CIA JOURNAL ENTRY #1
Issue: Combating Fear
By: Leslie A. Fischman
Strategy Response (1):
Shift focus not to the fear producing agents but shift fear as directed by a person in a position of trust to whom Fear resonates from a feeling of respect and admiration or power obtained that one does not have. To fear to fear best a good person than a bad person.
Rationale (Issue 1):
When you fear someone good who you condition yourself to fear than no harm can result only good because your actions are produced triggered in response to their needs to fulfill or not fulfill be toward against around in lights of in line with parallel to or opposite to in the way of help hurt reposition or otherwise coalesce with when all avenues are booked without ability to or any agenda not in tune is unable at affect negatively either yours or theirs is at best the best solution form of defense self defense and most professional avenue for protecting the safety needs of those around you and put public safety first and your own needs for safety last is how you combat fear, in an organized fashion, through proper prose, and written self orientation, well spoke, do other listen, not shut off towards you, or reject your commentary. When negative toward self or others, this puts you at risk of harm and others at risk of harm. Harm can result if continued harm to self reoccurs toward self and others. Harm is a product of your thoughts, and the thoughts that others have of you, how you can identify as the party harmed or the party being harmed, by written discourse and discussion, if any party unnamed to a transaction exuded negativity toward another’s successes, that individual is not responsible for the harm that results to that individuals psyche, but any errors, are a misproduct of attitudes toward any writer or thoughtful speaker, the writer is never the provoker. Rarely has it ever occurred, that one with positive thoughts, become negative, unless there are others negative toward another’s positivity and/or success in life, this is how a positive person becomes negative sounding, usually temporarily, until the negative party feels positive having proven another wrong. This behavior if it continues is both problematic to the writer and to those reading. Why its important to always stay positive, when writing, and ignore your surroundings and the opinions of others. Some of the best writers have the quietest minds, most of peace without must first occur from peace within. That is self evident, that the lives changed by the writer, is an example of positivity, negativity caused to the writer, and anything negative thereafter, is a byproduct of consequences faced when coping with negativity. When fault is diminished, and everyone rises above who’s to blame for negativity, can positivity occur. Nothing immature ever develops under shrouds of hate toward any one individual or group, that dismembers bonds, fosters dysfunction, and any dysfunction occurring by the writer is to please an audience looking for dysfunction to cause negative reactions in the writer, anything thereafter is no ones responsibility but by the actions of those responsible for causing harm to others, never the writers fault.
When you fear a positive agent or a good person only good can result when you fear a bad person you have a 50/50 chance of returning to a good place, ending up at a good place, or seeing good potential, because all you fear is that negative harm causing agent from which no positives can result and fear that either stops you from being positive, takes away options when your sight is changed, and dismembers your vision, because their purpose is to redirect you toward some negative that negative being their intention to cause you to fear a fear they produce in you that empowers them thus a fear that helps no one including you and only fuels another for no positive purpose ever only resulting from motivations to fulfill void void being a need a need being power power produced by power not able to attain on their own power only felt when there exists an oppositional force the oppositional force which gives them power if not able to produce through positive means can create a like oppositional force to stay in power by triggering fear in another not in competition or anything that weakens them but power to have power and cause fear fear to maintain power because it's a like oppositional force that keeps their sense of self to a tune familiar enough to keep them going, not altruistic or for any common good or purpose but for self maintenance is not a fear causing agent or fear produced resulting from which that needs any special attention to attention to anything that benefits no one only causes additional harm to the product of that fear is disempowering only further empowers a person who once power given to by causing fear in others is without ability to then capitalize on the fear produced because the only goal was to cause fear and see products of that fear. Fearing anything that doesn't give back is not a fear worth having or a fear worth psychoanalytic or reading into because that person just wants you to fear them (as stated earlier) to recreate or produce a feeling in themselves of confidence or safety which was previously attained only by an oppositional force, which they found to be readily available recreated by producing fear in others.
