There are many who write online, its not new to blog your thoughts presently about life. Its a learning process, how to write, and share your work. The goal is always to publish a book, when the time is right, and I am feeling well, strong can publish a book, but not at this time, this is good enough, earning a living takes time writing. Sharing your work is not spreading illness, what is assumed, and to argue in favor of those who know you and do not want you to be known to others, those are their reservations about you, thinking you are not well enough to be liked or followed by others. It could be a new audience of people who do not know me, or it could be an audience of people who have known me overtime, who are being critical of me, in the face of a new audience, to spread likewise feelings of a few who do not like me, and spread those mixed feelings to others, who will likely hear both sides, and then be sided toward me, or read along, as not affected. You cannot hear a fight and not be affected, that’s only being human. And you cannot take one fight, and say that it is like other fights, that illness that is felt by me, then take my shoes, and say that others exposed to fight feel like me and become ill, those are not the causes for illness and addiction. I wake up early and go to bed at 8pm because I live at home with my family, that is out of respect for their wellness not up at night and not out at night. There are some people who are privileged to be in charge of their own wellness in life, and there are some to whom their wellness affects others. I am well aware of having illness and whether those illnesses have an affect on others, I take meds, that doesn’t mean Im mentally ill nor should be treated as mentally ill. I was hospitalized on 06/28/19, its for those reasons I could not sit at dinner for my Mothers birthday, learn to let things go. Its wanting to know if upon recognition I feel ill around others, whether that’s just inside me, or whether in public others are ill toward me, as recognizing me or seeing me. Illness is illness, not by fame, are people seen and recognized and hated upon, and if you are trying to influence that condition, that is likely to cause illness or worry to those reading along, and especially ruins or hurts my condition as sharing, and hurts my ability to share, as not well. Voices are voices, and if you hear voices, you call 911, and visit the police in person to discuss those voices, and if you need help they can assist you, either help you to the hospital, or help prevent others from hacking and hurting your insights in life. Eventually people move further and further away from you, that’s the goal as a writer, not to be hurt nor affected by others, as having written.