[Removed] 09-03-20 [Privacy}.
Put Back: 11-04-20
Update: I am still editing my first book and need to pay for publishing. Thank you for your patience, and was willing to share my progress, I am working very hard to be a professional writer one day. This is my best work, I have paid thousands of dollars on editing fees, to assemble my first book. Its a lot of pressure these days, to write and look the part, and represent well what it is you are writing about, be able to live the life you have written about, and not fall short of expectations of you, to have been able to apply what you know to your own life, and achieve positive results. 2020 has been my best year yet in a long time, 2017 was my worst year hospitalized three times, and again in 2019, its been a very difficult journey, to staying active, getting jobs, and not be in bed all day comatose, struggling with voices and bipolar episodes, which have since gone into remission, less symptomatic. For anyone new who has not witnessed my journey to self-improvement, maybe doesnt appreciate the fact that I struggle with mental health issues on a daily basis, which has made it difficult to live life, and blogging has been the best job for me, a place where I can shine, and present my best work. It has taken me 8 years of being online, to finally develop into the writer I am today, comfortable, and able to speak in public, without fear or intimidation or hearing ridicule, it has taken 8 years to be in full acceptance of myself without fear of the future or ability to get jobs, to then have opportunities to present themselves to me, be able to work with other people, and be comfortable talking about my work online as a blogger. You do through many stages of coming out of your shell, and its that comfort with yourself, and love for your own well being that makes you someone worth knowing. Not many can appreciate the life you have lived, and your struggles, thinks that everything comes easy in life, not to me, I have worked so hard this year, writing everyday, to get my stats up, and its not been without a fight, calling judges, filing police reports, and now speaking to a detective. No one deserves to have their story be changed, or wrongfully affected by anyone injecting themselves into your life, with expectation of reward or some type of benefit from your achievements in life.
*Copy of my last draft put back up 12-14-20
Leslie A. Fischman
Please Note: I have finished writing the first draft of my first book, still editing Ch 13-25, my goal is to publish my book 2020 after I graduate, working on myself right now.