LETTER OF APOLOGY TO JACK AND THE TWITTER TEAM, THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING TO SHARE MY LIFE STORY ON YOUR WEBSITE, IT HAS TRULY BEEN THE MOST LIFE CHANGING PRODUCTIVE AND THERAPEUTIC USE OF TIME IN MY LIFE, AND HAS HELPED ME IMMEASURABLE MOVE FORWARD AND BELIEVE THAT IT HAS HELPED OTHERS FIND CLOSURE DURING THE TUMULTUOUS TIMES WE HAVE ENCOUNTERED, and the necessity for privacy at home and childproofing, and that even those closest to you, may re-open or leave open, or intrude on ones ability to close an account once one is done tweeting, and when im done tweeting i will close this account as i have done in the past and still retain hard copies like i have done on linkedin of everything of importance i have ever written on Twitter on behalf of the victims of Aurora, Sandy Hook, Columbine, Ohio, Connecticut, Alcoholics Anonymous, Pacific Hills Rehabilitation Center, UCLA Neuropsychiatric Center, Keifer Sutherland, Robert Downey Junior, Professor Frykberg, Justice Roberts, Justice Sotomayor.
09/02/2013 DO NOT MODIFY REDACT OR DELETE OF INTRUDE ON MY ABILITY TO CORRESPOND WITH JUSTICE THOMAS, WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF A [CRISIS], BACK THE FUCK OFF !!!!!!!!!
TITLE: WHY I GOT MAD AT A GUY I HAD SEX WITH WHEN IN THE MIDDLE OF HEAVY CORRESPONDENCE WITH THE WORLD, AND WHY WHEN TOLD I CANNOT SEE YOU, OR DISTANCING MYSELF WHEN HE GOT INSULTED OR TRIED TO POINT TURN TREAT ME AS THOUGH I WAS A PARAIA I GOT INSULTED, AND EXPLAINED THIS IS WHY I CANNOT DO COCAINE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR MY INTERNAL HARDSHIP AND ONLY CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN EGO NOT THE GENERAL WELFARE WELLBEING AND NECESSITY OF EVERYONE ELSE IN THIS COUNTRY WHO HAS A RIGHT TO KNOW, TO PRESSURE ME BLACKMAIL INTO STAYING PRIVATE AND FORM SOME KIND OF A PACT IS ILLEGAL AND IS CONSIDERED CONSPIRACY, THE WHIOLE POINT OF GOING PUBLIC IS TO BE EQUALLY ACCESSIBLE IN CONTENT AND FORM TO TODOS DEL MUNDO, --DONT THREATEN ME, OH YOU SHOWED THIS BUT YOU DIDNT SHOW THAT, I SHOW WHAT HAS BEEN LOOKED AT AND READY FOR REVIEW, I SHOW ONLY WHAT I IN MY HEART AM READY AND WHOLE HEARTEDLY READY TO DISCLOSE AND PRESENT, JUST BECAUSE IT HAS NOT BEEN DISCLOSED YET DOES NOT MEAN THAT IT IS BEING HIDDEN, I CAN ONLY HANDLE --ONE FUCKING ARGUMENT AT A TIME --I NEVER PRESENT MORE THAN I AM wiulling able and capable of presenting in front of scotus and arguing the merits on my own behlaf as to the content word choise context state of mind. my well being ta the time, and receipts, medical records, academic records, relationships. contacts, and socializations, and intereactions occuring at the time, that may have negatively impacted my work productivity or may have had the potential for upon "unauthorized revie" of my personal records have the capability as being miscontrued to otherwise elicit a motve other than which i decided to go to law school, what is consdered private or otherwise popularly known as a "jounal or a diary" is generallly understood to be an illustration of ones thought or feelings, they tend to be characteristically identified as a more "tan gently" style of written, not as scientific, more "hypothetically" based arguments, simlarly to the way in which a law student would respond to a question prompt on a law school essay. my main objective as a law student is to study the material presented and respond to to it within the contecxt of the alws and materials assigned for review by our professors, andinclude and/or integrate any additional supplemental material, or standardized commecial outlines available for purchase at a bookstore or any lecture materal.
