I am very sick (from competition and rejection, now friends with my significant other) and do not have the energy to add to my website right now. I can't sleep, I haven't been eating, I stopped running, I cannot focus at work and my hours cut back from full-time to part-time and almost got fired for not showing up sleeping past my alarm clock and/or arriving late, and did not finish this semester in school, will be submitting last two assignments past due with a significant deduction. I have never not been able to show up to work and arrive on time or miss days without prior notice and have never been fired or asked to leave. I need to focus on moving forward and not suicidal due to failure and recurring mental illness since I committed suicide in February 2009 swallowing a bottle of Kolonopin after my Ex flushed my Adderrall down the toilet.
I'm gonna go to Taco Bell now and have an AM Crunchwrap, try to take a nap, and go to work.