Its by whats important to you, as stated, you get viewed upon, as having the energy, know how, and understanding of the scope of difficulties, others are encountering in their lives, or whether you are still stuck on subsidiary issues, such as personal losses, or hardships, not thinking about everyone else at this time. Some have the courage to help others, and some dont. Its not always necessary to help others, by informing them of what we know, as though that will ever make a difference, but it does help, to prepare others with how to cope with losses or hardships, in that I have experienced my share of losses, and hardships, and still alive today. For some it just doesnt do it for me, its not giving me what I need to know, in order to make a decision about my life, or finances, means that Im not the right person for you at this time. If you are coming to me for advice about how to make your life better, than I may not be your solution to bettering yourself, until I have been able to better my own life, and the lives of those around me. Some have very high expectations of others, that they do the work for them, such as research and write citation papers, articles, without pay, I simply dont have the time energy and patience, for that right now, and have a dissertation I need to to attend to. When I am able to focus wholeheartedly upon my website (i.e. lose weight, not experiencing voices bipolar, and insult because of dislike for me), and improve upon what has been written, then at that time I will do so. What is discussed is important to me, as it concerns my freedoms, and what is thought of me, making world peace deductions, in sobriety, and while in recovery, on different meds, and in between doctors, thats really no ones right to know, what my medical condition is self-harming or not, that has nothing to do with anyone (voices) thats my problem as it concerns my well being, my ability to function, and move forward in life. These entries are not defenses, nor is this website a defense to anyone or any set of ideas, about me or others. This is simply a website, to help others, now its a time of need, then when I wanted to launch, was a time of need but for others reasons, not launched then, when is it time to help yourself and to help others, when you become successful and able to earn money, then when you become a worthwhile investment to others, can others profit from your stability and success. -You will always be judged based upon the services you sought to provide, and based upon whether those services have been provided to all, judged as whether with all sincerity you are currently providing the same caliber of support you once were providing (quotes, and blog posts) in a way that is palatable to the tastes of all, not just personal insights or opinions, based upon mental health issues, but able to also respond to real issues too. #worldpeace -Fixing yourself requires a lot of motivation on your part to counter-hate toward you, to rise above arguments, disagreements, personal issues such as personal history and memory, and continue to be a good person, in spite of the past, what others think, and be focused on what needs to get done in order to be a better person, more successful, while at the same time continue to help. Sometimes I think its where people think you are trying to be in life, put you down in life, as not good enough for a future place in life, thats the force with which you are hurt or put down, so that you cant move forward in life, so that you get looked at, not with respect, to see how you respond without respect, as though that wasnt the first thing you said before a suicide attempt 2009: paid respects. (Now, this conversation does me a disservice, after reading my resume, and seeing how I was able to achieve in spite of being hospitalized, then treated as someone who was not well able, or sober, I was third in my class when I started law school summer 2009, and recovered from bipolar, able, well. Bipolar is a treatable condition, its always when you are up in life, you get put down, and its not until you prove them right: hospitalized 8 more times 2013 to Now, that you start to explain why, by then the harm as already been done to your reputation, your medical records are your #HIPAA, this is not a campaign for kids, to speak to kids, to help kids, I already worked for kids summer 2010. Thats hurting me, to say that I am working directly with a population, to say that my condition, is abusive, because Im not able to stay well, its not my fault I cant stay well, if other people dont like me. Its not my fault, if other people dont trust that I was well at the time I worked, and was not doing anything bad, its because they heard about my second date with a 48 year old, while working at CLC, that was a date in Pasadena, they only heard about my first date at Villa Blanca, judged me wrong, that occurred after Michael Jackson passed away, when I started Law School. At this time, I dont think its appropriate to shed light upon losses, and to connect me to people who have passed, as though in Law School I should have known, what losses were about, just beginning to understand now, how losses can happen, doing my best to help those in need, not be brought down in life. I used to go to Neverland Ranch as a child with my best friend Sydney Simpson, we drove golf carts, with music).
Regarding our current financial hardships, with one win under our belt for #california, read:
 Amazon Book Writing Inc. (Book #1)
 Keidi Keating (Book #2) (1/2)
 Torah Bontrager (Blog Advice)