If you are doing well, and misdescribe the interaction, then that is who is watching you punishing you, coming on too strong by voices, to treat you as having a strong energy that you bring upon others, or cannot tell is an unwanted energy, or an excited energy, that they think is suspicious, or demonstrates misconduct, or for the wrong reasons, nice to another. I don’t think at any time I have ever been racist toward anyone for any reason, nor have accused anyone for not being welcoming to anyone who was of value to me a companion in life, and its for those reasons that you are made to look sick or be punished in life if you have not realized the consequence of your statements, who that affects, who has supported you, what arguments are made in support of you, and when anyone has suffered where were you in life, to have been there for others, to have made things better, present and aware, or distant, aloof, and into yourself, or not being cautious for the good health of others. That’s not a team in life that is made to suffer, not for their own wrongs, not for anything you have said, everyone who has ever helped you, is not always connected to you in a deep or spiritual way, and if you ever fail to impress anyone, or later come to think of any lectures, then it will be by what you have written, judged as though you have ever questioned or been made to believe that anyone who has ever trusted you, heard from you, and helped you to make a decision concerning your education, and future not have been a significant part of your life, and also be mentioned with the same degree of sensitivity of anyone living, who is around to watch us all evolve, and for some to take responsibility for their level of achievement in life, or for others to be punished, or made weaker as a result of not having performed well. Even if there is nothing that can be done that doesn’t mean give up, or be caused to endure any condition of accused “addiction,” to cause any loss to anyone, depending on you to stay well, and not to cause harm to their health or result in a loss of faith, that is feeling hurt by you, not proud of you, people are very forgiving, but there comes a point in time, when you can no longer tolerate all the accusations or confrontations, or bossing, or mismanagement, of your life and career, and be swayed around in life, to witness a public reactions they wish to take credit for, in pride, and that’s having no one on your team in life, and you don’t need law school for respect, you don’t need a masters to be considered smart, you don’t need a website to stay alive, you don’t need to date to not be considered gay, you don’t have to respond to voices, you don’t have to defend yourself, or speak about anyone elses experiences in life, be judged as being insensitive, or stalking an issue, and making an issue having to do with another your own issue, and that’s how you get viewed, what strengthens your character what weakens your character, who you trust or admire, and what is later deemed to be something wrong with you that you cannot fix about yourself, theres not later point in time where a hope or a sense of pride, needs to be diminished to cause a similar reaction on a grander scale, even if by another Country, be compounded and connected to anything in your possession, make things about them, as though you are around them, you are not helping them, or are helping them, or are crediting, or not crediting, or for any others circumstance in which others want to know how you look or what you say in the event of a loss, or whether you turn to people, God, or substances to feel better, and that’s not your Bosses job, that’s not the Courts job, that’s not an Attorneys job, that’s not your pasts job, that’s not your Family’s job, that’s not your Doctor’s job, that’s not your Boyfriends job, that’s not the UN’s job, that’s no ones job but my job to create a sense of wellness in my life, not to create guilts, or do anything to harm myself, to cause me to not like myself, or to not be liked by others, and that’s the problem with being open, being professional, being chaste, being loving, getting well, getting sick, or trying to overcome any condition in which you are having difficulty living life, providing for others, being trusted, or being able to stay in your shoes in life, and demonstrate some control over the issues, so that no one responds poorly, or causes you instability, lack of clarity in presentation of the issues, in a kind and easy way to digest everything that is important to be known, and to not push people to their limits in life, be tested, or put through any more hoops than they can handle in life, to broach subjects concerning the merits of others, while your own merits be questioned as being insensitive to all, or partaking in any criticism to anyone, or ever speaking or considering the issues of others, in a personal way, naughty way, vindictive way, jealous way, or in any way, in which you seem threatened or blame anyone for your later loss of control and stability, and that’s not always caused by anyone, that results when you lose love. And that’s not your fault.
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