Theres a stopping point, when you stop going backwards and you start living life. Whether you think life is short or long, depends on how you live it fruitfully, to the fullest, or stuck in the moment, we all fog out sometimes and thats okay. We get interrupted, disturbed, and fall off center, and thats okay. Its how you maintain yourself, through the storm that matters most. What can you do today to make tomorrow better, and how can tomorrow, be a day you look forward to waking up to with things to do. If you can't get a job you make a job for yourself, why I made a website portfolio to get jobs. It would defeat the purpose of getting a job if I were to misuse my displays of my best work, for momentary displays of defenses to my good character in response to any one person or set of interest. My writing is best to be used for purposes of self-help, not to raise controversy, or tie people up to issues, or tie people down to issues, or set things so far apart that people feel torn or attach to the extent that they feel withdrawal. Never obsess over the thoughts of any one person, that will not set you free, but only brings you down to their level, and leave you behind in life, once expressed, you get looked at like you have problems, and personal issues, and that you are the reason why you do not have any significant others, or are the cause for your own misfortunes or breakups in life. Always do you best to stay well and be there for others, you cannot do everything well if you yourself are not well, living life requires a lot of balance, in order to have it all you have to be happy with where your at in life, and think about what can you do to make yourself have a better life, different from places that have brought you unhappiness in the past, so that you do not have to revisit those issue again in the future, become a better person. Life is about bettering yourself everyday. It should not matter how others see you well now and that comparison to you past, being different or not, determine be used to determine how well you are doing now, compared to when you were not well and those interactions occurring when you were not well be used to judged you when you are well. Don't worry about possibilities, just worry most about doing what is right and in your best interests, not worry about how others live their lives and how they may or may not have the ability to affect you in your life and how you live your life.