given the vast array of material already learned in class lecture, in addition to all the cases we have to read in class, and hornbooks, commericial outlines, and self made deductions derived from a consolidations of multiple sources to condense to a memorizable equation from which to recall and remember such realtionships between parties, is a technique i learned as a student thrice at Princeton Review in boulder colorado studying from my lsat, not something a product of medication, but a skill produced by a standard work ethic of deductions learned at an accredited institution for test preparation, to learn think and make decutions under timesd standardideized testing conditions, and hires only the most PROFESSIONAL STAFF AWARE OF HOW TO TEACH AND HOW TO INSPIRE LOGICAL THINKING WITHOUT TELLING SOMEONE HOW TO THINK BUT REVIEW OF HOW WE THINK TO CHECK BACK TO MAKE SURE WE STAY WITHIN THE SCOPE OF THE QUESTION PROMPT. SINCE i have ADD and ADHD i tend to wander (theoretically) in my mind from a narrow question prompt, my mind segments and segments into branches of thought thats because i have difficulty staying focused and sometimes when someone says just one word i can think of a million things or ways to intepret that to mean something else, which is why LSAT exams are speciifc knowing that we are "ANALYTICAL" thinkers, give us question prompts, and say here you can read this and you might think of a million different things, but we want you to read this question prompt and then focus of this question and what can you derive from this question given this paragraph, and at Kaplan it took me a while but i improved dramatically with practice i did almost every arguments sectionpractice lsat exams at princeton review three times (or two) and took kaplan test pre twice. so.
+ note: this is the point at which i forget where i was going with this, and forget what i was thinking, thats why its important for me now to develop a habit that in between thought i need to INSERT a word that i can review back to so that i can map back and complete the cycle of thought, so i dont have to read and re-read what i have written and then go back and intepret what i was trying to say, because i have a learning disability and have difficulty remembering what i am tryign to say alwasy feel as though i am under pressure and under time constraint and try my best to stay focused in response, but when given a broad question prompt, i always do my best to be as detailed as possible, unless a desired format is standarized format is set to which i adhere to in agreement to the webservers rules of format decided upon which i stick to out of respect, because i have learning disability it would NOT ____(heres where i was going with this WHY I dont create my own website) ----....it would not be wise of me given my disability to create my own website, and put myself at risk of harm, but better to situate myself among a group of people who are all sharing ideas in a public forum conducive and recordable for the sake of maintaining an accurate record, and since i am a first responder and handling multiple intakes at a time of issues arising out of the controversy of the advent of a "newsfeed" on a social website, its more important that "i continue reporting" and NOT put my needs for financial stability over the needs of others, who desperately need to know how and why their privacy is so important so that they dont run the risk of being victimized as i have, we only need one bright talented athletic highly educated great decision maker presentable, unique, appropriate, keenly aware of the issues at stake, to present the issues arising, to make it easier on everyone else, NOT having to put themselves at risk ALL they have to do is respond to a first responder, i am the PRIMARY FIRST RESPONDER, AND THEY CAN BE THE SECONDARY FIRST RESPONDERS, AND TOGETHER LIKE TWO PEOPLE RIDING A TANDEM BIKE, go hey looky here, this is how we should SCROLL, together, not apart, understanding, not creating hardship, work together coherently, not cause harm to psychological coherence, be open clear, not code (like the movie "social network", and create trust AND stop inside joking when one becomes aware that others WHO MAY BE LEFT OUT OF AN INSIDE JOKE, IF MADE KNOWN TO THEM, WOULD CAUSE UNREASONABLE HARDSHIP MENTAL ANGUISH EMBARRASSMENT, AND CAUSE IRREPARABLE DAMAGE TO THEIR SELF ESTEEM AND ABILITY TO FUNCTION. --THAT WOULD DESCRIBE WHAT I AM EXPERINCING RIGHT NOW --COMPLETE DYSFUNCTION ---which only gets worse, by the day, with every interaction, to others i seem like i function, but ive functioned better, and i am performing and progressing a WAY DELAYED BEHIND SCHEDULE in terms of where i need to be in my life so that i can earn a living and represent my family well and the virtues they have bestowed upon me, not only have i been disowned trying to shelter them from the hardship and unecessary hardship i have incurred but have been accused of purposefully trying to harm them publically on an alternate newsfeed defensively, IMPAIRING MY ABILITY TO FUNCTION AND SENDING ME OFF INTO PSYCHOSIS TRYING TO ARGUE SUPERFLUOUS REASONS WHY I AM SO SECRETIVE AND WHY I WISH NOT TO INCLUDE MY FAMILY IN THIS ONGOING TRAIN OF THOUGHT AS IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM, AND TO INCLUDE THEM WOULD BE INCLUDING THEM AS THE PARTY HARMED, I AM THE ONLY PARTY HARMED, THEY ALL HAVE JOBS, FINISHED SCHOOL HAVE FRIENDS, GET PAYCHECKS, MULTIPLE BANK ACCOUNT, IM BROKE, FINANCIAL UNSTABLE, CANT FUNCTIO WELL ENOUGH TO RE-ENROLL IN LAW SCHOOL, JUST GIVEN MY PARALEGAL CERTIFICATE, DENIED MEDICATION THAT I NEED TO STAY FOCUSED WHILE GETTING STABBED IN THE BACK BY PAST INCIDENCES OF JUDGMENT PASSED WHICH HAVE NOW JUST BEEN MAKDE KNOWN TO ME, WITHOUT REGARD OF THE POTENTIAL FUTURE RAMIFICATIONS THAT WHAT SEEMED AS A JOKE AT THE TIME, COULD HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO CAUSE IRREVERSIBLE DAMAGE TO THE JUDGMENT PAST AND CHARACTER AND FIRST IMPRESSION OF SOMEONE UNDER HEAVY SCRUTINY AND REVIEW BY MORE NOTABLY HIGH RANKING OFFICIALS IN THE LEGAL WORLD.
