People pick up positive character traits from me than negative towards me. And I pick up negative character traits from others.
The fuck this fuck that attitude and the aggressive super hoe mentality are character traits I picked up from others dont come naturally to me an adapted response toward dealing with those who are negative towards me, is to be cold.
Okay no more playing nice. Im gonna be like this. Then get a DUI. Until everyone shuts up.
And then hide in my car blasting music driving in circles for hours. With an okay now everyone get the fuck away from me attitude.
Is how I dealt with my problems getting along with others and fighting --was the solution to NOT committing suicide.
Im the cream of the crop. If they are too hard on me I leave. If they dont appreciate me or compete with me I ignore them. If they cheat on me, I do Cocaine. If they ignore me I drink. If they leave me alone for too long someone else picks me up and I detach. If theyre hostile towards me I scream at them give them a sermon about life and why things are the way they are and tell them how they should respond.
And now Im tired. Eyes watering, but body strong. I must be going through chemical imbalance and detoxing. --I just want to sleep, stay home and sleep all day. But I have to work today, get up and go to work and sleep at night now, never used to be so challenging. Aaron made me sick. And Keith destroyed me. I was happier with Jay Carney Press Conferences, Rand Paul Youtube tapes, and Barack Obama Web Page updates. Slept great and happy motivated. And then I went AWOL and a kid shot himself in the head in Oregon.
What are we gonna do when Barack leaves office. These past two years were like a Mountain Dew Taco Bell Crunchwrap Commercial. Code OJ Monica GO GO GO GO. Now everyone can stop the awkward Beavis and Butthead attitude towards me talking to me like they know everything and Im deaf and blinde. No more huhs, I dont get its, or whats, or being gullible, or assumptions. Either you care or you dont care, if you dont care fine, Ill spend my energy building a spaceship online for those who do care and enjoy listening to me. At least I have some people to talk to when I dont feel well sick and feel like giving up and dont feel good about myself. They make cool movies and great music in response.
Youve Got a Friend in Me (Song from the Movie Toy Story).
If I got my website running and kept blogging not going on Twitter and leaving, maybe that kid wouldnt have shot himself in the head and maybe the plane wouldnt have gone missing.
Red Cross First Responder MOLLYDOLL present and present indefinitely, online.