Update: Writing my Formal Reply to ALL who attacked me by phone and by computer, I dont need help from anyone to understand the difference between right and wrong, nor need be convinced Im something Im not, GAY or straight #stophate, for what purposes was it to trigger a reaction by rejection and question my sexuality thats no ones business, #dontdodrugs, leave me alone, I keep a record of everything thought 2013 to now, those are all my memories, without argument, or explanation, need not be used to attack me in advance to me figuring out that other think it was okay to go through my things and make me look bad or guilty, to not speak why (?) ...
Causes for Gay (?) Become something Im not, to prove conditioned to think I was (ridicule) (?)
I wasn't "Bicurious until 2010" to see what others VAGINAs looked like, compared to mine. That was a problem while dating my EX "AARON BROWN" that was not because I was GAY, watched.
Then to prove REASON for labeling me bad I HAD NO ID, OR GAY, OR GENDER, ISSUES <normal>(.)
#stopschoolshootings (I already informed Windward of the Derogatory Yearbook) cc: #JayZ
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8:49AM (Current Mood): Just called SCOTUS, NYPD, and LAPD 911, and will do my best to explain to the courts, my behavior and methodology, for coming forward without outting others or assuming, for personal interests, not invested in the best interests of all, and why I was excluded, sued and put on medications for 7 years, that left me bedridden, barely able to finish law school and work. #issue, because of fear of coming forward what it would look like if I fought, Im a writer, thoughtful educated. No one who is educated focused on themselves, attack others, its whos quite made fun of and then as experiment see how they respond, my solution was to prevent voices, its 2020 I still get voices. You cannot prevent voices, by writing in public or private thoughtfully or in humor, well, or retarded, by expectation, or by making oneself look good, its about how others feel and losses of motivation, and who feels guilty or feels like $hit who is good, and whether you cause others illness, irrespective of the illnesses that were given to you by "bad luck" no harms to others are justified, losses of motivation can be cured, so can abilities in life, come back, with rest, and recovery, and talk therapy.
Leslie A. Fischman
Future Course of Action: Once my brief to the courts is complete and a final version of my dissertation complete then I can present in a thoughtful way a proper explanation of my behavior, and findings, not assumptions, explaining my choices in life, and why I made the choice to separate from everyone.
Blogging is my way to document my progress like selfies.
Update: Writing my Formal Reply ... Re: #Film #Production Online for FREE by me, my way of saying, LET me help ...