Was critical past 3 weeks in recovery. Took a huge blow to the heart, collapsed inside. Having difficulty waking up getting going, awake more at night. Need to adjust. Starting running again.
I dont have anyone to hug me make me feel safe. I have to keep myself going.
Now that Im better, gonna see my Dad tomorrow made plans or Saturday, in one piece not falling apart.
And I didnt finish the semester. Im not strong like I used to be, work and school, since 2008.
Green Ring goes to my Boss Ron. I dont feel like Im dying anymore. And DC is happy Im not drowning anymore.