(IM TIRED NOW, IM GONNNA TAKE A BREAK . . . to be continued) 090212
[first run, no amendments modifications, spell check, or redaction, once through written analysis, original writing sample written and created by leslie a fischman for review by the united state supreme court)
DEAR UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT:
I dont want to open my own website because this is a peoples movement, and to fly solo would be adequate only when subsidiary issues have been covered in full to the extent that all issues general to public opinion have been adequately addressed and redressed to provide closure to those who have still as of yet found continuous difficulty moving forward given the circumstances and continued badgering of the issues and lack of awareness that those adhereing to the standards required of them by law and methodotically and ethically and considerately of the current conscious of those around them, need be only address that which is pertinent, and leave all other remaining issues to be addressed upon proper timing out of respect, of professionals in their categories not try to intervene with the purpose and scope of leaders in their industry and be condescending but only serve to help guide them away (my purpose) from certain areas eliciting more hardship and more confusion among us, so that the (end goal) (specifically intended) is coherence and thoughtful comparison not dramatic irony for purposes only to belittle without educating or to cause harm without lifting ones spirits, comments that serve no purpose to strengthen us as a whole, which only disempower more so than empower are generally considered a hazardous means to enlightenment, causing more damage than good, and clearly an abuse of the rights and privileges granted to them as citizens of this country to speak their mind, a complete abuse of this privilege if resulting in mental anguish and embarassment, with no purpose other than to report a health or spiritual malady (arguably justifiably) resulting from such interaction is necessary to state so that the context under which all else following that encounter is understood within the circumstancial context and state of mind under which a colonoscopy felt necessary (is fully descriptive of how i felt inside after having unprotected sex with someone who was sexually active and should have disclosed that and not flip right point at me, whereas i was tested prior and clear of any vaginal infections that would render a fishy odor, i only eat tacos and cheeseburgers and diet coke, i dont eat sushi because its too expensive im on a tight budget, im sorry but my feelings are hurt that im being attacked and embarrassed left and right, already looked at like im some idiot disgrace to society imbecile and dirty and moronic or a slut whore or dirty piece of shit, which i am not and netiher are you, to interpret that as so, which were never the words coming out of my mouth, is a negative interpretation on your part, that was never my intent, i was simply expressing how i felt inside, not directed at you, but over years and years of being discriminated and heavily scrutinized and looked at as though i havd something to hide or a secret to keep, i am incapable of keeping secrets my moral conscious cannot withstand secrecy because at the young age of 7, i met two police officers, who upon meeting trusted, and knew that during the gravest of circumstances they were the only people who stopped at that time and invited me to a group therapy session in the library to ask us "if we have any questions, and notify us that there was a murder, and that if we had any questions or concerns, or just wanted help coping to raise their hand and they would respond in an orderly fashion" key phrase: "orderly fashion" and in so following, in custom with the times, I too respond to questions and or potential areas of concern as they arise in my review of my personal records, so that confusion is not rendered but rather understanding, without asking for anything in return, which is assumed to be empathy or compassion on behalf of the reader, like an LA Times journalist, I simply write report and respond and stick to the facts and take nothing personally neither here nor in real life, because i take my life seriously as though its a life long committment to furthering my education and understanding of myself and find my place in the world (my niche) where I can fully develop and blossom among those who share a similar interest in helping others and helping one another better understand how we think, so that WE all can make better decisions for ourselves without causing unecessary harm and unreasonable hardship upon one another simply trying to obtain a place of employment in this economy, which is competitive as is, and its simply unecessary to try to creates even greater odds against another who poses no threat to your ability to obtain employment nor has ever tried to intrude or interevene or delay or retard your progress and personal development. Sincerely, Leslie A. Fischman on behalf of The United States Supreme Court Justices (sponsored by Justice Scalia and Justice Thomas, commissioned by their cohorts who they represent and who are highly insulted by the chain of events following Leslie's departure from her peaceable observation with respect of our Courtroom environment and adherence to the Rules of our Courtroom, was polite, and not a freckle intrusive or offensive in demeanor, but respectful and honest, and a model law student).
