It can be really disappointing to say the least when youre feeling symptomatic when it comes to bipolar. –While everyone else thinks its a product of addiction, or a symptom of “multi-genre writing” as learned at CU, whatever it is that causes one to go off tangent, and then the next day, go what the heck was I thinking, can be very disconcerting to me and highly embarrassing, however at the time, not understand that the content is semi-judgmental, and small-minded, let alone, possibly insulting to whomever is reading and thinking its about them, which is what usually happens when someone expresses themselves, and as heard if not understood, automatically causes a discomfort to whomever is reading, as though one should know better, or be smart enough to understand when they are making sense and if not, what is causing them to not make sense, sometimes we ourselves don’t understand the root causes for our own illnesses in life, but I believe it has much to do with your thoughts, and placement in life, confidence, self-esteem, feelings, senses, understanding, hearing, deficits, intelligence, IQ, education, tolerance, temperament, mood … the list goes on, just remember to be human, and if the mistake can be corrected then allow it to be made, you don’t have to do all things with compassion, which is why they label people “addicts” and train you “not to care about them.” That’s one dilemma anyone faces who undergoes a transition from addition, or alcoholism, back to “sanity” or wellness, some don’t make it back to as bright as they once were, and some come back with disabilities, they must suffer from for the rest of their lives, exactly how well do you have to be to make it in this world, very well, so just hold tight, and do your best, its not over until its over, and there is no use giving up in life, simply because you sound out there, or stupid, or think the wrong things in life, its totally okay, so long as you are not causing harm to yourself or others for thinking in that way, probably why I think flirting is stupid and grose, and was so offended when done to my boyfriends, anyways, and while trying not to be that way toward others spouses if known, you kind of build a resilience to it overtime, and when you finally loosen up, and stop being so offended by others, you begin to see the light, that life is short, and to allow people to be nice to each other, and that that is not cheating for them to do so, even if theyre making sex jokes, that’s just humor, look at my jokes, theyre no funnier. –I was hoping to pave the way for acceptances through writing, and eventually book writing and write some research papers I owe FEMA Students, who I signed up with online, and took a few courses, relevant to right now, I highly recommend their courses, theyre very thorough and give great helpful pointers, and anyone can sign up and take their courses online and submit research proposals to them. ---Learn to forgive, remember to stay honest, and so glad youre here with us today, please watch out for your friends, remind them to take good care of themselves, and be kind to others in your surroundings, and don’t be too uptight and judgmental, things are really sensitive as it is, so maybe nows a good time to lighten up within reason, and stop offending each other so much, or being pushy about beliefs, and be present.
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