In the event you cannot stay well, no matter how well anyone is doing around you, means either take a step back, thinking differently, or look beyond your circumstances at the moment. Its human nature for people to gravitate toward what makes sense to them, sometimes it matters who a person is, by education and experience, that they are more likely to be heard than most, thats because they have been trained and have studied, meaning their thinking is not subjective, based solely upon protecting ones own interests, usually when someone is trying to defend themselves thats exactly how they do sound, selfish and off putting, nonsensical, and only making sense as standing in their shoes, the shoes of someone who is not a party to the other side, that is people who think less of them, and do not see their best interests as mattering or being of consequence to their lives, neither in the positive nor the negative wish to hear from anyone, who they do not wish to be apart of their understanding of life. You cannot blame someone who is situated separately from the majority as being responsible for any confirmations occurring noting their existence, whether as a means to include them or not include them in the loop, that is the big picture understanding of how people have come to be accepted in society and for what purposes, usually its earned, and that is why they are not difficult to look at or understand, read, or make sense of, meaning they make sense on their own, whether or not their identities are made known to all or not, that type of making sense doesnt require involving the work product of others, but as a beginning way of helping others to understand my story, I used songs and movies, as breaks in the telling of my own life, however people are people, they are not characters in movies, and although youd like people to adhere to formulas for your own wellness and interpretation of them, life simply doesnt work that way. -We all reach points of clarity at different points in our lives, whether by exposure, and sometimes through meeting people we can feel a different sense of confidence in life, or sometimes lose confidence in life, depending on how well we match with others, thats just something you learn over time, maintaining your sense of identity, learning that people may enter your life, and benefit having known you and not need you, and not be affected by you not in your life, and that sense of feeling put together will not change whether or not they are in your life, and that benefit to them, will continue to exist whether you are up or down, well or not, successful, make it in life, or fail completely to become a working professional, its all up to you. -So instead of wasting time questioning the wellness of others, which can be noticed via anyone's observations, there should be no reason to justify or try to understand why someone is well whether you know them or not, and whether or not they know you, think that your condition well or not is ever contingent upon the maintenance of the wellness around you, the minute you begin to think twice about that possibility, the more likely it will be tested, to see whether its because of your illness others were made to feel better about themselves, and whether others are well because you started doing well yourself, and then the counter arguments are made to see whether if you get sick whether that causes illness to those who are well, to argue that you were not apart of the wellness of others, as being not well, and upon you doing better in life and working, that that was not the reason others around you started to feel better, to argue you are someone who credits yourself for the wellness of others. -Which explains in part why the minute I start to do better in life and feel better, is the minute someone else seeks to control the wellness of those around me, and affect my own wellness, and cause me illness, by getting me to look like someone who does not deserve to be well, and not appear as someone who is doing everything right why they are feeling better, because they have worked hard, which why not to photo your body for men in private, as it may be later used to say that conversations with you were for the purposes of you sharing your body with another, which is done so upon request, during moments when you feel safe, and happy, and private, without expectation of harm to you.
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