From the moment you snap youre in the wrong, its actually worse than getting the wrong pair of Nikes, only realizing after theyre a size too big and match no one else’s cool pair. They’re just weird, unique does not always mean catchy, and eye popping does not always mean cool. It was a learning experience to say the least, late to the trend, and still not on trend. That’s okay. I donated my Sketchers that were too big, that’s a lie, the blue bin goes to no one, maybe the claw will separate these shoes and place them in the to homeless shelter bin … isn’t that how recycling works, by magnet or claw, I’ve never seen where the trash trucks go, except leaving Boulder, they all park somewhere like the buses by the homeless shelter in Santa Monica, I used to volunteer there, making sandwhiches, by ticket only or ID, and helped organize their closet, and passed out shampoos and bar soaps to the women at the womens shelter, and helped pass out food, we cooked. They actually get mail, I sorted it. When you realize everything you have, nothing more will usually make you feel better, if youre awake to live life, live life, there is nothing more than being awake that is necessary to live life … if you want to narrow down your hierarchy of physical needs, to whats most important, it all starts with being awake, present. If you cannot appreciate that much to life, then you are expecting too much of yourself and others, regarding their health, faster is not always better, its by how alert you are, not just proven past, but by how you perform, and once you fail at that, well then that’s just cause for not meeting your marks in life. New meds are not always the solution to a better work life … accept help from others, but never blame backwards for your hardships that usually leads you nowhere. Some relationships cannot be repaired, and for everything else that’s your responsibility to correct about yourself, what is left of you, having those people and experiences past, absent from your mind. There are many unpleasant experiences in life, none more trying than embarrassment, there should be no group acceptances over a poor past as expected of you now, usually you forget the past, and accept where people are now, but you cannot expect everyone to take you seriously in life, especially your blogging, however controversial you may seem, if you’ve done your best to look out for others, than you have done your best to get along well with others, don’t expect more than for others to be focused on themselves, everyone worries, be one less to worry about.
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