You’ve come a long way, why would you want to go backwards and get mad at yourself or others. If everyone has moved forward, learn to go with the flow in life. Allow people to hold their opinions of you that’s just them protecting themselves from harm i.e. let downs in life, that doesn’t mean there is anything wrong with you or defective. That simply means wait, either for people to come around and let you back into their lives, or move forward and meet new people in life. That’s not a new life, you have created for yourself, when you fail to let go of the past, that’s you allowing your past to dictate new relationships. Do not judge someone who is single and working on themselves, that doesn’t mean that they are a reject, that could actually mean that they value themselves and waiting for the right companion in life. Until then its okay to be friends with people, that’s not a relationship, where one another is expected to take care of the other emotionally, that’s just talking. Talking to others is okay, but not until the point of attachment, that’s when you become reliant on others for a sense of normalcy, and to feel centered, whom without you get lost easily, wrapped up in emotions, stuck in the past, you choose which disabilities in life keep you from being able in life, you either manage with the skills you have, or become unhappy with what you’ve got to work with in life. What makes you feel better about yourself? Lifes not all about acceptances and privileges in life, or companionship, its about happiness, being able to change a bad day to a good day, and withstand hurdles in life emotionally, when you feel fulfilled in life, that’s balance, and pride occurs once you have accomplished a goal, beyond your expectations of yourself, that’s looking back in a good way, upon your progress, not measure your own self-worth based upon what others have said about you, based upon what you have shared privately to yourself or to your attending physicians, that’s your right to privacy, and so long as you are feeling well, then continue to do things in life, that keep you feeling well, without regret, and without holding resentments in life. If its not a problem now, don’t make it a problem, that’s the main lesson, if its something that has bothered you, that isn’t currently of issue, then don’t bring up something for the sake of bringing up something past to talk about now, if the risk of loss is greater than its potential to resolve current problems in your life, then that’s not a problem to mention.
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