Theres no formula for success in this Country when it comes to look, demeanor, intelligence, schooling, behavior, tone, or overall appearance to others, and especially not by connections is your life made any easier, than most, trying to be loved and accepted by others, without all the noise overhead, concerning what things look like to others, what things are about, and looking at you for your reaction to benefit themselves, for some confidence is only based upon who is most focused on themselves, versus those become threatened or intimidated by others, lose color in life, thats the basics of someone not liking you based upon what you look like or sound like, its like they emit a negative energy toward you in life, that makes you feel sick, and not understand why, that random confidence looking at you, that occurs, for no reason, its the Ive sized you up, I know who you are, and I dont respect, and I dont care where you were raised, who you were friends with, what breakups you have gone through, who has died, or who left who, and who played who, better than you attitude in life, is something you just have to let fly. Seems to me there is no bottom for anything you say, and an unlimited expectation of qualifying responses from you expected to prove your self-worth, and regain conscious awareness of the person you were, before you were met with such distaste, and scorn. This is America, that doesnt mean its a team sport apparently, its doesnt matter whether you were a good friend, a solid student, a professional worker, no one respects anyone who drinks and gets in trouble in life, and its on that basis that one is hated, and experiences difficulties in life, treated as a second class citizen to most, read as ordinary, with no compassion for any challenges they faced, academically, professionally, socially, or romantically, everyone sees their own lives as hard compared to anyone who is educated, had an apartment, a BMW, and a career ahead of them in life, in those cases, anything of value to them is for the taking, as seeing someone with it all as being handed things in life, not having worked hard for that level of confidence and intelligence in life, and why they had a boyfriend in the first place. Some people just arent nice, selectively sweet to those they like, and distant or cold to those they either know or dont know, as though treating someone as a human being in life is invitation for friendship or romance, of course not, dont have such a hot head about yourself in life, thats goes to men and women, who think talking to someone, means that that person is interested in more than just being a customer, a friend, a business meeting, thats just how single people are treated, if not attached to another human being physically, and as not confident and solid within, is how they get treated, as less than, baby'd, put down, hard on us, for no reason, as though we cannot knowingly and intelligently understand what is being done to us and why, or why one is treated nice and rejected, for some reason that makes them feel tough, and suddenly they become you offended, and treat you as misinterpreting their poor judgment of you, Im not sure what that is called, hurt for a mention or a complaint or a reaction, just for a change in face, to resemble how they feel looking at you, to feel better prettier, nicer.
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