Second Time Publishing to Website (08/29/20 was removed, now putting back online, with faith).
Book to be Published with a Price Tag, Distributed Professionally, my goal: to be an Author.
Unfinished work, to be completed by me, within the next month, and pay for publishing, #goal.
PLEASE DO NOT COPY, THIS IS MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY WORKING WITH LEGALZOOM TO COPYRIGHT MY FINAL DRAFT, ITS A LONG PROCESS, HAVE PAID LEGAL FEES TO WRITE A BOOK.
This book was written and composed 2018 before starting my first job back from leave, sober. For me free reading opened up doors for me, in terms of taking myself less seriously, with respect for everyone else sharing their lives and sharing about the lives of others, in an educated way, articulate. I on the other hand, have been trying to not make any mentions, and run the risk of lawsuit, or insult. This is why the book is primarily a story about my life, and my thinking or thoughts about life, recovery from bipolar, and what has worked for me, overcoming breakups, and friend losses adjust. Through writing, everything seems to be getting better, even if I am not in anyones life, thats okay. I did not start free reading until after I wrote my book, I only read for school prior to blogging online, and have a record of all books read by me, and can cite to those influences in my final draft bibliography. Note: Nothing is about you until you make it about you, so ignore hate, and keep writing! And dont let anyone convince you otherwise youre small or incapable of achieving the same in life, success and respect, with your talent, hardwork, and abilities, made fun or not, ridiculed, or the center of any jokes, no matter what mishaps are brought up over and over again, it will always be you that are questioned, what meds your on, whether you relapsed, and for what reasons you are sick, or became ill, and it will always be your failures, or anything that can highlight a negative about your personality, that is used to discredit you, as though you are imitation in need of inspiration, not strong on your own, or of positive influence and around others in a way all benefit, with no opportunist issues lurking, and no identity or smarts questioned, or picked on, in California I obese = not cute gross, and if you look or appear gross, its by what is thought of you, poor hygiene, or smelling bad, I have never smelled bad in my life I am someone who has a very sensitive sense of smell, I used to suck my thumb until 5th grade with a stuffed animal I held to my nose. And didnt have sex until 18 ...
Leslie A. Fischman
Please Note: I have finished writing the first draft of my first book, still editing Ch 5-25, my goal is to publish my book 2020 after I graduate, working on myself right now.