Chapter 79: Journal Entries #3 (Handwritten) by Leslie A. Fischman
02-23-18 (Typed: 02/23/18)
#blogpost: Memory loss –causes for is it effective ever to reduce memory input –only if hearts sets on something else in life makes it hard to focus elsewhere.
#blogpost: Trauma and memory loss … improvement upon focus on elsewhere why the mind travels when maxed out or tired, or processing discourse. –Similarly upon insult a freeze occurs that feels like a fog but if you talk yourself through it you achieve your inner peace without worry for or about.
#blogpost: Lack of sensitivity –makes you look immature when you are put down when you come up you crack or crumble –how pressure freezes you. In order to maintain composure trust is needed.
#blogpost: Be efficient how to be efficient important not to let loose when shy be easily encouraged by others.
When you are not in the right or wrong or lost you feel out of place and out of place causes displaced happiness –emotions offguard set you up for pain, why its important not to let loose when shy be easily encouraged by others. –Once privacy is lost it cannot be earned by a better image, its not a bad life. Unless you make things worse selfish is when you are overly concerned with you needs.
What does bossy controlling mean? Insecure worried about assembly not concerned with interests likes or dislikes but the whole big picture someone who doesn’t care what people think are successful have room to let go in life, love.
When technology causes you illness that means you are dependent on technology to see forward be yourself that’s an unhealthy attachment to be dependent on material goods for happiness you should always find peace without necessities.
When everything seems easy it was hard to put together –something that settles.
When not happy not where you want to be in life don’t take it out on others –your unhappiness –that’s not how you get well.
When you talk $hit about good people it makes you look bad and the other innocent. Always direct energies toward self-esteem, progress, -bettering yourself best you can. When you are not comfortable with yourself you have a higher likelihood of being avoidant and a greater likelihood of delays or errors in judgment react poorly. When you take things personally you react poorly. Some commentary if looked for is not forgotten but everything else is forgotten only negative off commentary recalled negatives. –Don’t let people trash you because they think you need it or deserve it. If you cant comprehend something -that does not mean belittle to see better or make clear discomforts mistaken for hostility. That’s not the way out of a problem. Your best is the only way out of a problem. Your best is the only way to get to good in life feel good about yourself. Acceptance of self occurs when acceptance of your best is well received. Know your best –so when things get worse you have a place to go smart and well you remember in yourself when you don’t feel safe lose trust.
Leslie A. Fischman
Please Note: I have finished writing the first draft of my first book, still editing Ch 5-25, my goal is to publish my book 2020 after I graduate, working on myself right now.