Not all of us are privileged with the capacity to be experimental with our own health and condition, let alone the conditions of others, some live more freely than most, thats not to say that we dont all have to work equally as hard to get jobs and get places in life. Im always mindful that whenever I share a series of responses I have experienced in life, and a set of circumstances I have endured in life, not to share any details about experiences in life, that I am not able to say out loud, for example speaking here, and if asked specifically what experiences in life I am describing here, able to say out loud. These are my personal reflections after having lived life, and based on where I am today, how I plan to live the rest of my life. Although we would like to think that mental health issues, are hereditary they're not, and although we'd like to think that some genes are more susceptible to certain mental health issues than most, I do not agree with that understanding of the origins of mental health issues, or how they are acquired or caused for that matter. If we could agree to one solution when it comes to understanding mental health issues, it would be to understand those issues, as a product of our choices in life, and by those choices in life, make ourselves more or less susceptible to inheriting traits, demeanors, looks, responses, reactions, behaviors, or coping mechanisms, including the use and abuse of substances such as drugs or alcohols to circumscribe the effects of those mental health issues, on our ability to function and adapt normally among others, be social in spite of those reservations or feelings of being uptight. Its true although few have admitted to the fact, that when one feels uptight they cannot be themselves around others, there is likely a reason why humans naturally bottle up, in the event they do not feel comfortable or made to feel uncomfortable around others, whether by their doing or by the doing of someone in their environment or not, who they may find disagreeable to their tastes, or acceptances of who they have come to identify as a normal representation of confidence, intelligence, or wellness. In the event you do let your guard down and let loose, understand that in later moments when more is expected of you, you have the potential for being judged based upon the moments in which you did not follow your instincts, and followed a learned norm acquired from exposures and to the surroundings of one particular environment, to a different set of circumstances in a different environment. The difference between a bar, a classroom, a spa, a gym, running outdoors, on a treadmill, dating, in the bedroom, on a date in a restaurant, at an event, to an interview, or at a job. Its usually inappropriateness that is found to be of humor to those who have the privilege of watching and assessing your personal development over time, without you knowing it, as though they have a right to dictate confidences to others, you do not know, of how to see you, accept you, understand you, or know you, based upon the opinions of people who you dont know in real life, and have never known or met, as though its by their advices in life one should be treated. -There are many ways to make things better for yourself in life, however if you find yourself, not among the majority of opinions in life, about who you are or why you are the way that you are, and based upon who you know, be sized up in terms of how serious anyone should take you in life, then know that anytime you feel good, anytime you are positive, and anytime you are doing well will look stupid to most, thats others as taking themselves seriously in life, tend to observe those who are positive with negative judgment, having heard differently of you, or having heard about you, think otherwise, that your disposition is not genuine, but a product of discomfort as though you know and understand that others know who you are or are watching you for any reason, unbeknownst to you. Therefore you run the risk of making things worse at your own expense or at the expense of others, the longer it takes for you to understand why when you are serious others are not, and when you are not serious why others are, and during those changes in demeanor, be sure not to make light of any experiences by others who have been directly affected or assumed to have been knowledgeable participants in the furthering of how intelligence is determined and acquired by members within any industry for that matter, as having to do simply with who has become sick, who has died, or who is experiencing mental health issues at the moment, which is why someone who was perceived to have been a knowledgeable participant gets harmed, by those who assume its the system of care that is being put into question, instead of understanding that mental health issues reflect a bigger picture of care demonstrating the decision making skills of those in power, and the audiences under their care, who have grown to love and admire them both on screen and off screen, on stage and off stage, be minimized in terms of their talent, by a few instances of mental health issues suffered by a few examples of their cohorts, who more or less, appear to have similarly suffered the same disorientation, physical health, and public scrutiny as someone who is not famous, and who has never been known in the public arena as a professional entertainer and media personality. Mental illness, as sad as it is to see be experienced by people in life, does reflect ones decision making skills, who surrounds them, who they are surrounded by, and who they go to for help, and on the basis of what type of help they receive in life, get well or not.
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