One of life’s blessings is to be new to something, new to someone. However that’s not always the case, once everyone knows about someone or something, then its no longer new, and you’re no longer new … where to then. I think sometimes addiction kicks in in this way, wanting more of something, you are new to, or more or someone you are new to. The basis for addictions are not always people, places and things, but there are many substances on earth to become addicted to. For a long time running was my addiction, and when I stopped of course weight gain occurred, when put on Abilify, it takes time to get used to meds. And as you come to accept what meds you get put on, you fear less the consequences of not being on meds, and who you were then, and become more accustomed to your present condition as who you are now. People change, and over time, even if you go back to places you were comfortable, they may not always bring you to a satisfied state of mind, that is you have to be in control of your own wellness, although the environment has been known to have positive healing affects on the mind and body, running everyday outside would be an abuse of that condition for wellness. Having an unbiased opinion of someone, is to be new to someone, as not knowing them past or personally able to make a judgment about them in the positive or the negative, sometimes just by looking at someone we think we can tell whats going on inside of them, be careful not to be too judgmental of others, we are not all psychics, and you cannot tell the condition of a person based upon looking at them judge them as being better now then they were then. Just because I changed my hair, skin, and clothing routine, does not mean Im better, not to be rebellious, but Ive had my share of pitfalls these past few years none of which have been pleasant states of mind or being, sometimes it did not matter what environment I was in, I could not seem to be and achieve better, that’s not always a product of addictions, or of alcoholism, sometimes, we just need our alone time to dust off and recharge everyone deserves that much time to themselves in life. The more we are reminded of places we have been, when others were unhappy with us, or unhappy with ourselves, the less likely others are able to move forward in life and achieve a well state of mind and condition presently to match the norm of others around them. What people want from you are reassurances that you are well, what you cannot provide if you are not present are reassurances that you are well, because they will not believe you are well unless they see you, that condition promotes people talking about people who are not present, and that affects the wellness of the person talked about, do your best not to talk about others when they are not doing well, its not a scientifically proven fact that illness can result from bad mouthing someones condition, without them being present, but that is certainly felt walking into a room of people who have been talking about you, a quiet or discomfort, that is something that can always be changed about how people deal with others, you always talk to a middle man not speak directly to whomever you have had issues with as that may lead to further discomfort or confrontations in life undeserved as behind their back, to which you may at a later point become defensive to. Whatever you do don't self-harm over what you cannot control in life, and do a better job of being in control of your life, not try to control the environment around you or people in it.
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