You know its not just you pal, you’re telling me, not even Starbucks can jam pack me with confidence for a few hours, that’s not what Frappuccinos are for Spock, nevermind. You win some and you lose some in life, sometimes theres heartache, sometimes responses, sometimes heartbreak, sometimes you have to do some chasing in life, to get liked back, or sometimes you can call, picking up the phone has never hurt a relationship before, if anything the caller or the responder feels that much more useful to the other, texting can be a drag, my heart does not read at lightening speed, dear writer. That’s what they don’t understand. To have confidence, drink less caffeine number one, be a calm person, energy on the inside, and glow on the outside, clean as dynomite! Pixi’s at CVS, I’m so excited for an in shower spa, for those of us who don’t have time to do one thing at a time, its always easier to do 5 things at once and have more spare time to yourself at your disposal, than to do one thing at a time, and book a whole day, that’s like 2 appointments, 2 meetings, plus work, who does that? Only at Famers, bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum, Ive called every food truck in the city, for insurance purposes … theyre only at the museum. Likewise, if you can get double checked triple checked, hospitalized blood drawn in public, then yes you can date again, I might as well work in a clear box in NYC, that’s not what blogging is about, or is it? What work has been done, unless your work computer is online, the only way they can tell if youre tired from working too hard is by looking at you, and if you don’t have a steady job, and you don’t tell anyone you blog because its taboo, that’s selling your career short in life, those are work skills! Performing abilities, under the pressures of fatigue, public scrutiny, and “Likes”? That’s a huge accomplishment, to be a writer in public, not even the 3rd Street Promenade has published a book yet, I might have been the first to do a backwalkover, sing with my headphones on, meet a guy, and publish 5 books online, 2 on lulu.com, and 1 with Amazon (still in the works). Who rights about this stuff anyways, to the next bush! To the next subject! To the next job! If they don’t know who you know in life, or even if they do, they don’t care, that’s the public, their main concern is the overall health of everyone as a unit, whos family are you in anyways? USA? Don’t throw me down the field, Im not ready yet for distribution, I just worked for a Global Film Production Company last year … the job is still there if I get well, IOP and meetings to boot first, I think that opportunities only avail themselves to you when well, otherwise you might as well climb Mount Everest in Tandem, make purses, do drugs, speak at mics, and sing. Don’t drink if you’ve never been a drinker at family dinners, chances are you are drinking to get drunk, and if you drink to get drunk then that’s one qualification for AA meetings, if your purpose is to hurt your mind, then you are the one who suffers in long run, #donotkegstand.