT ON THE FLOOR OF MY APT AND FILLED THE EMPTY BOTTLE WITH WATER AND DUMPED THE WATER ON MY SISTER'S Windshield. BECAUSE SHE WONT FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE DOESNT RESPECT MY PRIVACY AND TALKS SHIT ABOUT ME, DEFAMES ME BEHIND MY BACK, AND BORROWS CLOTHES WITHOUT ASKING. HERES THE RESTRAINING ORDER. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME.
I WAS BORN READY FOR TRIAL. I COULD WALK BACK TO DC AND WITHOUT NOTES DEFEND MY RIGHT TO PROTECT MY PRIVACY AND BUILD TRAPS TO CONFUSE INTRUDERS AND STALKERS UNTIL THEY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE LIKE DUMPING LAUNDRY DETERGENT ON MY FLOOW BY MY ENTRY WAY SO WHEN THEY STORM IN TO STEAL MEDS AND GO THROUGH STUFF THEY SLIP AND FALL. THAT WAS THE POINT, DO NOT ENTER WITHOUT PERMISSION.
YOU HAVE NO JUSTIFICATION FOR STEALING FROM ME OR TREATING ME LIKE A CRIMINAL, I ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH I NEVER LIE AND I DO NOT ENGAGE IN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY AND NEVER TAKE SHORT CUTS IN LIFE. AND DONT GET HELP FROM ANYONE AND HAVE NO FRIENDS BECAUSE I CANT STAND THE POLITICS AND TALKING SHIT I JUST STOPPED TALKING TO EVERYONE.
Mom said its an OPEN TRIAL so an OPEN TRIAL I WILL FIGHT WITH FULL FORCE AND AUTHORITY TO DO SO GIVEN TWO OF OJs ATTORNEYS ARE DEAD AND DO NOT WANT TO BE MISTAKEN AS ONE OF HIS ATTORNEYS AND PUT MY LIFE AT RISK WOULD BE FUCKING RETARDED DO YOU THINK IM FUCKING RETARDED GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME
NOW you can play piano and your favorite Adele songs, blasting the volume from your Balcony causing a scene and roaming around your apartment with your forehead flashlight and smoke week with your girlfriends and Cannibus Club Card and get drunk on weekends in your designer heels and Nars face paint. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ALL ABOUT WHY WERENT YOU WORKING HARD OR IN SCHOOL TRYING TO ESTABLISH A CAREER FOR YOURSELF? Instead of making fun of me talking shit to me criticizing me talking to me like Im retarded or need advice or direction in life, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. DONT CALL TEXT OR CONTACT ME I NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN.
My sisters BEEN AGGRESSIVE TOWARD ME for MANY YEARS does not talk to me, try to be friends with her, but cold to me, I ask her to move her things out of her room when she got an apt she would not listen I said I need a bigger room to study, after 4-5 months moved her things out into the hall packed up neatly told her in advance with her permission to put her things in boxes to be put in storage, she comes to the house upset and punches and kicks me to the ground. I dont fight. Never been in a fight IN MY ENTIRE LIFE EXCEPT DUMPING WATER WATER WATER WATER WATER ONLY ON HER CAR.
Adele and Skylar should work together. Skylar was really excited to finally talk with me at the Bachelorette party, happy to have new family. My sister pulls me aside what were you and Skylar talking about how come she doesnt talk to me that much. I dont know. Because Im weird and blog online eclectic like her, and a writer.
My Brother just had a baby says has three crazy Aunts.
Skylar Grey is my Sister-in-Law. No connection lyrically. She didnt know I went on 5150 hold for a suicide attempt February 2008 while making binders and separated from my Ex, living in West Hollywood. That was a coincidence.
And Im like Michael Craighton online Nancy Drew version of being in law school and preparing for trial in case of emergency since 2008.
I had to expedite trial to The US Supreme Court and explain what troubles I was having in law school and outline incidences issues and what was interpreted and how I responded to then be forced to Super Johnny everyone online, and then take blame for anything wrong that occurred during moments I took a break from trial to rest, continue school, work, and constantly interrogated and demands made to hang our go to dinner whenever Im on all cylinders focused, break focus, take 1-2 weeks to focus again, and so on and so forth. Put everyone on the blame it on Molly Plan since there was HUGE USE OF LIKENESS CONSPIRACY GOING ON CAUSING CONFUSION OF THE ISSUES AND CAUSING ME PROBLEMS AND BEING JUDGED GIVEN A HARD TIME MISREPRESENTED USED AND MADE TO LOOK STUPID DISCREDIT DISCOUNT OR ATTACK MY CHARACTER OR ACADEMIC INTEGRITY. AND WHY I GET SUICIDAL.
To blame me for everything YOU WOULD HAVE TO DECLARE ME A PROFESSIONAL.
I apologize for use of the word "retarded" as an adjective to express frustration and pain really annoying stuff.