Defense to Threats to My Personal Safety & Security (Retaining Boyfriend):
As a girl who suffers from mental illness, a secondary victim of homicide (severe childhood trauma-generalized fear of people all people are weird except the people I know attitude in life), gets attached easily, gets sick, feels like shes dying, a few months later gets HPV, told by him upon asking he dated someone new, as a visitor of the US Supreme Court and FBI DC and previous law clerk working for the government if you threaten my safety needs and security steal my boyfriend (i.e. Loss of Consortium) is a rational reason why when desperate and alone and having paranoia unable to sleep at night running to pass time, write on Twitter "hope you die" NOT TOWARDS ANY SPECIFIC IDENTIFIED PERSON TO PERSON IN THE GENERAL SENSE THAT WOULD DO THAT TO ME AND HAVE NEVER HURT ANYONE ATTACKED ANYONE OR CAUSED HARM TO ANYONE SO TO RETALIATE WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE IS PSYCHOTIC AND IS WHY IM REPORTING THAT I GET SICK ON SOME DAYS, some days body strong thats with or without sleep.
Is so fucking embarrassing, I cannot be with someone I love now because I dont want to share a boyfriend. And makes me look stupid and has been the most degrading experience in my whole life.