Facing good fears in life produce positive results for the psyche. Facing negative fears not a by product of our own life but a by product of the life of another is not a fear (natural fear) which if confronted produces any positive effect in our lives because it's not a person fear it's the fear of another or others projected onto you to figure out why that fear exists (which you don't pay attention to because it's not a fear that you think is important not because you don’t have those fears too which they may or may not recognize -but a fear you don't address to not give power of attention to those fear causing agents not because it's not a recognized fear or because not feared because in cohorts with just not addressed to not confront be attached to or in communication with either to from or back and forth in communication with.
Cycle of Fear
When you fear a known positive positive results (eg dealt with by going to Rehab, putting myself on a tight budget, being 100% monogamous boyfriend being ONLY person I'm in contact with) -when you fight a fear which is negative or produced by a bad person not a good person (vs. a good person produces positive fear all things leading back to that persons positive core) -if fear fear produced by a bad person then no good can become of confronting that fear because that fear produced and causes for which are for no higher purpose other than fulfillment of some individual need and to fight back only serves that purpose no good can become of fighting with a bad person or someone who is negative only recurring harm because that individuals need was for you to fear them to produce a fear to cause a fear and upon which any response to that fear fulfills that individuals need to be feared and serves no added benefit toward any positive to address that fear or understand that fear just note that such and such fear toward A, B, & C exists and this is why and because this person wants to be regarded as good (but wants only you to fear them for individual benefit) otherwise to respond to a negative only creates a negative positive if to rationalize causes you harm and/or original causes for fear are used to justify that persons rationale for causing you to fear them individually, and do anything to justify that position by taking anything and association it to rationale for fear a fear that did not exist had I not responded to that fear to begin with but was triggered and retriggered to fear until a fear resulted and a present response to fear was produced from which then any evidence remotely congruent which could be manipulated to paint a picture as a fear or issue existing between two which never existed to begin with is what has occurred and typically occurs the person feared is the person who obsesses over the one they seek to cause fear in and fear generated in most circumstances fear results from "surprise" the surprise is not noticing then suddenly noticing and that causes fear.
Prior Incidence of Fear
Prior incidences of fear occur, when in a state of trauma, fear is shared, vicarious trauma results. My book is online, managing emotions while volunteering for a crisis hotline. Any allegations of toward are usually done so in advance a planned achievement of a creation of sides, usually to lead toward wins in the future for groups or individuals. That is not how success is achieved, by dismemberment while coming up in life, best to always get along well with others, and ignore those who’s present circumstances you deem not mature or capable of existing in time or right timed to help others, but that a better system of thought need be set forward, and set another back over rights, and who’s more important or better than, they addressor and the pitcher, is always right, the receiver of information is always responsible for their own emotions, not the sender. Reading is an option, not a must, and no one is ever required to read anything not assigned to them, especially if separated by suit or restraints, that is made clear, is no member of my audience, those who shame me, or write shows and defame me, are of no concern to me, only pose threats to my genuine security and interests in life, to live peaceably.
