Sometimes it hurts whenever there is non-acceptance, of us the way we are, or by how we communicate to others. There is a difference between normal communications and abnormal communications, too much, and too little, and this occurs whenever someone is in an unstable state, or when someone is unstable themselves, it makes it difficult for them to communicate well with others. I was told to “stay active” by Attorney Avenatti, I’m not quite sure what he meant by that. I thought he meant running, so I ran for 2 hours and 15 minutes. I just sent him a copy of my book. After he blocked me, to maintain positive rapport with him. I don’t think he knows that I volunteer with Brady Campaign, for many years now, have been in contact with them since I ran a flyer campaign down Sunset Blvd for them (2015). You have to not coincide issues you have with people, as being about people, and just let people be who they are. I don’t think he quite understands me. Or knows where I’m coming from. If he were me I’m sure things would be quite different, but I don’t think he has expected the same from me, as I have given to others, doesn’t know me well enough to judge me, or give me proper input as to my current state help me, he has other interests, I cried. Whenever you feel like someone doesn’t believe in you, believe in yourself. Whenever you feel down, remember what you were like when you were up in life. You cannot add fuel to the fire, thats just a recipe for disaster. Allow time to heal all wounds, my ex once told me, and he blocked me upon sharing that I still talk to an ex, had had enough of me. I’m not sure why so sensitive. I talk to everyone, I don’t think he is the same. I just gave a copy of my book to my Dad, he asked for one, I just had a third copy sent to me by mail, I have 3 copies in print only. Try to forgive people, don’t go through life trying to prove points of interests, or trying to dissuade people from making decisions in life, as directed toward you, thats just a recipe for disaster, always do your best to blend in, and when its time to shine, shine.