Chapter 64: Imitation and Anxiety by Leslie A. Fischman
Never overexpose yourself to others. Your private life is your personal business not the business of others or a need to know basis it only causes nervousness. That's your right to privacy. Who you date is your right to privacy. Heightened anxieties due to losses are from your own mistakes in life not from the rejections of others but from you not being a good enough match for them you will always find better in life. So long as you always do as your told, work hard, play by the rules, good fortune and good luck comes to those who wait, date monogamously.
Imitation is a form of flattery. Never seek to be seen and heard that's how you get sick trying to be known in life by calling attention to yourself how you run the risk of getting unwanted attention. In order to be loved you must first love yourself. Popularity online comes at a price you psychologically feel unsafe, politically normalcies drain out unwanted cues but if online regrouping into society some unwanted cues within you can be easily triggered by environmental stimuli sensitive to your surroundings not blend in as well. It's important to always blend in you will never stick out or stand in life if you try to its by selection you stand out not by the choice of the individual but by the audiences selection who's of interest. I created mymollydoll.com then ran a campaign from my website that may have been a mistake for that I'm sorry for the confusion I was just trying to help. If not good enough then please don't criticize me personally thank you.
Always be frugal about how much information you share about yourself and about your interactions with others as this depersonalizes social interactions. If you have intimacy problems it's likely for you to over share and ruin your private relationships and run the risk of making others uncomfortable around you. It's not mental illness it just makes you a poor decision maker when it comes to sharing and building intimate trusted bonds in life it's not a big deal you live and you learn how to cope with relationships and the unknown not question others or be questioned but accept all as is without worry or fear.
Always be yourself.
You cannot go backwards in life, it's too time consuming and you run the risk of hurting yourself in the long run when you do so or blame others for your problems. Always be in control you are always responsible for your current hardships, successes, and/or failures in life, there's always time to regroup be the best version of yourself and better yourself each day you have to just be, be kind always, and always work hard.
You have to feel good to want to do well in life for yourself, find your life forces in life, what makes you feel well, not be a burden to others but independent, a survivor.
Leslie A. Fischman
Please Note: I have finished writing the first draft of my first book, still editing Ch 5-25, my goal is to publish my book 2020 after I graduate, working on myself right now.