Unfortunately there is no cheating in life when it comes to experience you either know the ins and outs of normal or you struggle to find your own as reading and going by the issues placed on you, having issues of your own, or creating circumstances to make others have an issue with you. You have to always with a sense of humor look back … first at your own past, secondly of those around you (rarely do we think about the pasts of others unless they bring it up, deciding so whether relevant to justifying actions or behaviors toward), and lastly we reflect upon the present, where we see ourselves now, and where we want to be in the future. Some of us are blessed with lives beyond belief, however do not bear the same strengths and gustos of others who are not as privileged or trying to succeed up above you in life, that is why there are some who are educated leaders and some who fail to meet the mark as being among the lead, and pushed down the ranks in life, led. That is okay, when it comes to power and privilege in well, it is the well who stay well, without associations do well, and upon being well make associations in life or maintain friendships as well, once you turn around in life, and fail to meet those marks, then it becomes about who knows who for what, and for what purpose others meets, to share what common grounds, or to help whom, to whom help is received, and by who and what others are empowered … made better or better than, by reactions to others. There is a sense that there are some not to be experimented with, I have so willingly put myself out there, knowing that I have been hospitalized on 8 different occasions for 14 days, ALWAYS taking myself to the hospital except 2017 hospitalized 2017 for attempting suicide. I think if you stay sober and do the 90x90 you should not be hospitalized … #stopsuicide … its by self-harm we cause harm to the reputations of others, and by those embarrassments in life, get judged as being in the wrong, its by our own faults and sufferings in life, we should lead ourselves, away from controversy, not blame the controversies themselves for illness, or be experimental with the past, in the sense try to understand why people commit suicide, it is their own fault never the victims fault, the survivors, and should not be provoked either, by knowing that now. A provocation occurs when for example I say something, if not neutral and specific to a particular population, why not to mention headings as toward groups of people, to whom offenses are taken, and by gender or race, take something Ive said to justify a harm toward me, and then use my words as a defense for putting me down, as though that’s okay to hurt me, its not.
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