Timeline Reporting Order
1. Go to first day of class
2. Meet with Dean and a Professor to address current status and notification that if unable to attend classes may need to take a medical leave of absence
3. Fly to DC, a few days only, meet childhood friend for dinner and his fiance, attend a US Supreme Court hearing, waited in line for a ticket.
4. Walked by White House and sat on a bench every night for hours like a security guard or being put on time out
5. Walked into FBI DC to file a report and gave them all my information to look into things that I was paranoid and or worried about at the time and that I was fighting with my boyfriend who keeps getting mad at me wont leave me alone after telling him I need to be alone right now
6. When I came home, flew to DC again, this time stayed at my hotel the whole time or walked around no site seeing, except visiting the US Supreme Court to read cases because I was too tired to wait a few hours and sign up for a US House of Rep. tour, and went straight to the Courthouse, read and briefed until I was tired, then back to my hotel.
6. I report to Culver City station once a year.
7. I call the police, and if I need help I report to my parents
8. Stop hurting me. Gasing me. Putting chemicals in things, pranks, these are harmful to my medical condition.
If I go out, and I dont know how I got home, and my Mom tells me I got a call and you were found passed out at your apartment. And she treats it as I got wasted and passed out. I only had 3 drinks. She goes, your face, hands and feet were dirty and I took your pants off and put you in bed. I promise I did not go out and get wasted I dont remember leaving the bar.
During the time following I was hyper vigilant having nightmares, would call 911 demanding them to respond and come to my building, saying theres a hostage situation, my neighbor above me is making too much noise and knocked on his door and got tasered. Asking them whats going on.
So I went to the ER at UCLA and go I dont feel well, I need testing done, there were chemicals in my car and I had bugs on me and lysoled myself, I need a poison control center. Requested for a rape kit exam at Dr Rosenbaum, sent to another Dr new Dr no adderrall no one helped me. I reported everything I know and everything I remember and that Im sick. Why is everyone being cold to me. If Im told the police cant help me, and told not to contact people when Im scared, then I get thrown under the bus. Listen Im not an investigator why hold me to a standard, if I ask for help that means I dont feel well help drive me to a doctor or drive me to the police station. Because no one helped me, Im being punished not getting better.
I reported to a DA Aaron Brown, my ex boyfriend.
Dont attack me like Im the FBI, I dont have protection. Im not your shield. I dont have answers to everything. I know Im not a criminal and Im not a crime fighter, I am NOT TOUGH enough to play street games, I do not need to put myself in danger thats forcing me out of my element go out of my way out of my comfort zone which is local bars not a bar Ive never been to out alone before is dangerous.
Im doing my best. Im on and off meds. Meds stolen. Wonder why I drank. Stop testing me causing trouble.
Who logged into my deactivated Twitter Account and change my name to my website and post feed without my authorization. Things like that. Why try to alter or control or manipulate how I appear to others by gaining access to an account thats not yours and presenting it as you want. These are among the types of power plays that occurr when others find power in harming me when Im already harmed no additional harm is required for what purpose.
Similar instance occurred in 2012, password changed account opened, while I was studying in school, at which time deactivated account if not in use only active when in use.
These are my reports.
Ive done everything I can to make people happy. Took on every role in the book, hung myself from a virtual tree online, then came back to life got a real job. Anything else?
She cant keep a boyfriend didnt finish school shes fat shes ugly shes trashy shes a slut shes a shitty soldier shitty investigator shes the worst secret service agent shes retarded shes a moron, heres a tree, gather round Ill hang myself because Im trying my best to take good care of myself but keep getting set up to look like im asking for trouble looking for trouble or a bad decision maker careless and deserve to suffer be punished, kept taking my car from me. So I shot myself in the head and hung myself from a tree. And my boyfriend left me because too many bad things have happened to me in my life. Well I was fine in 2010. Recovered in 2011. In TMS in 2012. In the psychward 2013 2 times and 1 time in 2014. I have mental illness, if I wasnt sick than I wouldnt go to the psych ward like now. Im tired but Im not suicidal or manic and paranoid.
Why? Because I keep hanging myself from a tree online until everyone stops mad dogging me sizing me up like Im cocky or know what Im doing have a master plan. I just respond, help problem solve, contribute to creative energy online, no campaign, no belief system, just writing my thoughts down.
Im on Probation, I dont have clearance to attend basic training, need to have DUI cleared off my record to have application processed. We already discussed what training entailed, I told them can I do basic training without having to use guns and skip that, they said learning how to use a gun is a required part of basic training in the US Military, so I replied that if thats the case than I do not think I would make a good fit, another requirement is off all medication. Still need to follow up. Afterall they have the best judgment when it comes to identifying threats to safety and identifying allies. I live here born here study hard proactive why tell bad stories about me discredit anything positive Ive accomplished in my life, go through all my stuff then talk to me like Im stupid. Im not Schizophrenic stop testing me to see if Im delusional. That occurs when Im pushed off the deep end aggravated go into Psychosis, which causes me to freeze disorganized, speech affected, not thoughtful reflective.
Im tired....(to be continued if needed).