So ya back to Ghostbusters Movie analogy, like the scene where the baby is floating down the pink slime river, and then the guy in the painting lifts them out of the cradle and puts her on the ground, and she screams, "wait! Im not done with law school yet :/" and the guy in the painting says to the baby, dont worry about that, just learn how to walk like the rest of us, it may take you longer with no one to hold you up and show you how but I believe in you, you'll figure it out eventually just keep trying to get back into school and like your parents said in Boulder, just finish because if you stop going to school than its going to be even more difficult for you to go back, which is why I keep writing my fact pattern and analyzing all the billions of sides and arguments possible to keep my mind busy and productive because Im scared of turning into a vegetable again and its taken a lot of hard work and determination just to get into law school and ran out of steam and once well rested enough to handle the pressure and criticism judgment distractions side talk giggles interruptions counter attack arguments and rebuttals interference with already diminishing ability to focus I hope to once again make a full recovery while jogging at 4.0 rpms at an incline of 5.0 on the tredmill in front of a window for everyone to watch and say, is she real? Or full of shit? [deleted sentence] Is she stupid or just mentally challenged? Is she a product of her Enviornment or is she on meds? In response to the latter, I am both a product of my enviornment and on meds and to be in my enviornment requires me to be on meds, so that I keep things in perspective and adjust accordingly to the next hard ball someone throws at my heart.