There would be no surprise or cause for fear, had no one died during the war on terrorism. That’s a given, people get sick and die during war, why war is not the best response, to any given situation that need resolve, why I joined the #usnavy kept quiet, 2009, and died in peace, committed suicide. After suicide and survival from suicide, there is no fault to those who fall victim to unnecessary intrusions to that period in time or any other period in time, the one who commits suicide first, is never at fault. Therefore no domino existing can be blamed on the first to commit suicide, me February 2009, always keep that in mind, when attacking me, that is important to note, my death date 2009. This rationale can therefore be applied to any other incidents that followed my suicide 2009, and assignment to be quiet regarding my bipolar “delusions” I was told by UCLA, and shredded my first theory, labeled mentally ill, which is not my fault, my EMR writers fault. To them any harm resulting toward self, is the fault of the individual who commits suicide, never the fault of others, as suicide has been labeled a “selfish” crime toward’s one’s self, never justified, however in my case, was to prevent future hardships, faced, would have rather been dead, but on a positive note, am still a law student figuring out still how to adjust to life during times of war, its not easy on anyone, and certainly not to me either, this is one boat the World can agree on, war causes illness and illness causes war, everything worth fighting for, reducing rates of retardation and fostering the betterment of self-development all around, the stupid are responsible, never the smart. Any consequences to negativity produced could have predictively been used as an attempt to generate a reaction from a party to prove guilt or justification of death to one’s family member by Cancer, this is an ongoing debate, blame gets sent to me, I committed suicide 2009, so please do not blame me for your Father’s death, I’m not a party to any of his transactions or interactions, do not know him well enough to be responsible for his life or death, that’s a ridiculous accusation and attempt to ruin my life, over one life lost. Generally, #brexit was about someone who called my boyfriend a 7 foot N, there I said it too, big deal, which was used to hate me and jail me and RTO me and ruin my life, permanently. As a result more lives and homes have been lost, not my fault. Actions and reactions by parties who feel harmed that generate more harm, are never the correct parties and usually not the recipients or purposes for writing but accolade reminds the Shorty Awards, accolade sought, not vengeance, nothing great can ever be achieved with a negative unsound mind, remind yourself of that always when hating anyone you don’t like, or do not respect, or think too devalued, to be worthy of achievement or be valued by others. For what purposes does that serve. Words behind my back used by them to say that all of which (death says #Lyft) was because of and because of what is argued because of if what typically predictively is attempted to be used to them to justify or explain causes for motives to cause fear and produce fear in another. No I committed suicide first February 2009, therefore nothing thereafter is my fault, I dealt with it.
Innocence can be proven only one way the surprised is always 99% of the time the innocent bystander in any interaction with a fear causing agent. Case dismissed. No evidence to disprove or explain necessary be provided, people like that we leave out to dry at sea to rot in hell not provide any emotional stability of explanation for which and no added justification for continued harm toward another is what do we do instead of ignoring them as not existing. Why because those who treat another human who is deficient in understanding why harm is being caused toward them and fighting an innocent good person is so dumb too dumb to be worth comprehension or provide information for anyone to waste time comprehending but best articulated by explanation why that fear was unnecessary and harm irreversible when a life is put in jeopardy and death results as circumstances to lives already put in jeopardy, that is what we call war. War is never deserved, and it is never the victims fault, nor those affected by war, and its consequences. That would technically make us all victims of war, why I wrote a speech for World Peace August 2013. War is never deserved, and it is never the victim’s fault, all crimes are senseless, not deserved, never deserved. Why explanation for which is not my duty to dissolve if it would only further to disempower me not help me, or others move forward.
SO NO I'M NOT SHARING ALL MY PICTURES ALL MY INVESTIGATORY RECORDS OR PRIVATE INFORMATION IT’S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS NEVER WAS NEVER WILL BE NOR IS ANYONE'S BUSINESS BUT MINE AND BARACK OBAMA'S. (Sent from my iPhone).
Once a life is ruined it can never be repaired not even the right-minded individuals with great self-worth can withstand negativity. I once defined negativity as a deplorable condition, which makes better less than, to counterbalance fear and paranoia makes clear errors or wrongs.
Don’t let negativity get the best of you. You will meet a lot of unhappy people in your lifetime. That’s just a fact of life, the best you can do is be positive and never take anything too personally. Usually what people say and how they express themselves to you is a direct reflection about how they feel about themselves. Sometimes nothing to do with you, always take that into consideration that people only see what they want to see if you don’t fit into the lives of some you will fit into the lives of others. Don’t let anyone destroy you. Remind yourself that you’re worth it. Always do your best rise above and don’t be co-dependent on acceptance from others in order to progress and thrive. Sometimes you need to grow independent of others in order to get strong. Learn to let go of resentments and don’t pass judgment on others until it is passed upon you. What you put out into the world is what you get back.
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