Its assumed what goes up must come down, we generally leave hyper people alone, and if not entertained, ignore, that’s normal. If no one thinks youre funny, that’s not because there is something wrong with you, maybe your timing is off, being funny is not about being well liked always, or getting everyone on the same page, and funny to those who see like us, or share the same negative judgments of others, to some that’s funny, what stays between them, and goes overhead to others, it seems that unless everything is joke about something or someone, there is no mutual understanding, theres a serious misunderstanding about who jokes are about, and if made to look like, or sounds like, must be about, don’t empower hate. Allow people to be themselves, ignoring hate also means not responding to what you don’t understand and falling into traps in life, reading into what others are saying, if its not about you its not about you, don’t become too attached to the things that people say, they’re likely just trying to prove points or cause waves, as though your disposition in life is coordinated to a series of fixed points in the past, your personal history, which they have read, and think everything else in your life is because of your past, or because of your experiences with others. If you haven’t formerly shared in detail your life with others, then your not expected to put together your past to be read by others, and if your past as assembled was read by others and memorized, then they misunderstood your purpose for sharing, not everyone is allowed to move forward in life, upon sharing what they think has gone wrong in their lives, and upon sharing what they think has gone wrong in their lives, are deemed to bear guilt, the more unstable you are the worse off you become, and the more difficult it becomes to engage with others socially, if you don’t need to be around others to succeed in life then no one is forcing you to be social or present yourself to others, when youre not feeling well or have lost composure, its okay to stay home. If someone does not respect you to begin with and makes fun of you puts your down, they will not at a later point in time grow to love you, some relationships are based upon need, some are built on trust, and other relationships are just for show, you are a product of what matters to you, not a product of who you are surrounded by, and if who matters to you puts you down in life, don’t play victim and call that abuse or start running #stopbullying campaigns that’s not the solution, people who do not know you and do not think you are good enough, will always think less of you, no matter how nice they are, they should not have affected you to begin with, and you should not be resentful of their delayed acceptances of you later in life, stay bonded to what keeps you moving forward in life, or leaves you feeling fulfilled or good about yourself, sometimes people put you down to see how strong you are mentally, to measure you self-esteem bank, why? Because they don’t trust you, and its hard to make any relationship last with someone who is bitter or broken, not achieving in life, let them come to you, that’s not your cue to go out of your way to prove yourself to them, attach, to be a catch, you either are a catch to begin with and know it, or you get rejected. If they leave you waiting in life, theyre simply not sure, or would be happier if you were better and end up with better as a result. Just get married, if you start zoning out, and hes hugging you into you, that’s why you were driving to Yorba Linda once a week in traffic and studied at another Law School. What are your goals in life, continue to love those who are hard on you, even when you do not feel good about yourself or struggling in life, never give up on things that are going well for you in life, to build positive momentum sometimes it’s as simple as maintaining what you have and improving upon what needs work, that’s how to achieve in life, not by focusing on your weaknesses or self-harming, punish yourself, that’s giving up in life, being avoidant, learn how to focus be unfocused, and focus again, stay busy, the better you are at adjusting to life the less you will blame others once you get sick, always see the positive, you cant go backwards and live the same life and expect to live a good life, whether you live a public or private life, its not about having high expectations of others, its about being put down in life before you reach your potential in life, because they don’t think you deserve it, look stupid, not smart, in the wrong, alcoholic, or an addict, sometimes when trying to stay balanced with disability we lose composure mostly in private always ask for help when help is needed, that’s doing your best to stay healthy, sometimes even if we make good decisions in life dont end up feeling better. No one wants to be the Rehab kid, no one wants to be alone, no one wants to be single, no one wants to be rejected, no one wants to feel stupid, no one wants to get in trouble, no one wants to be fat, no one wants to live at home, that’s normal, if life were easy then everyone would have jobs after college, don’t be scared of living life, don’t fear the future, and especially don’t beat yourself up if youre hearing voices, always talk to your Doctor, 50% of your problems result from playing Doctor on yourself, if you don’t know whats wrong with you, it become impossible to talk to yourself through a problem and reach a solution, that’s why its important to be patient with yourself, if youre freezing in life or feel scared that’s a normal result of oversharing or not being where you need you to be in life, to get moving again, you literally have to move, join a gym, find a support group, if youre gonna procrastinate the key to succeeding anyways, is to be doing something else, you can nap through your early 20s but not your 30s when things get overwhelming, eventually you have to function even when youre tired or cant focus, pace yourself in life, and don’t leave everything to the last minute and expect to perform well, what matters is the quality of your life health wise, accomplish that much above all else, don’t be led astray in life, sacrifice your priorities in life to please another, if they don’t recognize theyre hurting you by ignoring you, don’t blame them if you get sick.
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