LETTER OF APOLOGY TO JACK AND THE TWITTER TEAM, THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING TO SHARE MY LIFE STORY ON YOUR WEBSITE, IT HAS TRULY BEEN THE MOST LIFE CHANGING PRODUCTIVE AND THERAPEUTIC USE OF TIME IN MY LIFE, AND HAS HELPED ME IMMEASURABLE MOVE FORWARD AND BELIEVE THAT IT HAS HELPED OTHERS FIND CLOSURE DURING THE TUMULTUOUS TIMES WE HAVE ENCOUNTERED, and the necessity for privacy at home and childproofing, and that even those closest to you, may re-open or leave open, or intrude on ones ability to close an account once one is done tweeting, and when im done tweeting i will close this account as i have done in the past and still retain hard copies like i have done on linkedin of everything of importance i have ever written on Twitter on behalf of the victims of Aurora, Sandy Hook, Columbine, Ohio, Connecticut, Alcoholics Anonymous, Pacific Hills Rehabilitation Center, UCLA Neuropsychiatric Center, Keifer Sutherland, Robert Downey Junior, Professor Frykberg, Justice Roberts, Justice Sotomayor, Hollywood for unreasonable use of my likeness, and That beamer benz of leslie song calling me lesbian, Senator Rand Paul, President Barack Obama, John Sifton, and Marchello (the Italoan boy I met at Porrous who broke up with me the night via text message I was crying in the back smoking section of Harvardstone, and drove home and got arrested smoking a cigarette pulled over because they said they saw a cell phone light, and ever since i have been treated like a criminal and i feel like cutting my wrists and suicidal pissed off i feel dirty and i was already fucking suicidal doesnt anyone fucking recognize a cry for fucking help, does it look like im having fun, of course not, im running around amber alerting everyone, we need help, they wont stop tormenting me and making fun of me, and all i said was "fuck hollywood" on twitter. after Ledger died, they shouldnt have produced the third movie that was a bad omen, a complete disregard for his daughter Matilda acting like his life didnt matter we'll still come out with another movie even if he's gone doesnt matter, THATS A PRIME EXAMPLE OF EXERCISING POOR JUDGMENT AND SENDS THE WRONG MESSAGE TO MOVIE GOERS THAT PRODUCTION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN LIVES LOST, THAT WAS THE OPPOSITE OF A TRIBUTE THAT WAS A HOMAGE TO THE MOVIE INDUSTRY THAT MAKING MOVIES IS MORE IMPORTANT AND IF HE DIED THAT WAS HIS FAULT NOT THE SCRIPT NOR THE DIRECTORS FAULT FOR PUSHING HIM OVER THE EDGE, SO IM PLAYING MINI SPIELBERG ALL OVER CALIFORNIA AND WASHINGTON DC AND SO FAR EVERYONE IS STILL ALIVE AND TICKING AND FEELS GOOD AND FEELS APART OF LAUGHING EXCEPT OF ME, THATS CAUSE IM WORKING, AND I WANT PEOPLE TO HAVE FUN MAKING FUN OF ME AND FEEL INCLUDED NOT LAUGH AT ME OUT OF ANGER, BUT LAUGH AT ME FROM A COMRADERY STANDPOINT LIKE DUDE WE ALL GO THROUGH SHIT, AT LEAST ONE OF US IS COMING FORWARD LIKE WHO CARES, ITS OK, WE ALL FUCK UP, AND NOW WE KNOW WHAT KINDS OF COMMENTS PISS PEOPLE OFF AND WHAT TO SAY AND WHAT NOT TO SAY BY A VOTE OF THE PEOPLE IN RESPONSE TO LESLIE SHE'S OUR PUBLIC OPINION PURBLIC RELATIONS CRASH TEST DUMMY, SO WE CAN ALL BE BETTER AMERICANS AND OTHER COUNTRIES WILL WANT TO INVEST IN OUR COMPANIES AND CORPORATIONS AND NOT THEINK WE'RE FUCKING WEIRD AND STUPID OR DISEASED OR NOT GOOD WITH MONEY. (to be annotated and continued)
Leslie A. Fischman, Law Clerk, Intern, Paralegal to Justice Scalia (theres a job opening, why I picked him just in case this needs to be reviewed in-house given the HR situation in 2009 which was a honest report of recalled interaction which I felt necessary to disclose because he was discussing the "Armenian Genocide" and then I found a "science textbook" on my desk, that freaked me out.
Leslie Allison Fischman